Vol 4 Chapter 43: Li Buddha for you! ! !

"Xiaoyue, go outside to appease the emotions of the patient's family."
"Okay, director."
"Comforted?"
"No, director, there are no family members of patients outside the operating room."
"Has the patient's family not yet notified?"
"It should have been notified, but..."
"Okay, go to the blood bank, hurry up."
"it is good."
In many cases, the rescue process is more like a marathon race, and the competition is the endurance of both parties.
The human body is really a very fragile thing. No one can understand it better than a doctor. It seems that people who have been given too many super-level meanings and symbols by various literary works,
How soft it is.
The profession of doctors not only needs praise from the outside world, but sometimes also needs to cheer yourself up from time to time and touch yourself, otherwise it is really difficult to support.
The patient is still insisting that you can't give up. After everything has been done, what is often left is a kind of companionship between athletes and trainers.
Each other is a kind of torture.
If you can run past the finish line at the end, you will be happy;
But the truth is, here, most of the time you start the race, you can't see the shadow of the finish line.
After failing the same thing too many times, you have to continue to participate in the next great probability of "failure" with vitality. This is not torture, what is it?
Director Wang motioned to the nurses around him to wipe himself off. To be honest, his eyes were dizzy.
This is not the reason for getting older. There are two kinds of men in this world, one is a man who never refuses to be old, and the other is a man who says he is old but who is only talking about it.
Especially for Director Wang, in response to the national call, his wife has successfully conceived a second child.
Although even Director Wang himself is not clear, what kind of strength is supporting the patient, but he still has at least one criterion in his heart;
As a doctor, you can choose to give up at work, but the premise of giving up is that you must be eligible to choose to give up under the premise that the patient and the patient's family give up first.
This criterion seems a little difficult to understand and very cold, but it is already a valuable afterthought.
The masked youth came to the door of the operation in a sick suit and pushed open the door of the operating room.
The doctors and nurses inside continued their work as if no one had seen him appear.
The masked youth walked to the operating table,
Watch the busy scenes around.
Most of his expressions have always been used to hiding behind shields such as masks and masks, but in his eyes, Gujing has always been waveless.
This kind of calm is not the peace of the small bridge and flowing water, but more like the indifference of the vast land.
"Actually, you don't have to hold on all the time."
The mask youth spoke.
Although, this one lying on the operating table, at this moment, has not been able to respond.
However, the indicators of the electrocardiogram and various instruments can be clearly seen. He is still "live" for himself and spares no effort.
Even,
This kind of alive,
Only unilaterally suffered the pain of mortals.
"People's eyes are always short, superficial, one-sided..."
"It's like in everyday life, the hands and feet are scratched, and after a while, they are recovered;
Having a cold, take a few days off, take some medicine, and then recover after a while;
People tend to anesthetize themselves because they feel that everything can be recovered,
This,
It is human perception. "
"But this is false. There is no real recovery in this world."
The youth in the mask lowered his head and glanced at the wounded on the hospital bed.
When you become a mortal,
Your suffering, your perception,
It will be no different from mortals.
This man was like a baffle that was carrying a runaway truck to prevent it from sliding when the car accident happened.
He did not dare to let go, because his master did not give the order to end the game.
He is fighting for his master's time, and is suffering terrible torture and suffering for this;
Even if his master just stood behind him,
Doing something that doesn’t seem to make much sense,
such as,
Look at the landscape and think about life.
"You said that when I started playing chess with him on the first day, you noticed something was wrong."
"Actually, since you got off the bus that day and rescued them from the car accident, I have discovered it."
"You said, a thousand years ago, I took you out of the world of Buddha for the first time, came to hell, and saw him, he walked in front of you, you are afraid."
"Actually, I was scared that time."
"You said that for thousands of years, has been rumored to have lost the inheritance left by his ancestors in the name of a ruined family."
"Actually, I was at a loss for a while and thought that it really seemed to be the case."
The youth in the mask slowly closed his eyes,
around,
A faint and peaceful Sanskrit began to rumble.
In the operating room, the medical staff who are working hard to rescue the staff, inexplicably, feel their inner peace, as if the previous anxiety and fatigue have been swept away instantly.
Soul was calmed and emotions were relieved;
"I'm here. I found him. It seems that this is a cat and mouse game.
But in fact,
Who is the prey, who is the hunter,
It's really hard to say.
Whether it's my cat or mouse or my dog ​​jumps the wall, I think the latter may be more appropriate. "
"The car accident that day was his invitation, he meant that he could play a game;
I took it. "
"As thousands of years ago, when I said I wanted to discuss Buddha with him, he readily agreed."
"Thousands of years ago, I dug him a pit;
After a thousand years, he dug a hole for me;
This cause and effect is considered to be over.
The reason why this game continues until now is that I still have some hesitations;
Why is this game so simple?
Just as one month before the imperial examination, I put the test questions in front of me.
I am old. Although Ben said, I am not old enough to reach the level of "sen", but I have to say that it is indeed old.
At that time, I dared to say that did not swear to become a Buddha;
now,
After a thousand years,
I have personally polished this so-called corner completely.
Sometimes, in retrospect,
The corners I have worn away for the sake of Buddha nature,
whether,
Those corners are my true Buddha nature? "
"I'm hesitating these days, I'm hesitating, I'm thinking;
Seeking Buddha is seeking a relief, seeking a home, seeking peace, but in the final analysis, seeking is an answer.
Standing in front of the Buddha,
You can talk to the Buddha,
Buddha can answer your questions and solve your doubts;
This is the Buddha.
However, the Buddha's answer did not come from the Buddha.
The ancient wall of blue light, futon table,
What you are asking is Buddha,
And Buddha,
It's in your heart.
Buddha,
Is a medium,
The answer you got from the Buddha is actually the answer given to you by your own heart.
This is the Buddha in my heart,
Worship the Buddha,
It's better to worship yourself.
then,
It was when I realized this that I left Buddhism.
For them, because they need to be high, the Buddha must be high;
As far as I am concerned, Buddha is white paper. It is white paper that people step on. This is the Buddha. This is the true height.
Taller than people, it is a house;
Higher than the house is the hill;
Higher than the hill, it is a mountain;
Above the mountain is the cloud;
Higher than the cloud is the sky.
In this world, a mountain is higher than a mountain, you can always find something higher than what you see;
however,
For you,
What's the point?
For myself,
Mountains, white clouds and sky are all out of reach.
The true highest,
Is the top of his head. "
"This game is very exciting, but in the end, it loses its obsession. In the end, it will be boring.
Probably, what he really wanted was to let me retreat in doubt.
Probably, he wanted me to be desperate.
I begged the Buddha, and the table was empty. I wanted to invite the immortals down, to salute the Buddha. I can’t satisfy me anymore.
But he went to the place earlier than me, asking for it, and became a scapegoat for him.
I don’t know him very well, otherwise, for the millennium of puzzles, I can’t really realize it until Jian Feng touches my neck.
He knows me very well, and even knows me better than myself. "
The masked youth stood up,
Slowly walked to the door of the operating room.
"I have been hesitating for too long, and I have been confused for too long."
"Sometimes when I'm lost, I was dreaming back to the ancient times in a trance;
The ancient powers laughed and scolded, and collapsed at every turn;
In this seemingly illusory,
I have approached them,
They asked me,
From where
I answer:
Come from bliss
They asked me,
Why are you here
I answer:
Come here for Buddha.
They laughed,
They said with a smile,
When they were born, there was no Buddha in the world. "
"Di...................................."
On the electrocardiogram, it became a cold straight line.
Director Wang bit his lip and raised his head. Is it relief, or regret, or bitterness?
He didn't know, but only felt empty in his heart.
All the people in the operating room were silent at this time.
They are silently observing the departure of a life, but they do not know that this is a relief for the patients on the operating table, a new life, a kind of... return.
In front of the operating room,
The youth of the mask reached out,
Opened the door;
Doorway,
A young man in a black robe bowed and stood up ~EbookFREE.me~ with a smile,
It seems to have been waiting for a long time.
When the young man’s foot stepped out of the operating room,
The bandage on him began to dissipate,
The scars on his body began to heal,
A simple cassock appeared on him,
A golden mask replaced the mask and continued to cover his face,
His voice is still calm, still clear, still without the slightest fireworks and waves:
"Since, you said that when you were born, there was no Buddha in the world;
In this way, the poor monks come here to salute the Buddha for you. "