Chapter 144: Deeply visible bone pain

He Xia Nuan finally burst into laughter after hearing Fu Haochen's words.
"Then I believe you." He Xia Nuan hugged Fu Haochen, tired of Fu Haochen's arms, and said with a nasal voice in her crying voice, sticky and greasy.
"Yeah. You should have believed me a long time ago." Fu Haochen said angrily. In fact, anyone could hear the softness in his voice.
He Xia Nuan really laughed, "Hao Chen, you are so kind."
"Let's go, I'll take you up to rest." Fu Haochen said, took He Xia Nuan's hand, and took He Xia Nuan to walk upstairs step by step.
But Luo Enxi at the gate was stiff and motionless.
it is finally over. Fu Haochen walked out of He Xia Nuan's room, closed the door, and then went downstairs, eyebrows with unconcealable fatigue.
Every time He Xia Nuan's possible illness was dealt with, Fu Haochen's mind was consumed greatly.
Not only have to coax, but also make up things that don't exist at all.
This fabrication made Fu Haochen exhausted physically and mentally.
Lies do not exist alone. The appearance of a lie is often accompanied by countless lies to make the lie continue.
Fu Haochen had a headache because he found that what he was making up in front of He Xia Nuan was getting more and more outrageous.
Sometimes, what he said would shock my heart.
Fu Haochen was tired, but had to do it.
In such a day, when will he be tall?
Fu Haochen went downstairs, turned his eyes to a mess in the living room, and sighed slightly.
The ground is full of shredded photos, which are all fond memories of him and Luo Enxi.
The two of them are so happy, so sincere, and they are now destroyed by He Xia Nuan.
Then Fu Haochen thought a little angrily, what's the use of tearing it up? Anyway, he still has photos to keep at the bottom.
It's a big deal to wash it again later. Fu Haochen now only sincerely hopes that He Xia Nuan will get better soon. He really doesn't want to live a day like this.
Fu Haochen sighed again and wanted to go to the sanitary tools to clean the ground first.
Fortunately, En Xi didn't know where she was going, otherwise she would feel uncomfortable after seeing all this. Fu Haochen was secretly thankful.
However, Fu Haochen had just walked two steps in the direction of the restaurant and saw Luo Enxi standing at the door of the room.
Luo Enxi leaned against the door with a calm expression on her face, but the tears on her face continued to flow down.
Fu Haochen froze.
Luo Enxi didn't say anything, but looked at him quietly.
But the sadness in his eyes shocked him.
Fu Haochen suddenly understood that Luo Enxi should have just returned.
Then Luo Enxi must have heard a lot of the conversation between him and He Xia Nuan.
Fu Haochen immediately became anxious. No matter how much Luo Enxi heard, those words just now were enough to make her feel uncomfortable.
Fu Haochen hurried forward, trying to hold Luo Enxi's hand, "Enxi, when did you come back?"
Luo Enxi did not resist, letting Fu Haochen grab her hand.
But Fu Haochen's anxious expression looked in Luo Enxi's eyes, but there was an illusion of being nervous after being caught.
This made Luo Enxi's heart more uncomfortable.
"...Fu Haochen." Luo Enxi forcibly endured the choking and trembling opening.
"Well, I'm here." Fu Haochen looked at Luo Enxi and frowned slightly. Before Luo Enxi could say anything, he said to himself, "Enxi, when did you come back?"
Luo Enxi looked at Fu Haochen's anxious expression, and the sadness in her heart was even worse. She did not hold back the tears that were tightly locked in her eyes because she didn't want to show cowardice in front of Fu Haochen.
Fu Haochen saw Luo Enxi's expression and asked, "What have you heard?"
Luo Enxi bit her lip and said for a while, "I've been back long ago..."
Therefore, she heard the conversation between Fu Haochen and He Xia Nuan clearly.
But how much does Luo Enxi hope that she has not come back, how much she hopes she is still walking on the road to buy vegetables, still carrying a beautiful dream in her heart?
"En Xi, would you not misunderstand me?" Fu Haochen obviously heard something wrong in Luo Enxi's tone. If you are only sad, you should not cry so much.
Luo Enxi, shouldn't you misunderstand what he just said to He Xia Nuan?
However, he has always been coaxing He Xia Nuan's condition, this Luo Enxi should know it!
But what is going on now?
"Misunderstanding what? Misunderstanding your feelings for her?" Luo Enxi said, her voice slightly hoarse.
"What feelings do I have for her?" Fu Haochen returned immediately. After speaking, he was also taken aback.
He said this sentence naturally, and didn't feel anything wrong.
It turns out that he really has no feelings for He Xia Nuan. Maybe in the beginning, it never happened. Once with He Xia Nuan, it may just be a wrong decision he made during the downturn in his life.
Now Luo Enxi mentioned his feelings for He Xia Nuan, which made Fu Haochen a little puzzled. What feelings? Sympathy?
But Luo Enxi smiled bleakly when facing Fu Haochen's rhetorical question.
Fu Haochen's words sounded to Luo Enxi like a husband who hid his mistress in the closet, but pretended to talk to his wife casually.
In fact, their feelings have always been like this, right?
It's just that Fu Haochen didn't bother to hide these things from her before, but now, because of the child, Fu Haochen is scrupulous.
Luo Enxi thought so, and her heart was even more desolate. She slowly said, "What kind of feeling? It's the kind of feeling that made you miss her for four years."
What Luo Enxi didn't know was that the strong feelings that made Fu Haochen miss He Xia Nuan for four years were actually called "guilt."
It's just that even Fu Haochen just realized his feelings. How could Luo Enxi, who was hurt so many times by Fu Haochen because of He Xia Nuan, understand?
When Fu Haochen heard Luo Enxi say this, he froze a little.
He wanted to open his mouth to explain all this to Luo Enxi, but he hurt Luo Enxi for four years. How could the damage be explained clearly in a few words?
Some things have passed too long, and the explanation is not clear.
In the end, a thousand words can only be turned into a sigh.
Fu Haochen knew that He Xia Nuan was a thorn in Luo Enxi's heart.
This thorn will only get deeper and deeper over time.
In the end, Fu Haochen had no choice but to say, "En Xi, stop making trouble, trust me, okay?"
Believe in my feelings for you, believe in my sincerity, believe that what I am doing is for our future.
Many, many words finally converged into the phrase "trust me".
However, Luo Enxi felt slightly ridiculed in this sentence.
"What do you make me believe in you?" Luo Enxi asked, before Fu Haochen could answer, he went on speaking for himself, "You just said the same to He Xia Nuan, then which one of you should I trust? ?"
Which Fu Haochen should she believe?
One told her that he loved her, while the other told other women that no one is more important than you.
At this moment, Luo Enxi felt that she had no strength to distinguish.
Playing this emotional game with Fu Haochen, winning, gaining everything, losing, nothing.
Is this game from the beginning, shouldn't it start?
But when did all this begin, and when will it end?
Fu Haochen, do you owe me an explanation?
"En Xi, why are you doing this all of a sudden!" Fu Haochen couldn't understand. Didn't he and Luo Enxi talk well? Acting in front of He Xia Nuan, wait for He Xia Nuan's illness to fully recover, and explain everything at the right time.
Why don't you believe him again now?
What Fu Haochen didn't understand was that the fragile emotional foundation between him and Luo Enxi could not withstand such acting.
Sometimes an actor gets too deep into the play and can't come out again.
Luo Enxi couldn't tell when Fu Haochen was sincere and when he was acting again.
In fact, even Fu Haochen himself is about to be confused, right?
Luo Enxi didn't want to pay attention to Fu Haochen's questioning, she just said lightly, "I'm very tired, I want to go up and rest."
Fu Haochen was a little anxious, "En Xi! What's wrong with you! Don't you believe me?" He anxiously took Luo Enxi's hand.
"...I believe in you." Luo Enxi looked at Fu Haochen with sad eyes, "but it is because I believe in you that I am so painful."
In Luo Enxi's eyes, every word Fu Haochen said was a firm oath.
That's why Luo Enxi felt so painful when he watched Fu Haochen say those lingering love words and unrecognizable promises to He Xia Nuan.
Luo Enxi closed her eyes in pain, then stopped looking at Fu Haochen and walked slowly into the house.
When passing by the living room, Luo Enxi looked at a mess on the floor of the living room and recognized that the shredded paper on the floor was a photo taken by the two of them when she and Fu Haochen were traveling.
In the photo, she smiled so happily, even the feeling of happiness, still a little bit left in Luo Enxi's heart.
But now, all this has become a pile of waste paper lying on the ground, no one cares about it.
Luo Enxi didn't know about He Xia Nuan's tearing up the photos. Now she looked at the debris on the floor and couldn't help thinking, is this Fu Haochen specially to make He Xia Nuan happy?
Today, Fu Haochen can tear up these photos for He Xia Nuan, tear up all the good memories between the two of them.
Tomorrow, if He Xia Nuan said that he wanted her life, would Fu Haochen kill her without hesitation, and then bring her body to He Xia Nuan, just to make He Xia Nuan happy?
Luo Enxi's hands and feet were cold, but she couldn't get these thoughts out of her mind.
She knew that she was just hurting herself by thinking like this, but she couldn't help but think about it.
The pain was too real and too cruel. Let her suffocate.