Chapter 1398: I love you so much (2)

"Don't you just want an answer when you come back?"
When he was in the United States, he said he would take Lin Xia back to city A. She proposed to come back with him.
Her life has entered the normal track. He was afraid that she would see someone after she came back, or think of something that would be stimulated again, so she persuaded several times, but she still insisted on coming back.
He first thought that she came back for Zino, and when he really returned to City A, he realized that it was not just Zino but the man.
Shen Youran's curled eyelashes twitched a little, and the mist under her eyes swelled up, moistening her thick eyelashes: "But I have no way to forget how ruthless he was at the beginning."
"You can." Lin Moan stood up, holding her trembling shoulders. "As long as you let go of your resentment against him, you can accept him again."
She shook her head sadly and choked her throat: "I'm back, but Fang Yaqing is also back. I have never been better than Fang Yaqing in his heart. I don't want myself to repeat the same mistakes. I don't want to live a better life than death"
She grabbed Lin Moan's hand, with tears in her eyes, and repeated it again: "I don't want to live is better than death."
Lin Moan grabbed her head and hugged her out of control into her arms, comforting softly: "Okay, okay, with me, I will not allow that to happen again."
Her head was pressed against his abdomen, her shoulders were trembling non-stop, and the fingers pulling Lin Moan's clothes were pale.
After her emotions gradually stabilized, Lin Moan released her: "It's not too early, it's time to rest."
She nodded and got up pale, walked to the closet, took pajamas from inside, and entered the bathroom.
Lin Moan was a little uneasy, waiting in the room until she came out before returning to her room.
Shen Youran went to bed and lay down, closed her eyes and fell asleep, she dreamed that there was a child calling her mother, the little girl came to her in a faltering step, she stretched out her arms to hug her However, a good person suddenly turned into a pool of blood.
Just when she was in grief, the pool of blood turned into a human form again, but unlike the nose and eyes just now, but a blood man, the blood man walked towards her step by step and opened her mouth with a big blood basin.
She was awakened violently, and then sat up, her hair soaked in sweat and attached to her neck, and her chest undulated violently.
There was no light in the room, and it was dark. She probed and pressed the lamp in front of the bed, and her delicate face was as white as snow, like a ghost.
The pitiful voice even echoed in her mind, shouting at her mother over and over again.
Her hands were covering her face, and she burst into tears, tears oozing from her fingers and dripping onto the bedding.
She had been doing this nightmare for five years, especially when she had just lost her child. She dreamed about the unformed child every day.
After so many years, she still can't forget, so how can she easily forgive Ji Jinchuan's actions?
After crying, she took a look at the mobile phone on the bedside table at three in the morning, but she didn't feel any sleepiness.
She got out of bed with bare feet and walked to the window, watching the dark night outside, breathing a sigh of relief, and her leaping heart gradually calmed down.
The incandescent lamp above her head shrouded from top to bottom, making her thin figure more and more lean, and also revealing a touch of loneliness and loneliness.