Chapter 357: Twin flowers

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The school bell just rang, and Xiao Xiao put all the things on the desk into the school bag at the fastest speed. She had to trot to catch the next bus to the city hospital, because if she missed it, she would have to wait another half an hour.
She was expecting in her heart that there would be an empty place on the bus so that she could sit down and squint for a little while, even if it was just a little. This desire, even her own, was humble and ridiculous. In the face of liberal arts and sciences during this period, the pressure to learn suddenly increased. Coupled with the worsening condition of sister Xiao Ai, taking care of her became more difficult, making her a bit overwhelmed.
Fortunately, not many people are waiting at the station this time, which means that her wish should be fulfilled. And even happier than this is that the young man she often meets at the station recently is also there. That person will leave with her every day in the same battle and get off at the hospital. The reason she noticed him was because she was so sleepy before, and when she fell asleep in the car unconsciously, he reminded her when she was almost at the station.
The youth saw her and smiled at her. His face was very handsome, and he was not too tall. He always wore a white shirt, was not young, and had a breath of scrolls. Seeing his smile moved Xiao Xiao inexplicably, as if he was clicked, and his depressed mood seemed to be temporarily relieved.
The No. 5 bus finally arrived at the station. She boarded the bus with him and sat in an adjoining position in a tacit understanding. Although sitting with him made Xiao Xiao a little excited, she was too tired, so the car had just left the station and she went to sleep.
She had a dream in which her sister Xiao Ai did not exist, and her parents were her daughter only. She should be a few years younger than now, wearing a newly bought skirt, going to the park outing with her parents, eating her mother ’s prepared lunch, looking at the green lawn, and the burning peach blossoms above her head, enjoying the This ordinary and simple happiness is the first time she has experienced it in 16 years. She thought: Ah, the life of other peers should be like this! If I can, I hope to stay in this dream forever and not wake up!
"Hey, wake up! It's here!"
But a voice rang in her ears, urging her to leave that wonderful dream. Someone's hand patted her face a few times, and that hand was very cold, so almost at the moment when it was touched by her, she woke up from a deep sleep. When I opened my eyes, it turned out to be the young man sitting next to me.
Then she realized that she had just fallen asleep on his shoulder, and suddenly blushed her cheeks, like a frightened bird, and bounced off him at once, saying, "I'm sorry, sorry! I Not intentionally ... "
I never thought that the young man was not angry. Instead, he smiled shyly and responded to her, saying: "Nothing, I often fall asleep on the bus. But we should get off! You are still in the hospital today Next? "
"Huh!" Xiao Xiao nodded in response.
Getting off the bus, a short distance from the main entrance of the hospital, she walked side by side with him, and naturally began to talk. They hadn't talked like this before. At that time, when he told her to get off the car, he just patted her. The rest of the time, he almost communicated with his eyes, so the two seemed a little nervous.
"Are you going to the hospital to see anyone?" Xiao Xiao asked, looking down at his toes alternately forward.
"Yeah, I went to see my mother." The youth responded with a deep breath.
"I went to visit my sister ..."
"Really? Your sister should still be young?"
"She and I are the same age, and we are twins." Xiao Xiao looked up and was hitting the gaze of the young man, making her so nervous that she stumbled and almost fell.
The young man dragged her very briskly and asked, "Are you all right?"
The shocked Xiao Xiao responded to him and said, "Nothing! Thank you!"
Xiao Xiaozhen hopes that time will stop here. This road will never end. In that case, you can continue to walk with this young man like this, but the inpatient building has already appeared in front of them.
"I entered through the door over there! Are you over here? Then ... see you next time!" The youth waved goodbye to her.
"Yeah, have you ... noticed?"
"Yes!" The young man nodded and smiled as he walked in the opposite direction to her, and said nothing more.
"Goodbye!" She said softly, looking at his back.
As soon as she walked into the courtyard building, the smell of disinfecting water brought her back to reality. She knew that there were a lot of things waiting for her to do next, so she had to put aside the hazy emotions about the young man first.
Xiao Xiao also loved her sister in her heart. When she saw her suffering, her heart would become very painful, but after a long time, this pain became a habit. Since her sister became ill, she had no chance to play with her children of the same age. For most of her waking hours, she had to keep busy, cooking, washing, cleaning and taking care of her sister Xiao Ai, only in the family After she fell asleep, she could find time to finish her homework.
There is a saying called "no filial son in a long bed." Moreover, she is still a child, almost before she realized how much childhood happiness, her life was filled with suffering and constraints, relatives They have always been far away from their family, because everyone is afraid that her parents will borrow money from them, all of which make her mature prematurely.
Some people took the elevator one after another. She stood in the corner and came to the fifth floor of the A district of the inpatient building. The structure of each floor here is similar. From the stairwell to the left hand side is the common rest area and nurse station on each floor, followed by several doctors ’offices, and the large infusion room is directly opposite the office. Next to the infusion room are two toilets, followed by a ward next to each other.
Xiao Xiao had heard her parents' voice before coming out of the elevator room, which made her feel a little strange. Because they have to do a few jobs at the same time, parents usually take the time to take turns to take care of their sisters in the hospital during the day, but not many of them appear at the same time.
Why they seem to be arguing, but Xiao Xiao guessed that it was nothing more than to get together medical expenses and other difficulties. From the time she remembered, they often quarreled about these things, and she has long been used to it. Somehow, she decided to listen to their conversation in the elevator.
"Did you see the stack of lists just now ?! I asked you if you saw it ?! If they don't think about it, they will force Ai Ai out of the hospital!" The mother questioned her father in a crying voice, sounding a little emotional.
"I know!" Father still didn't talk much, only responded briefly.
"Did you call your sister ?! She didn't just sell a house in Shenzhen, can you lend us some more ?!"
"I try my best."
"You try your best, you will say this! My brother has no money for your sister, and they lent us a lot, but your sister ..."
"Let's stop arguing and let others hear badly! And Xiao Xiao should come later!" Father pressed his voice low and persuaded.
"Alas, even if half of Xiao Xiao's health is given to Ai Ai, why is it only a few minutes after birth, but the difference is so big ... she must have taken away all of her sister's luck."
"What are you saying?"
"This is not what I said, it was said by the master whom my friend introduced me to before. He said that our family Xiao Xiaoming is too hard, and also with Ai Ai, so Ai Ai has been sick since birth. If you let me It ’s better to have a daughter like Ai Ai, who has such a cheerful personality. Even if she has such a serious illness, she never cries and always laughs, unlike Xiao Xiao ... "
"Don't say that! I don't want to listen to this kind of words again! Both Xiao Xiao and Ai Ai are our daughters. She has done enough for her sister, and when I look at her, I feel like I have no skills, If I could make more money, she would not have to take care of her sister while going to school. "
"but……"
What the mother said next, Xiao Xiao was unable to hear clearly because of her choking, thinking that if she was crying in this place, she would soon be discovered by her parents, so she went down the stairs and stumbled downstairs.
She still remembers that there was a small flower bed behind the hospital building. In her sight, which had been blurred by tears, the small flowers that could not be named were colorfully together. She threw herself in the sea of ​​flowers and just wanted to make herself cry.
The grievances accumulated in my heart have long been countless. I did not expect that the long-term efforts and sacrifices for my sister not only failed to impress her mother, but the mother even thought that her sister's bumpy fate was caused by her.
Doesn't she laugh? At the same age, why is she the only one looking sad? Because she is so tired, let alone laugh, sometimes she feels that even talking and breathing is so hard. Sometimes she felt like a machine that couldn't stop, only to keep moving forward until one day she was completely scrapped.
She couldn't help thinking of her dream, what would happen if she didn't have a sister? At the salary of their parents, although their family of three can't be said to be rich and expensive, they can definitely lead a well-off life. She doesn't have to take care of housework and take care of her sister, she will also have a lot of time to waste like other girls.
Go to a KTV that she hasn't been to once, buy a computer, go shopping with other girls, go on a trip with her family ... she wants to do too many things, but all this has changed because of her sister's existence .
"Why did you cry?" In the dim, the young man's voice rang again, he appeared behind her without warning, and handed over a square handkerchief and said, "Use it, this handkerchief is clean! "
Xiao Xiao was crying dimly now, chest tightness and shortness of breath, unable to speak at all. She took the handkerchief and buried her face in it. She was already crying like a completely blocked nose, but she smelled a fresh smell like mint. She knew that the taste came from this handkerchief.
"My mother's ward just saw this flower bed, because I saw you crying here, and I came! If there is something distressing that no one can talk about, I would rather be your listener." The youth said gently.
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