Chapter 45: Gate 45

Chapter Forty-Five
Only you.
Ruan Sixian stared at these words for a long time, feeling a burning swelling feeling in her heart, making her chest tight.
The man was so blunt that he didn't blink his eyes.
Of course, Ruan Sixian didn't know if he really didn't fluctuate at all when he was typing.
She stood there for a while, the crew member had gone away, and she was the only one in the hall.
After tapping his finger on the screen for a while, Ruan Sixian typed a few words.
[Ruan Sixian]: Have you had dinner yet?
Ruan Sixian felt a little nervous at the moment it was sent.
In the past two days, she had not met or spoken to Fu Mingyu. She felt that there was a faint "cold war" feeling between the two.
But now she is actively seeking peace, right?
Ruan Sixian waited for half a minute and then sent another message.
[Ruan Sixian]: Mr. Fu?
Instead of waiting for Fu Mingyu's response, he waited for a text message from Dong Xian: Ruan Ruan, answer the phone, there is something urgent.
Less than a minute after receiving the text message, Dong Xian called.
Seeing that the caller ID was not Fu Mingyu, Ruan Sixian was slightly disappointed, and when he answered the phone, his tone was a little helpless.
"what happened?"
Dong Xian: "Your aunt is sick and just finished the operation. Come and see?"
Ruan Sixian raised her hand and looked at the time, "Where is it?"
"The Third City Hospital."
Ruan Sixian's aunt is Dong Xian's relatives, named Dong Jing.
Originally the director of the admissions office of a primary school, after Dong Xian remarried, she also quit her job in the primary school and went to Zheng's hotel group to start a market.
Dong Jing used to mix well in the admissions office, but in the end, Miao Xiao, waited until she went to a larger platform to truly show her strength.
It was 7 o'clock in the evening when Ruan Sixian arrived at the Third City Hospital. As the autumn night came early, the bustle of the hospital seemed out of place in this quiet night.
Ruan Sixian went to the inpatient department of the heart surgery department according to the guidance, and Dong Xian was waiting for her at the door of the ward.
Counting that the two hadn't seen each other for a few years, Dong Xian's eyes were a little sour when he saw Ruan Sixian walking over in uniform.
When walking towards her, the footsteps are also a little vain.
"Ruan Ruan..."
She wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Ruan Sixian's words straight into the subject.
"How is Auntie?"
Dong Xian got stuck in what he wanted to say, and pointed to the ward.
"Not awake yet."
"Ok."
Ruan Sixian walked around her and walked into the ward, and saw Dong Jing lying on the bed with water on the back of her hand, and the caregiver was busy with all sorts of things.
Don't know if it was telepathic, Dong Jing woke up as soon as Ruan Sixian walked to the bed.
She opened her eyes in a daze, and the moment she saw Ruan Sixian, she was still a little confused.
"Auntie." Ruan Sixian leaned closer, "Is it better?"
Dong Jing was admitted to the hospital in the early morning because of a heart pressure, and immediately arranged for an operation. She had already woken up once in the morning, and she recovered half of her spirits.
"Ruan Ruan is here?"
She smiled, looked at Ruan Sixian's uniform, and said with a smile: "Listen to your mother that you are now a pilot, really."
Ruan Sixian did not go to Dong Jing's house to play when she was a child. At that time, she was not married and had no children, and treated Ruan Sixian as her own daughter.
Later, when Dong Xian divorced, Ruan Sixian followed her father alone, and the contact with Dong Jing faded.
After all, she didn't want to go, and Dong Jing didn't always come to her house.
Later, Dong Jing went to the Zheng Group to do the market and stayed abroad all the year round. The two almost never met.
"Why did you get into the hospital well?" Ruan Sixian asked.
"What's so good." Dong Jing waved her hand to let Ruan Sixian get closer, "I have been running business upside down these years, and my body is already dead. You don't want to find time to see my aunt."
When Ruan Sixian and Dong Jing were chatting, Dong Xian had been standing behind her, silently watching them.
After ten minutes passed, Ruan Sixian felt that Dong Jing was a little unable to speak, so he planned to leave.
Dong Jing saw what she meant, and quickly took her hand, "Ruan Ruan, my aunt will tell you something else."
"Ok?"
Dong Jing glanced at her sister behind her, and sighed: "Look at the time when your parents divorced, you didn't want to follow your mother. Later, your father died and your mother asked you to live together, but you didn't want to. Your aunt knew your parents. Divorce has a psychological impact on children, but after so many years, you have grown up, and you should be able to understand your mother’s original choice. Marriage is sometimes overwhelming by yourself. When the relationship is gone, it is gone. If you go on, you will also torture each other. But Parents always love their children, so don't hold back. Mom is just this one. Where else are you going to find another?"
When Dong Jing said this, Ruan Sixian glanced back at Dong Xian. She curled her brows and her eyes were red. The moment she met her gaze, the tip of her nose was sore and her eyes were immediately moisturized.
Ruan Sixian turned back and continued to listen to Dong Jing.
She was nothing more than to persuade Ruan Sixian not to be angry with Dong Xian. Even if he was to be angry, so many years would be enough. There are so many divorced families these years, and I have never seen someone like Ruan Sixian who doesn't get along with her mother.
Ruan Sixian responded, no matter what her aunt said, she said yes.
Ruan Sixian didn't leave until Dong Jing was tired again and couldn't open her eyes.
"Auntie, take a good rest, I will see you another day."
Dong Jing was already asleep when she said this, and there was no echo. Ruan Sixian took his belongings and went out, and Dong Xian followed.
"Ruan Ruan." Walking to the door of the ward, Dong Xian stopped her, "I will take you home."
"No, I'll take a taxi myself." Ruan Sixian turned to face her, "Also, don't wait for me outside my house in the future, it's very annoying."
Hearing the word "annoying", Dong Xian realized that she had just promised so well that she was coaxing her aunt.
Her loose expression crumbled little by little.
Ruan Sixian took out a card from his bag and stuffed it into Dong Xian's hand.
"This is the money you gave me over the years. I haven't moved a single point. Keep it for yourself."
Dong Xian didn't pick it up, and the card fell to the ground, and no one picked it up.
She stared at the old card on the ground, and her incomprehension and helplessness that had been squeezed for more than ten years all erupted at this moment.
At the time of the divorce, it was not that she had not considered the harm to the children, but it was not her fault that the marriage came to an end. At that time, Ruan Sixian was young and ignorant, and she could tolerate it. But now Ruan Sixian is still in her twenties, she really cannot understand.
"Ruan Ruan, why can't you accept the fact that I divorced your father? I admit that in order to take care of your mood, your father and I never quarreled and blushed in front of you. Suddenly talking about divorce, you might Can't accept it, but can you really not see our changes during that time?"
Ruan Silian touched her cheek with the tip of her tongue and said nothing.
Of course she didn't think that the divorce must be wrong, but how could Dong Xian be so arrogant that she thought she knew nothing?
They divorced when Ruan Sixian was fourteen, and she was in the third year of junior high school.
There will be one more lesson in the afternoon of the third day than in the first and second day of the middle school, and school will end at 6 pm every day. It takes 20 minutes to get home from school, but there is still a small road, which only takes ten minutes, but there is a low wall in the middle.
At that time, Ruan Sixian Pi, the other little girl who was with her was unwilling to climb the wall, so she walked the path by herself every day.
Her home is in an old alley, with a passage leading to the main road to the north and a small path to the south. Usually there are no people. After climbing the low wall and passing through an abandoned construction site, this is the path.
Can't remember exactly which day, Ruan Sixian jumped off the low wall with her schoolbag on her back, and just after passing the construction site, she saw her mother getting off a Mercedes-Benz.
She hid behind the abandoned board house and watched from a distance. She didn't come out until Dong Xian turned into the path.
Later, for a long time, Ruan Sixian saw the Mercedes-Benz several times one after another.
Sometimes they would stop there for a long time, and they didn't know what to say in the car.
Sometimes the man would get out of the car, open the trunk and bring something to Dong Xian.
Ruan Sixian had never seen the appearance of that man clearly, only that he was a bit fat and old man.
Another time, she saw that the man gave Dong Xian a small box, Dong Xian took it, put it in the bag and turned home.
Ruan Sixian then arrived home and looked through her bag while Dong Xian was cooking and found it was a necklace.
Ruan Sixian's family is poor and hasn't seen any jewels, but based on her own guess, this thing should be very valuable.
So Dong Xian didn't know that divorce was not the knot of Ruan Sixian, this was it.
A few months later, Dong Xian and Ruan Sixian's father filed for divorce.
The divorce tug of war lasted for several months, during which Dong Xian moved out. Ruan Sixian didn't know where she lived, maybe in that man's house.
Later Ruan Sixian's father finally agreed to the divorce and asked Ruan Sixian who she wanted to follow.
Ruan Sixian said directly that she had followed her father without even thinking about it.
Then the two sat face to face for a long time without speaking.
Finally Dong Xian got up and said, "Okay."
Ruan Sixian couldn't say how she felt at the time. She thought that Dong Xian would talk to her a lot and would persuade her to follow her, but she just said it well.
After a few days, everything about Dong Xian was gone at home, and Ruan Sixian reacted afterwards.
Ah, I was still abandoned.
Ruan Sixian was in a trance for a long time, and was finally pulled back by Dong Xian's words.
"Ruan Ruan, my divorce from your father is not my fault. You are unfair to me."
"My dad is poor, he is incapable, but at least my dad treats you wholeheartedly."
Ruan Sixian left such a sentence, turned and left.
Dong Xian was too late to react. He didn't understand what Ruan Sixian's words meant, so why did he get involved with "one-minded one mind"?
When she woke up, Ruan Sixian's figure had disappeared in the elevator.
Walking out of the inpatient department, it was already dark.
Ruan Sixian stood on the side of the road waiting for the bus, staring at the traffic in a daze, but didn't notice a black car slowly stopping in front of her.
Zheng Youan rolled down the car window and lifted up his sunglasses. After confirming that it was Ruan Sixian, he asked, "Why are you here?"
Ruan Sixian returned to his senses and glanced at her, Zheng Youan asked again: "Are you sick?"
"No." Ruan Sixian said, "I'll see my relatives."
"Oh, I also came to see my relatives." Zheng Youan asked, "How about you there, are you okay?"
Ruan Sixian looked at Zheng Youan, not knowing what to say.
She thought, if she hadn't seen the car at the time, or if Dong Xian had been tougher then, maybe she would have followed Dong Xian, and now she might be good sisters with Zheng Youan.
"It's okay, you can go in." Ruan Sixian said, "There is a car coming from behind."
After Zheng Youan left, Ruan Sixian hired a taxi. The driver asked her where to go. After thinking about it, she reported the address of Bian Xuan's bar.
After arriving at the place, I found that today was the weekend and there were so many guests, Bian Xuan was too busy.
Ruan Sixian sat for a while and then went back.
During this period, the phone kept ringing, she was annoyed, so she turned off the mute, and wondered when to change a calling card.
It was less than ten o'clock when she arrived at Mingchen's apartment. She walked very slowly and met an old lady walking a dog on the way.
Chihuahua was very fierce and yelled at Ruan Sixian, scaring her back several steps.
Seeing that Ruan Sixian’s eyes were red, the old lady immediately hugged the dog to apologize: "Oh, little girl, I'm sorry, my dog ​​is a bit fierce and doesn't bite. Don't be afraid."
Ruan Sixian did not speak and ran into the elevator all the way.
Ruan Sixian arrived before the elevator was up for more than ten seconds.
She took the flight case and rubbed her eyes as she walked towards the house.
The voice-activated light turned on, and when he looked up, he saw Fu Mingyu standing in front of her house.
"where did you go?"
"How did you come?"
The two spoke in unison, and Fu Mingyu finished speaking and saw Ruan Sixian's expression wrong.
He slowly approached, leaning close to Ruan Sixian's face and smelling it, "Are you drinking again?"
This time Ruan Sixian did not deny it, but responded in a low voice, and then went over Fu Mingyu to open the door.
She walked into the living room, put down the flight box, and Fu Mingyu followed her, standing beside the TV.
"I saw your message after I was busy, and I called you and no one answered."
"Oh, I didn't look at the phone, sorry."
Ruan Sixian turned around and looked at Fu Mingyu, her throat suddenly itchy.
Just now she just turned on the light in the hallway, and penetrated into the living room, and the shadowy shadows shone on Fu Mingyu, making it seem that this person is a real existence.
But even so, this person standing there actually made Ruan Sixian feel like he wanted to hug.
Ruan Sixian touched her lower abdomen.
It may be due to the recent ovulation period and excessive oxytocin secretion will produce this feeling.
Drink more water to speed up your metabolism.
She looked at Fu Mingyu and said, "Mr. Fu, I want to drink water."
Fu Mingyu looked into her eyes, trying to see something in her eyes.
After a few seconds, he gave up, turned and went to the kitchen to pour a cup of hot water.
When she came out, Ruan Sixian had taken off her shoes and sat on the sofa, curled her legs around her knees.
Fu Mingyu handed her the water cup.
Ruan Sixian took it, drank it all in one breath, and finally choked.
Fu Mingyu sat next to her and patted her on the back. There was less than a punch between the two.
When he reached out and patted Ruan Sixian's back, his arms formed a circle around her.
When the palm fell gently, it seemed to hug her.
But the next second he lifted it up again, and the sense of surrounding disappeared, and then my heart fell empty.
Every second, Ruan Sixian wanted to grasp the fleeting sense of embrace, thinking that he would not lift his hands and just put it on her back.
"what happened to you?"
Fu Mingyu didn't wait to answer, and looked down at her. Instead, she completely buried her face in her knees. The whole figure looked like a baby shrunk in the mother's womb. "Would you like to hug it?"
Ruan Sixian: "..."
She hadn't figured out how to say it, Fu Mingyu suddenly reached out and embraced her, pressing her head against her chest.
"If you don't speak, I will take it as your default."
Of course Ruan Sixian had nothing to say.
She is very insecure now and wants to have a embrace to rely on indulgently.
And the temperature of his arms was just right, and there was a clear and pleasant smell.
Ruan Sixian sniffed twice greedily, her face pressed tightly against his chest, itchy ups and downs.
The room was quiet and silent, and rain began to pour outside the window.
The autumn rain is more lingering than the spring rain. It sparsely penetrates the leaves, and makes a sound of fine shattering, entangled with Fu Mingyu's breathing, and it is difficult to distinguish each other.
I don't know how long it took, the rain stopped, and the lights of thousands of houses outside gradually went out.
Ruan Sixian felt a little bit of itchy hair on her cheeks by Fu Mingyu's breath, so she moved her position.
A voice suddenly sounded above his head.
"Don't rub, you will charge interest if you rub it again."
Ruan Sixian raised her head for a second, "What interest?"
She straightened her waist to look at Fu Mingyu, his hand naturally slipped onto her waist.
Fu Mingyu tilted his head and looked down at her, "For example, kiss?"