Chapter 68: Voluntary abandonment

I stood close to the two of them and watched the body of Yexiao and Yelan getting cold, and felt that my chest was empty. The night rain, blood and water, meandering from the soles of my feet, but I was not contaminated.
They couldn't see me, they couldn't hear me, and I reached out and touched them, and they just passed through like phantoms. I couldn't figure out what was going on, and asked, "Is this a dream?"
"It's all true." A familiar voice answered me.
The man in black with a fox mask stood in the rain and fog, watching the scene calmly.
I looked at him, for some reason I was cold, and took two steps in fear: "You ... you are not Atan."
The man sneered: "Of course I'm not Ye Tan. If you even admit he's wrong, you really should be dead."
"Where is Atan? He ... where is he?" I had a terrible hunch.
"Hum, do you want to see him?" The man took a step forward and pinched my wrist, smiling sharply. "Just so good, it's too late to send him the last trip."
As he pinched, the night rain stopped abruptly, and there was a dull silence around him. The tombs carved by white marble are cold light, and the tomb is full of moisture. Only the bright lights flicker.
I recognize it as the martyrdom of a sword mound throwing a dead body.
Under his feet are piled up mountains and broken limbs and countless corpses.
He looked at me with interest and laughed softly: "Trouble is, Ye Tan's body is not complete, don't you know if you can tell? You like him so much, which hand should be divided His, which clavicle is his? "
I didn't know how to react, I just noticed a fresh and rich bloodstain that stretched from the bone mound to the door.
Like a person who cannot stand upright, crawling out step by step leaving traces.
At the end of the bloodstain, half a figure loomed on the ground, with a weak breath, holding a long sword firmly and struggling towards the exit, but the body was indeed unable to move forward.
Only half.
"Ah ... Adam ...?" I was blank, and approached the figure mechanically, "Adam? Adam?"
Ye Tan.
His body was blood-stained, his torso was broken, his legs were broken and his left arm was dragged behind, and his bones were broken. Those beautiful eyes were suffocating in despair.
The man said faintly: "Ye Tan learned of your death in Zhong Liyuan during the retreat, and hurried out of the customs to find you, then he went into the devil. It ’s a shame that he destroyed half of his meridians, but he broke the sword array. After all, he failed to walk out of a sword mound alive. "
"Adam? Adam ..." I wanted to hug him, to help him hold the wound, to let him rest, "He's not dead, it's too time. Why not save him, he shouldn't be left behind The corpse ... Atan, Atan, don't move, you look back at me ... I'm here ... Look at me ... "
But he can't see me.
Still struggling in vain to the exit.
I can only kneel beside him and watch him sink into hell.
By the way ... I ... I'm dead. Is it because I'm dead?
Can I ... do nothing?
"Hah ... How pathetic. I'll help you." The man with the fox mask seemed to be in good spirits, and flicked it on my forehead.
I just felt a heavy body and couldn't help but fall to the ground, and then I realized that I could feel the ground.
"Master ...?" Ye Tan looked at me suddenly, suddenly loosening his hand clasped with a sabre, pinching my corner of the garment, "Master? Is it really you?"
"It's me, I'm not an illusion." He had wounds all over his body, and he didn't dare to touch them, but I didn't care much about it. I just wanted to hug him, thinking that he shouldn't be so cold and thorough.
Ye Tan eagerly said, "My servant ... you have an accident ... it didn't happen, so good, good."
I nodded quickly: "Well, I'm fine. It's always been good. You don't have to worry about me."
"It's good to protect your ... subordinates ... subordinates are going to break their promises ... I'm sorry." His eyes dried up and died a moment ago, and now seeing me instead turned to gas, Ye Tan smiled weakly and sadly Said, "Please forget your subordinates as soon as possible, and hope that ... they can take care of you in the future. It's ... unwilling."
I shook my head and said, "Atan, you said that when I meet the person I want, I am happier than anyone else in doing anything ordinary. I have thought about it for a long time, and you are the most suitable, I only want you."
Ye Tan shuddered and said, "My subordinates can no longer accompany you. I ... would you like to hear this sentence, I hope that the person you like is not me."
I dare not let him see that I'm crying, holding him against his forehead: "It's okay, Atan, it's all a dream. Just sleep and wake up just fine. I'll wait for you, you also want wait for me."
Ye Tan chuckled her lips and smiled, "... you ... you ... have lied to me."
I kept saying: "I don't lie to you, I never lie to you. It won't end like this ... I said I would take you to Jiange, buy a lot of big ships, take you to Tianshan, go to Xijianchi, go The world is magnificent, and it is said that we will compensate you for all the festivals in the world. We have made an appointment, Atan, and you believe me, I will never give up. "
"Well ... OK." Ye Tan smiled lightly. "You never lied to me, I believe you."
He had reached the limit at this moment, and finally softly said to me: "That ... good night, my master."
I held Ye Tan's cold and biting corpse, and was paralyzed as if evacuated.
"Why is this?" I arched painfully against his breathless cheek. "Why suddenly ... without warning ... such a big change happened?"
"Suddenly? You tell me this suddenly ?!" The man with the fox mask suddenly became furious, holding my hair and pressing me the floor:
"Since the first day you came here, Zhong Zixi has been staring at you. How many foreshadowings he buried all the way, what are you doing? The rivers and lakes are so turbulent that everyone struggles to survive, and How about you? Have you ever been half-minded ?! You really thought you were extremely lucky, and you can stay old by doing nothing? It is ridiculous to rely on authority to complacent! It is ridiculous to change any child in the world. Hello 100,000 times! "
He laughed a few times coldly, his voice was so cold and bloody, he gritted his teeth and said, "Jun Xuanheng, sometimes I really hate your innocence."
My heart is getting colder.
He was right ... I always think that everything on the rivers and lakes has nothing to do with me. They are the ones who stab blood, and they are the ones who walk on thin ice, they are the ones who live, and they are the ones who die. Relying on Ye Tan to protect me, avoiding one and avoiding accidents ... I also wished to be able to pull back a game in the second master's hand.
I didn't protect them.
I am clearly their master, leading them, dominating them, and blessing them.
But I did nothing. Did nothing.
They also sent them to death one by one.
"I can't take it anymore? This is only one death." After a brief runaway, the man in the fox mask resumed his usual indifference and laughed. "And this is not the worst time."
"What do you mean?" I moved in my heart and looked back at him. "Adam ... and us ... more than once?"
Am I in the world ... not the first time?
And this world ... has it been repeated many times?
"What you see today is the end of the first life. Later I tried all kinds of methods and tried countless reincarnations ... none of them allowed him to end happily. He only likes you ... this naive, naive, incompetent Jun Xuanheng, but also Bai Xun's flawless Jun Xuanheng. I don't even think about it ... In my opinion, this life is obviously the hardest and most oppressed one. "He sighed, cold and cold. A loneliness finally appeared on his face.
"But this white jade Junxuanheng, who is flawless, has no ability to protect him. There is Junxuanheng, who can be ruthless and ruthless, who can protect him throughout his life, but he does not like it."
"You ... you ..." I gradually reacted, and a shocked answer came to my mind.
I should have guessed who it is.
If it hadn't been for misleading me with Ye Tan's appearance ... I would have guessed.
"Yes, I'm you. But I'm not qualified to use the name Jun Xuanheng. He refuses to give me this name-this name that belongs to Baiyu flawless." The man took off the mask, exposing the Hetan The same face came, accompanied by this cool eyes, and became increasingly strange and terrible, "I am a voluntary abandoned son, my name is Jun Hopeless."
I was shocked.
I copied one myself?
how can that be?
This ... is a ban in this world.
Those who violate the ban ... will be deprived of their current household registration, deprived of all rights, and reduced to mortal.
He knew what I thought, and smiled: "Yes. I am really okay. This is the last resort, and it is our last reincarnation. At the end of this reincarnation, whether you win or lose, you and I will be with all the sub-worlds. Ordinary flesh and blood, since then it has come to nothing. "
I just nodded gently.
The cold days of this life have gone through thousands of years and are too tired.
It is satisfying to be able to meet Yetan.
"We ... between the two of us ..." I stumbled and asked, "Who is the real body and who is the replica?"
If I were real, wouldn't it mean that I put all my suffering memories on the replica and sacrificed him selfishly?
If I were a replica, would I meet Yetan ... I just stole it?
"... I don't know." Jun hopelessly said.
Me: "Hey?"
Jun hopelessly smiled bitterly: "The identity of our two is determined by lot. After copying myself, I cleaned all the data and randomly picked one to import."
... heh, it's really my style.
I can't help feeling sad. We share the same roots, but our circumstances are quite different. Jun hopelessly said indifferently: "You don't need to pity me, you will do the same if you change it. What if you want to stay overnight if Tan likes other people? I just feel that way."
I thought about it: "If it's Atan who likes others ... I'd like to guard him from afar, it doesn't matter if he doesn't see me."
"You do think so, there is a reincarnation, and you have indeed done it." Jun hopelessly showed a sincere smile, his whole body sullen and said a lot, "Copy yourself, fight against each other, true and false. There are many tragedy examples, but you are the exception. Only you ... deserve this happy ending. "
I couldn't help asking the most curious thing: "You ... why use Atan's appearance?"
Jun hopelessly paused, and whispered, "Because I know, I haven't seen him a few times in my life. In this life, I will go to the Tianshan Sword Pond, and drink this life with the reflection in the water, which is not too lonely."
"I'll tell you another good news." He bent down and lifted me up. "This ... is mine, not yours. You don't have to remember anything about the suffering of this century's reincarnation ... After all, he only Like you like this. "
His cold fingertips were on my cinnabar frown, and he said softly, "Wake up."
(Jun Xuanheng & Jun Hopeless