Chapter 341: Want to hate but can't hate

To the northeast of the southern jungle, there are two old thatched huts at the exit of the deep forest. One of them was where Ye Feng's parents once lived, and now there is a haggard woman—Riven.
Since Ye Feng escaped here that day, her spiritual sustenance has also completely collapsed. She originally thought that her motivation to live was to use her life to redeem her sins, but now she realized that her motivation to live had already become a beautiful experience of watching Ye Feng grow day by day.
"Ahem..."
After a few coughs, she staggered out of bed, picked up the tea cup on the old wooden table and poured water on her chapped lips.
After pouring for a long time, she didn't see a drop of water falling into her mouth, and she remembered that the water had already been drunk by her. Because she has been hiding in the house these days, living in panic, her memory is getting worse and worse.
The hair was slightly messy, Riven walked out of the house with a dull gaze, drew a bucket full of water in the well behind the house, gobbled a few mouthfuls, and cleaned the oily stains on her face, before sitting down at the well panting. With roughness.
"Xiaofeng... Sister I'm sorry, I would rather you kill me than you would just run away from me like this."
While speaking, she hid her face feebly and sobbed, her sorrowful emotions spilled over her words, arousing pity.
After sobbing at the well, she got up and came to the entrance of the jungle. The two wordless tombstones and the rune sword she inserted in the middle were very eye-catching.
She laughed self-deprecatingly, her eyes condensed, and she instantly pulled out the rune sword.
With the giant sword coming out, the breeze rose lightly, lingering around her body, and the sword intent of Ruoyouruowu had no intention of fierceness, on the contrary, it was like a sickly weak girl.
Looking at the rune sword in her hand that has accompanied her for many years, the past is like an old movie of Picheng upside down in her mind.
Suddenly, a shocking scene happened. Strands of dead souls phantom out from the sword in her hand, and the dead souls who died under her sword in the past seem to call her to fall into the abyss with them.
Frightened and fearful, her hand unconsciously let go, and the rune sword fell to the ground. Riven held her forehead with her right hand, panting awkwardly, her face pale.
"Sorry……"
The guilt in her heart could not be compounded. She knew that the murder she committed could not be paid off even if she exhausted her life, but she still wanted to spend the rest of her life to do some good deeds as much as possible.
But once I remembered the grieving roar and angry eyes of her most beloved brother Ye Feng before leaving, her heart was cut like a knife, and she lost the courage to live.
She really wants to return to her brother again and do her duty as a good sister. When he was frustrated, she used her soft voice to help him through the difficulties; when he was confused, she used her experience to show him the direction...
She wanted to teach him more swordsmanship and the principles of being a person. In her opinion, he was not mature enough, and he still couldn't do without her.
He is the only concern she remains in this world...
But everything will never go back, she has already been punished for the sins she once committed.
Her most dear brother has abandoned her forever. What is the point of her living in this world?
Rather than suffering from the deaths of the souls who died under her sword every day in the dream, it is better to get rid of it.
Thinking of this, Riven smiled miserably, and knelt down in front of the wordless tombstone with a splash. Picking up her rune sword again, it landed on the neck, and it might break at any time.
"Xiaofeng, if there is an afterlife, I hope we can still depend on each other..."
As soon as the voice fell, the corners of Riven's mouth rose slightly, and she slowly closed her eyes, revealing an expression of relief, and cut a sword at her neck.
The moment the Rune Sword touched her neck, Riven only felt that her right hand was shocked. The shock caused her hand to temporarily lose consciousness, and a tingling sensation flowed throughout her body.
"Sister, what are you doing!"
The familiar screams brought Riven back to reality, she opened her eyes in disbelief, and Ye Feng's figure came into her eyes.
"breeze……"
Frozen in sorrow, she rubbed her eyes, thinking it was an illusion. But when she opened her eyes again, Ye Feng in front of her was still standing there.
Ye Feng hugged Ari and hurried to Riven's side and helped her up. He was extremely dissatisfied with Riven's suicidal behavior, even extremely angry.
He can finally face his heart, no matter what mistake Riven made, he will not allow her to commit suicide!
"Sister, don't do stupid things anymore!" While wiping the tears from the corners of Riven's eyes for Riven who hadn't eaten for a long time, Ye Feng helped her back to his parents' house.
Seeing Riven still limping under his support, Ye Feng felt even more guilty in his heart. If it weren't for him, how could his sister, such a strong and powerful person, be so haggard!
"Xiaofeng, my sword...sword..." Riven felt warmer with Ye Feng's support, but she was still thinking of the rune sword that cherished her.
Without waiting for Ye Feng to reply, Ah Li moved to jump to the ground, and soon returned to the house with the sword of rune in his hand, and rubbed Ye Feng's thigh affectionately, seeming to be asking him for credit.
Pamperingly rubbed Ah Li's cute head, Ye Feng said to Riven who was lying on the bed: "Sister, got the sword back."
"Xiaofeng, use it to kill me. Sister knows that you will never forgive me for the rest of your life, and you don't expect you to forgive me, so Sister pleads with you to understand my life, and at least let me die in my favorite. Brother's hands!"
Riven thought that Ye Feng wanted to completely sever relationship with her when he came back this time, so she would say such heart-wrenching words.
Ye Feng didn't expect his sister to say these words, but he thought it was normal. After all, he left her like that last time, he must have made her mistakenly think that he never wanted to see her again.
Staring at Riven's haggard face sincerely and distressedly, Ye Feng said seriously: "Sister, I have thought a lot during this period, and finally decided to forgive you, so I should stop being stupid, okay?"
"But I killed your parents..." Riven's voice trembled slightly, as guilt and self-blame flogged her body and mind.
"Sister, you have given me everything that my parents should give me. Without you, I wouldn't be who I am now. I believe that my sister is really repenting and atonement, so please stop mentioning the previous sins, okay? Sister, I want you to continue to be my sister and we start again!"
"You really don't hate me?" Riven was deeply moved by Ye Feng's words, as if grabbing the last straw. But she was still not sure, her heart was full of uneasy speculation about the future.
"Want to hate!" Ye Feng's complexion was abnormal at first, but soon was replaced by a warm smile: "But I can't hate it."
"Want to hate, but can't hate?"
Riven murmured what Ye Feng had said, and it was a long time since he could not recover from it.
"Sister, I hope we can get along as before, okay?" Ye Feng looked sincere, he really hoped that the two would be the same as before.
Riven, who was full of guilt in her heart, was very moved by Ye Feng's true feelings. There were faint tears in the corners of her eyes, and they fell helplessly along her cheeks.
She suddenly sat up and hugged Ye Feng into her arms tightly, crying like a child, making her younger brother Ye Feng anxious.
Seeing his sister completely release her depressed emotions, Ye Feng finally breathed a sigh of relief. But he didn't know that Riven could not expect to be forgiven by him.
Although he forgave her sins, she couldn't let go of her numerous crimes, especially the killing of his parents.
She didn't think she deserved his forgiveness...
Once tonight is over, she will completely banish herself and spend her life to pay for the sins she committed.
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