Chapter 61:

Wen Xuan stared at the wall in front of him, watching the picture drawn above. All these pictures are drawn by one person, the same person. A smile, every move, as if every angle and every moment were portrayed on it, all of them are Wen Xuan himself.
At this moment, even the fire in Wenxuan's hands could not help shaking.
What kind of scene is this? On such a narrow road, looking at it all, he is all himself, from the endless way to the endless way. To be honest, Wen Xuan was even a bit scared.
He held the firelight in his hand, returned to God for a long while, and walked back and forth along this path. Sure enough, it was all him. Without exception, endless.
Wen Xuan stopped again and looked up at the mural in front of him. Wen Xuan in this painting is sitting upright at the table, looking at the candlestick in his hand against the candlelight. Although it is carved on the stone wall, perhaps because it only exists in the simple heart, it is surprisingly clear and realistic. The candlelight illuminates the low-smooth eyebrows of Chinese Xuan Xuan.
Wen Xuan touched his face subconsciously and wondered if he really looked so good in the painting. There is no doubt that although Wen Xuan's appearance is indeed not bad, he is obviously more handsome in the painting.
Thinking that this was in the simple heart, Wen Xuan sighed, but couldn't help but grin.
To date, he has long believed that simplicity really values ​​him so much. Now, for the first time, he knows so intuitively that his weight in simple heart is much heavier and much heavier than he originally was.
This is a weight that cannot be said in words. This weight made Wen Xuan a little shocked and a little scared, but more happy.
Wen Xuan smiled so slightly and continued on this road.
But why is this the way? Why is this road so narrow and so dark?
Wen Xuan held this question in his heart, hoping to get the answer after he had gone all the way. He felt that this road must have an end. Because he knew how important it was to put him in a simple heart, it wouldn't be him alone.
At least, Jian Jian still has many years before meeting him. The world that sounds strange, the happy family in the simple mouth.
But no matter how long Wen Xuan has walked, the footpath is still the narrow road, and the eyes are still the pictures of Wen Xuan on the wall, as if there is no end.
Wen Xuan finally stopped. There cannot be only such an endless road in Simple Heart. There must be something wrong with this situation.
He settled down and looked carefully around him again.
What does this road really mean? This is the way of simple heart, maybe the way of simple heart is so narrow and dark. There is only Wenxuan on this road, there is no second option, not even light. But in any case, this cannot be all.
There must be something outside the road.
If there is no end to the road, those things must be outside the road, just behind the wall.
On the wall in front of him is a picture of Wen Xuan lying on the bedside. Wen Xuan looked at the painting, and a spell condensed in his hand. He wanted to try to destroy the wall, but hesitated if he really wanted to do it.
Wenxuan held the spell like this, staring at the stone wall in front of her. After a moment, he finally dispersed the spell in his hand.
If he really wanted to destroy this wall, he would still be reluctant. After all, this is a wall of simple heart, full of pictures of him. If this side is destroyed, he does not know what the consequences will be and whether it will affect simplicity.
But this does not mean that he gave up his previous plans. He realized that this was not a real wall, but a barrier erected in simple hearts.
Not a real wall, you don't need to really destroy it.
"Master Jian," Wen Xuan whispered, "Let me take a look at it, look at your true heart, look at the things that are hidden deep in you."
As he said, he reached out and touched the wall lightly.
The wall was very hard, but Wenxuan didn't seem to feel the hardness at all, and still continued to stretch his hand forward, pressed on the wall, and pushed hard into the wall.
He didn't move, he didn't care, just keep pushing.
After a while, Wen Xuan almost had blue tendons coming out of his hands, but he ignored them. After a while, Wen Xuan was soaked in sweat behind his back, but he still gritted his teeth and exerted his strength.
If in reality, this behavior is simply ridiculous. But this is in the heart of simplicity. Wen Xuan knows that this wall will not really be as solid as a rock, and there will be soft spots.
Finally, under the long-term insistence, Wen Xuan's palm sank into the wall. Although it was only one point, for Wenxuan, it was a huge encouragement.
He almost exhausted all his life, just to squeeze out of this wall.
"Brother Jane ..." Wenxuan gritted his teeth, and his teeth began to tremble. "Let me ... see ..."
He wants to know, he wants to know everything about simplicity.
Finally, his entire arm fell into the wall. He could feel that there was a huge space behind the wall. His palm had touched that space, and then he was the whole person.
When the wall was finally squeezed out, Wen Xuan was almost sweating.
When he opened his eyes from the darkness, what he saw was still just darkness.
Is it so dark here?
Wen Xuan paused for a moment, then eased a little, and in the same way, fired in his hands. As a result, the firelight only illuminated the small ball in the hand, and the light could not spread at all.
Why is this happening? Wen Xuan is lost.
He split the flame into four sparks in his hand and flew in four directions. However, as soon as Spark left his palm, he heard only a whisper, and was completely drowned in the darkness, as if extinguished.
Wen Xuan suddenly disappeared. But since he had squandered so much strength, he couldn't retreat just because of the darkness.
He took a deep breath and started walking towards the left and right, feeling the darkness. Unlike the narrow road before, the dark space in front of him is very wide, and no end can be found in either direction.
This is the widest territory in Jian Jian's heart, but Jian uses the walls to isolate it from the road.
There should be something here, but Wenxuan can't see it.
Wen Xuan knew that he still could not see the deepest part of Jian Jian's heart. If he succeeds in reaching the deepest point and really sees everything in simplicity, he will be able to detect the maggot lurking in simplicity. Now he can't feel it at all, which proves that he is still far away from his goal.
The first thing to do is to dispel this darkness.
Along the way, Wenxuan has cast countless fires, but they have all disappeared into this darkness. Gradually, Wen Xuan realized that this darkness might be substantial.
Thinking of this, Wen Xuan lit another flame in his right hand, but a breeze was drawn in his left hand. It's a ridiculous idea to blow the darkness with the wind. However, after Wen Xuan tried this, it really made the fire in his hands shine a bit farther.
Sure enough, this is actually a dark mist that permeates the entire space.
With the solution, Wenxuan naturally did not hesitate. He turned the breeze in his hand more and more, and gradually became a strong wind. The flame of fire in his hand suddenly brightened, and finally it was clear.
Wen Xuan only felt that there was a touch of white in the darkness, and he wanted to make persistent efforts, but suddenly another force emerged in the dark space. This force suddenly gathered in this space, just like a giant hand holding it, all the winds that Wen Xuan attracted were all calmed down. The fire light that finally managed to extinguish was suddenly extinguished, and all the former achievements were abandoned.
How could there be another force here?
Wen Xuan understood for a moment. Here is a simple heart. Such a powerful force can only be a simple heart.
The power in Jian's heart is blocking him, preventing him from dispersing the darkness, preventing him from seeing clearly, and preventing him from reaching deep.
Wen Xuan gritted her teeth door, and she felt very wronged.
At the same time, he was inspired by a kind of contention to say that he must fight against this force, and that he must achieve the purpose of this trip.
"Master Jian," Wen Xuan drew the wind again, "Why stop me?"
This time he poured all his power into the wind, and he was ready to compete with that power again.
But when the power came again, it did not calm down the wind. Wen Xuan only felt that he was bombarded by the power coming from his face, and then the fire light in his hand shook and extinguished, his eyes were black and bright, and he suddenly penetrated the bright light.
Wenxuan froze. When the vision gradually changed from blurry to clear, he saw the simple eyes very close.
Jian Jian seemed relieved, then stepped back and smiled at him.
Wen Xuan took a long time for a long while before he reacted, and he had returned to reality. The power in Jian Jian's heart even bounced him out!
Wen Xuan was simply inexplicable in anger.
At the same time, he noticed a hint of subtlety. This strange inexplicable way seems to come from his own heart. It seemed as if there was a line in his heart where it was, but now that line was disconnected.
"Take care of one another ... you ..." Wen Xuan quickly thought of the reason, his face slightly changed.
"Yes," Jian Jian told him with great joy, "brother, I succeeded."
Compared with those difficult and ups and downs in Wen Xuan's heart, Jian Xuan's side can be said to have gone smoothly. On the one hand, because of simplicity, Wen Xuan has a deep understanding of Wen Xuan, on the other hand, because of the fact that Wen Xuan has no defense against simplicity. Thoroughly, frankly, he was easily shown thoroughly.
There was almost no wasteful effort, and Jianxi reached the deepest place in Wenxuan's heart, letting the maggot dormant.
"From now on, you won't be affected by the concentric heart again." Jian Jian smiled narrowly.
Wen Xuan was not happy at all, and his face was so heavy that he could drip. "But I failed."
"Fail, you fail, brother, don't take it too seriously." Simple smiled, "I haven't said it before, this kind of thing is not so easy to succeed. Half the success, it is already possible, and the result is very good. "
Wen Xuan looked at him, thinking about his strange attitudes before.
Yes, as early as the beginning, Jian Jian repeatedly emphasized to him the possibility of failure and emphasized what was called half-success. He thought it was a simple and self-confident performance, which was really wrong. Jian Jian's performance was only because he had already expected the result at this time.
He already knew how much defense he had buried in his heart, and he never thought about letting Wen Xuan truly reach his heart.
"I failed, I just failed." Wen Xuan's voice was stubborn, with a hint of anger. "There is no such thing as half success."
"Brother, why do you say that?" Jian Jian noticed his anger and perplexed, "Even if he is only half successful, from now on, you ..."
"From now on, no matter whether you are dead or alive, it will have no effect on me." Wen Xuan cut off and finished the rest.
Yi Jian was so embarrassed that she didn't know how to continue.
"But if I die," Wen Xuan said again, "I will still kill you."
"Yes, brother, that's true." Jian Jian looked at his eyes and asked directly, "But what?"
What does that mean? This time Wenxuan was speechless.
"You don't have to keep your life on me anymore, isn't that enough?" Simple smiled, "As for my ... brother, if you don't have this kind of concentricity, you shouldn't think that if you have something Things, can I live alone? "
This rhetorical question is more shocking than any confession. Wen Xuan thought about the narrow road that she saw at first, and thought of herself full on the two walls.
After half a while, when Wen Xuan spoke again, the corners of her eyes turned red slightly. "But, this is not fair."
"There is nothing unfair, this is all my own choice ..." Jian Jian just said half of it, and suddenly saw the redness in the corner of Wen Xuan's eyes, the whole person was stunned.
Since he met Wen Xuan, he can be considered to have accompanied Wen Xuan through a lot of ups and downs, watching Wen Xuan experienced many painful things. But before that, he had never seen Wenxuan express such a look.
Anger, grievance, unwillingness, intertwined, so much that they would cry if they were one point behind.
"Master Jian," Wen Xuan grabbed the simple wrist and held it tightly, holding it extremely hard. "This is not fair."
"No, no, brother, don't think so." Simple is at a loss, and for a while I don't know how to comfort him. "You ... I ... this kind of thing is not to let you ...
But in the end, Wenxuan did not really show such a fragile side. The redness in the corner of his eyes only spread, and he quickly put up with it. He just clenched his simple wrist tightly and said word by word, "Master Jian, let me try again."
He looked at him briefly and nodded.
The previous process has laid a bridge in their hearts. Theoretically, if they want, they can try countless times.
After simply nodding his head, Wen Xuan leaned over and put his forehead on his forehead again.
It is still a familiar dark narrow road, still passing through the wall as if trying to exhaust its strength, still covering the everything with a thick black mist, still the powerful defense that is simply unstoppable in the simple heart. force.
After being popped into reality again, Wen Xuan didn't even say a word.
Jian Jian didn't say the same word, just sighed.
Soon, Wen Xuan pressed his forehead to his forehead for the third time, and simply pursed his lips, leaving him alone.
All resistance was taken to heart.
This time, Wen Xuan persisted for a little longer, almost desperately fighting against the resistance in Simple Heart. But how could he beat simplicity in his heart? But after a little more persistence, Wen Xuan was once again bombarded into reality.
Jian Brea exhaled, but knew that it was far from the end. Once Wenxuan is stubborn, he will not give up so easily.
This time, Simple even took the initiative to put the forehead up.
After a while, it was the same result.
For the same thing, they didn't know how many times they tried, and Wenxuan didn't know how many times they failed. Every time the simple will look tired, Wen Xuan's tiredness will only get worse. Two people who hadn't had a quarrel for a long time, but in this kind of place, the inexplicable quarrel was endless.
Simple and strictly guarding against death, Wenxuan made a breakthrough and no one wants to step back.
Until it was midday, after Wen Xuandi didn't know how many times he had been bounced back into reality, he simply opened his mouth and asked a little dullly, "Brother, is it all right?"
Wen Xuan looked at him and couldn't even breathe. The walls on both sides of the narrow road were the first road barriers set by Jianxian. Although he would be broken by Wenxuan every time, it would take a lot of effort every time, making him look pale now.
"Brother," although Jian Jian is also tired now, the worry about Wen Xuan is the reason why he has to speak at this time, "OK."
Yeah, that's fine. The original spirit of reluctance to lose, has been smoothed out by such countless failures. Wenxuan only felt disheartened.
He looked at Jane quietly, but didn't respond for a while.
"Master Jian," he said after he finally spoke, "I can't get to the bottom of your heart, do you?"
Jian Jian quickly replied, "You are already in my heart, all my heart is you."
This is the truth, and the frescoes on the walls are proof. However, that was just the closest layer of the simple atrium to the outside world. There are many more places that were hidden, but he was covered so tightly that Wen Xuan did not know about his death.
It is really not letting go, without any exaggeration. He would rather pursue the so-called half-success, and pursue his life is still tied to Wen Xuan, rather than let Wen Xuan see everything in his heart.
Wen Xuan really wanted to ask why.
Why are you willing to die because of me, but still keep me out?
But the same sentence can also be asked in reverse: he is willing to die because of you, what are you still forcing?
Wen Xuan smiled and laughed a little, "Well, I am greedy."
He seemed to finally look away, but his heart was still gloomy. Jian Yi held his arm and looked worried. He shook his head, looked at the brief moment again, and suddenly asked, "Brother Jane, you said before that you lived happily in the original world, but you lied to me?"
As soon as the voice landed, it became clear that Simplicity was stiffened.
A few moments later, Simplicity pretended to be natural, "Brother, why do you suddenly ask that?"
"Just suddenly thought." Wenxuan said. Thinking about what he would hide in his heart, what he could hide, and what made him so exclusive to Wen Xuan, he thought, "Although you used to say that, in fact, You have never thought about home since you and I met. "
If you really live a happy life and a happy family, how could you come to such a distant world and only care about the pleasure of meeting the characters you know in the book?
Simple opened her mouth, only to feel that her mouth was dry and speechless.
Some things he tried to cover up desperately. But in such a place that was not thought of at all, it showed the biggest horse.
After a long while, Jian Jian came up with four words, "It's over."
If it has really passed, it will not be impossible to face. Wen Xuan knows this truth, but can only sigh.
So are the things hidden in the heart by the simple ones, those in the previous world, obviously unhappy but pretended to be happy by him? Maybe or not, he wouldn't know if he wouldn't let him see it. As long as you guess, there is always the possibility of guessing wrong.
"Brother, no matter what I used to be, it doesn't matter." Simple and anxious said, as if eager to make a statement, "Since I met you, I'm just what you know me. Those past things, still Whatever it does? Those are nothing to me. Since you and I have known each other, I just want to be with you. "
"Well." Wen Xuan nodded, and suddenly said, "Me too."
It's easy.
"I just want to be with you," Wenxuan said.
Simple return to God, red face, overjoyed.
Wen Xuan rubbed his head and said with a smile, "Jie Jian, today is too wayward for me to pull you to toss for so long. It's so late now, are you tired?"
Simple is naturally tiring, but it won't be tiring. "Brother, don't say that, you just want to completely solve the problem of concentric thoughts."
"Um." Wen Xuan nodded and whispered.
The two then talked a little more about gossip, and simply couldn't support it, so they said goodbye to Wenxuan and hurried back to their Dongfu to rest.
Although Wenxuan also prepared his room here, Qi Jibai has somewhat become a master since he hit the door this time. If I don't go back all night, I am afraid that it will inevitably be taught by Master.
When it was easy to leave, Wen Xuan was sitting alone in Dongfu, where there was a smile before, even his hands clenched into fists.
Hate, can't be reconciled.
Wen Xuan bit her teeth and whispered the words again, "... this is not fair."
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