Chapter 609: You are a secret I cannot tell (1)

Shen Youran tickled the corner of her lips and confessed her thoughts: "At first I looked for Lin Moan's face to help you, but then I really wanted to help you."
Lin Xia raised her eyes and looked at her, moving her lips: "Do you think I am pitiful?"
She scooped up a spoonful of porridge again, and looked back frankly: "Aren't you pitiful?"
Lin Xia was silent, slowly lowered her eyes, and then never spoke again, silently eating the porridge she fed to her mouth.
After feeding Lin Xia for breakfast, Wu Ma took the tableware and washed it, and left the hospital with a thermos.
Lin Xia leaned in front of the hospital bed and looked out the window, with an unspeakable sadness on her body.
She looked out the window and Shen Youran looked at her. What kind of mentality did she call Lin Moan in the United States that day?
After a long time, Lin Xia suddenly opened his mouth: "Are you asking if I like him..."
When she asked this yesterday, Lin Xia did not answer. What is it now?
She looked at her in confusion.
Lin Xia suddenly turned her head, her eyes fell on her body, pale lips slightly opened: "If I tell you, I love him, do you believe it?"
This sentence shocked Shen Youran. If she really loved it, how could she tell him cruelly that she only treated him as a brother and never liked him.
Lin Xia looked at her expression and chuckled softly, with a bleak smile: "I knew you would not believe it."
Shen Youran silently looked at her fixedly.
She continued: "If you let him hear, he might not believe it."
Shen Youran saw that her sad expression was not fake, and she was silent for a moment, and said, "If you tell me, I will believe it."
There were only two of them in the room, and outside the window was the chill of midwinter, with a bleak depression.
Lin Xia's voice was not light and heavy, and he said to Shen Youran some past things hoarsely, or he fell into his own memories alone.
Shen Youran listened quietly and did not speak.
Lin Xia's mother was Lin Fu's classmate. Lin Lin had a crush on her at school. Lin Xia's biological father was unknown. After Lin Xia's mother died, Lin Xia was taken back by Lin Fu.
Lin Mu believed that Lin Xia was a wild seed outside Lin Fu. Even though Lin Fu explained many times, she didn't believe it, so she had no good face for Lin Xia.
Lin Moan is one year older than Lin Xia. The two men are of the same age and grew up together. Lin Xia's heart has been silently loving her second brother.
It was only found by Lin Mu, who repeatedly warned her privately three times and five times, so that she had broken off those dirty thoughts earlier.
Even though the two are not related by blood, they are also nominally siblings.
Although she wanted to restrain the sprout of love in her heart, in Lin Moan's tender care, she gradually fell into a deep depression, hopelessly fell in love with this bloodless second brother.
When Lin Mu found that her son liked Lin Xia, she gave Lin Xia medicine and delivered it to Huo Hanqian's bed.
When Lin Xia woke up from Huo Hanqian's bed, she looked at the traces of her body and burst into tears.
Her first thought at the time was not to resent Lin Mu, not to scold Huo Hanqian, but to think that she could no longer be worthy of Lin Moan.
Huo Hanqian likes Lin Xia, this is a well-known thing, Huo Hanqian is responsible for Lin Xia afterwards, Lin Xia refused.
A month later, the official leave did not come on time. She went to the hospital for examination. She was pregnant. This time she faced Huo Hanqian's proposal, and she agreed.
When the two discussed the marriage, Lin Moan asked if Lin Xia had liked herself.