: My pursuit - the living of women

Just getting home, some tired, seems to be always tired, things that others can do simply seem to be especially difficult for me.
From the 24th to the 28th, there were two chapters updated. The chapter of Qingshan and Dragon King played against each other. Although there were only two thousand words in the district, I pushed down the starting point and arranged for an afternoon. The time code came out, and I really didn't be lazy. The whole process was under the supervision of the sister-in-law of the sister-in-law.
When the authors visited the publishing house, they went downstairs to get a picture, then went back to the room to continue the code, and the dinner at night did not go. It was until 6 o'clock to go to Zhangjiajie, and then hungry and downstairs, thanks to the winter melon. The big sister brought the meal and took a meal in the car.
And this chapter is still quite dissatisfied, this matchup should have been more in-depth, and formed a whole with the previous paving, to achieve a more perfect rhythm, although it may be only 500 words, but it is The crack on the porcelain is the same as the sharp heart.
If I have more time in the house, I can think of these five hundred words, but under the pressure of renewal, there is really no way. So after an afternoon of hard work, I was a little frustrated.
But even if you write these five hundred words, it is just a matter of course, calm, it is very difficult to get calm. When I wrote these three books, more than five million words, when I was really satisfied, I was very pitiful.
In fact, my pursuit is not high--with a passing pen, self-consistent logic, flesh-and-blood characters (or monsters), writing a novel that makes people happy, saying that I am Xiaobai, I also admit it because This is the novel I want to see.
This is the same as the courtship standard for a dead house where no wife can be found - the woman's life.
Although the net text needs to be refreshed, but it can't be a cycle of resurgence from the beginning to the end. What is the difference between self-satisfaction and self-satisfaction? Although the trend of the development of the text, it may really be necessary to put aside all the distractions, focus on the skills of the five fingers, with a simple and direct rhythm, let the reader quickly reach the spirit, release all kinds of life pressure.
Of course, there is nothing wrong with this. I often do both of these things and feel the ease of it. (Note: I am referring to writing small white texts and reading small white texts here.)
But long ago I discovered that my seemingly simple pursuit is similar to finding a girlfriend in a dead house.
But I believe that no matter how sighing, eventually all the dead houses can find a girlfriend. No matter how tired or frustrated, I can finally write a novel that I am satisfied with.
Finally, summarize the record of this month, my goal of 100,000 words, currently writing 80,000 words in the beginning, I believe that if it is not the starting point of this salon, staying outside for four or five days, it should be able to easily complete the task.
There are still two days left, I will continue to work the codeword. If it is not enough, you will pretend that I have written 100,000 words.
I have to write 120,000 words next month! (To be continued.)