Chapter 14: Kuding

　　He Suye went to work in the hospital, just got off the bus, and saw Comrade Qiu Tian wearing MP3, shook his head and walked into the hospital door. He was a little curious and walked over to shoot Qiu Tian's shoulder. "Don't tell me you work here."
　　Qiu Tian's expression was innocent, "What kind of world is this, I'm so unwelcome, I'm so sad!"
　　 He Suye smiled, "Welcome, but I think no tutor can shock you, I'm curious!"
Qiu Tian sighed, "You think it's great to get a doctor. Once the hospital catches a lot of things, I still have to follow the boss, and besides, the cardiovascular department of our hospital is not very strong. I stayed first, maybe one day. Jump away."
　　 He Suye didn't make a sound, quite sympathetic, Qiu Tian went on to say, "Su Ye, actually I really want to go to your father's, but unfortunately there is no way, I am not a soldier."
　　He was stunned for a while, "Yeah, it seems that he can't go, that is the General Hospital of the Military Region, and he needs military membership."
Qiu Tian had a "You are dull" expression, reaching out to pinch him, and sighed, "I really can't understand you, even if I didn't test in the Military Medical University, even if I studied Chinese medicine, I didn't go abroad; A dean who is a dean and a major general, and a well-known expert in the cardiovascular department of the country. What a good prerequisite, you are a waste!"
　　He Suye helpless, "This kind of thing cannot be forced, I still prefer Chinese medicine."
Today is Professor Gu’s consultation. The Chinese medicine building is full of people. He Suye and his boss sat down with another female doctoral student to look at the patient, copy the medical records, and call him. Professor Gu is always famous for her strictness, female doctor. When writing the prescription, I stopped a few times and was stunned several times.
　　 It was easy to wait for a call to call the professor away, and the doctoral student sighed, "The boss sits once, and I will lose my life for a month."
　　 There was a nurse called, "Dr. He, Professor Gu asked you to go to the Internal Medicine Building, Department of Gastroenterology."
　　The female doctor saw his badge clearly, "the doctor in charge", and sighed psychologically. No wonder the boss took him so seriously. He was just a doctor. According to this file, the teacher who first applied to the teacher should call him his brother.
I had a very busy day today. First, I was accompanied by a Chinese medicine building, then treated a patient in the gastroenterology department, and was called away by the hematology department. Finally, the boss told him that he had a new medicine recently and asked him if he would like to help .
　　He Suye smiled bitterly, really sad about this year.
　　The application form of the University of Pennsylvania Medical Department was pressed under the table by him. It has not been touched for a long time. Professor Andy has expressed several times that he does not want to lose outstanding talents in integrated traditional Chinese and Western medicine, and how long he is willing to wait.
　　 The research momentum of Chinese medicine in his country is far less than that of the United States across the ocean. He feels a bit sad.
It seemed that everyone was very busy by the end of the year. Li Jie was dizzy and turned around by the exam. He ran over two days and asked He Suye to focus on him; Fang Kexin did not appear in a long time. He heard that the imaging department was also very busy; Grandma He called and said that He Suye’s father had gone to Japan and might not go home for the New Year.
　　He Suye has been busy recently and is really upset. I bought a bit of Kudingcha to drink.
Kuding tea has bitterness, calmness, quenches thirst and clear eyes, disperses wind and heat, clears the head, detoxifies and reduces inflammation, hemorrhage and hemostasis, treats wind and heat headaches, red eyes and swelling and pain, and lowers blood pressure, blood lipids, weight loss, anti-cancer and anti-aging effect.
　　 He prefers the bitter taste of Kudingcha, and drinks it in plain water.
　　 The second heavy snowfall this year was bigger and fiercer than the first. The Meteorological Department issued a series of warnings. Roads and railway hubs were damaged. The airport was forced to close. The city was quiet, as if it were isolated.
　　He Suye also feels isolated, except for Qiu Tian and Li Jie, no one speaks to him.
　　 Even Shen Xifan was missing. This sometimes noisy and sometimes quiet girl disappeared out of thin air, like evaporated snowflakes, leaving no trace, making people nowhere to be found.
　　He Suye thought, if sending information to her, would it be too abrupt, and, is this necessary?
　　 This winter is really cold, the heat of a cup of tea is not enough.
　　He has been studying pharmacology these days, and is busy with his boss's new pharmaceutical preparations, including the use of the 1.5 million liquid mass spectrometer and 650,000 gas mass spectrometer.
　　The desk is full of various books, manuals, papers, and reports. He Suye’s things have never been so messy, but he has no intention of tidying up and letting it develop.
　　 He reached out and wanted to pick up the book of Chinese Pharmacopoeia, which was crushed in the bottom of the ground. He didn't want to overturn all the above books. In all the books, he found a blue letter paper, which was mixed with Li Jie's information.
　　'S handwriting is Shen Xifan's handwriting, elegant and elegant, and a little smart.
　　 "A large area of ​​floating clouds quickly flowed over the city. Suddenly a pigeon crossed the sky. Those fine silhouettes were embedded in the time by the steel wire hanging from the balcony next door. It seemed like a sad note, playing with the heart of the loved one.
I think this scene is very familiar. I have had such a day before. I walked hand in hand with you on the avenue after the rain. I asked you what is happiness. You said that happiness is to live with a person you like and make a noisy life. . "
"I’m used to it. I umbrella alone, shopping alone, smiling and raining. So in a rainy afternoon, I walked from the east end of the flower market to the west end, and then walked from the west end to the east end. I was finally hungry, so I walked into the Hong Kong-style tea restaurant alone and ordered the seafood noodles that you like to eat the most. A little bit, like eating memories, eating the food in front.
　　 looked at each other darkly, and in the sound of Duan Hong, stood the sunset. How are you doing without me? "
　　 The sour taste poured into his heart, He Suye sighed softly, thinking of Shen Xifan's red eyes and asking him the strange "lost love" problem, he should have noticed something was wrong.
　　Shen Xifan must have liked it deeply. The person on this letter exhausted all his strength, and the moths were like fire, then burned and turned into ashes, and now, is that person coming back to find her?
　　 Such a good girl is simple and cute, and some naughty but hard working in everything. She should be cared for and cherished by others, instead of hurting, abandoning, and then turning back and begging for forgiveness.
　　 Her recent vanity disappeared, would it be that she encountered any difficulties, or there are still things that she can't figure out, he was a bit worried, though—feeling a little weird.
　　 Finally sent her a message, but like a sea of ​​stones, he waited for one night and did not reply. He dialed the phone and came back with a cold echo "Sorry, the phone you dialed is turned off."
　　 Picked up the tea cup. For the first time, he felt the slight bitterness came from the tip of his tongue. He thought badly whether he should add a little sugar to try.
In fact, this is not Shen Xifan’s fault. When she attended her cousin’s wedding reception at night, the cousin’s family, who had just turned four years old, was crying and clamoring to go home. She hugged the child and asked him to make trouble at the stairs and took out her mobile phone. , Playing music to tease him.
　　 As soon as she turned her head, Xiao Douding was restless, holding the mobile phone in both hands, but didn't hold it firmly. The mobile phone fell from the second floor and fell to the marble floor of the first floor.
　　She felt that the New Year was really sad, lonely, bored, and fortune-tight.
　　 but did not know that someone missed her, and missed all night.
　　Going to work the next day, Shen Xifan felt that it was difficult to move without a mobile phone, and decided to buy a mobile phone as soon as possible after get off work to solve communication problems.
It happened that the courier company sent something. She was a little curious. She signed it and opened it. She was shocked. The logo of Chow Sang Sang was a diamond necklace when she opened it. She vaguely remembers the "platinum heart shadow" ."
She was dumbfounded, and the light of the broken diamonds turned into a dreamy light under the orange light, which was radiant and sparkling like Yuehua. No wonder women love diamonds, not just vanity, but great satisfaction. Their beauty.
　　 She is no exception, but this gift is too expensive, not that she does not want it, but that she cannot afford it.
I wanted to call Yan Heng by phone, and felt that it was a bit unclear to use the hotel's internal line. Suddenly she saw a note in the jewelry box. She picked it up and looked at it, then carefully put the necklace on, and put the box on the bottom of the bag. .
　　 She decided to go to the coffee shop to find him, and then returned the gift, she wanted to tell him, please let me think about it.
　　 This is the best way, for example, the injury is not just written off casually, and the feelings, or the feeling, does not mean that it will disappear, she does not understand these truths, just that she does not want to have regrets in her life.
　　Want to say clearly, how to go in the future, time will prove everything.
　　He Suye stayed in the laboratory very late. The graduate student who went with him was frantic, accidentally miscalculated the amount of medicine, and then overturned everything again. The experiment that could be ended at five o'clock was dragged to more than seven o'clock.
　　He was going to eat a roadside stall to make a good meal, but when he turned to the ramen shop, he saw Shen Xifan, chopsticks and tissue in one hand, "Hula Hula" eating spicy, quite self-entertaining.
　　 Suddenly he felt a kind of ridiculous feeling, worried about himself for no reason, and the little girl's mindlessness.
Shen Xifan was picking lettuce happily, the soup bowl was full of spicy oil, and she kept breathing in her mouth. Then she saw He Suye holding the bowl, begging if she could sit opposite her. She was curious and she would eat This kind of thing.
　　 Surely it's a boring person, it's actually clear soup, it's boring, what is the spicy food to eat? It's just spicy! She stared at him contemptuously, pouting.
　　 He Suye's cold face, "I'm on fire, I can't eat spicy food, don't look at me like this, I'm very upset recently"
　　 It turns out that the gentle and gentle Chinese doctor will also have emotions, but she is more upset, and she has a spicy anger. "I am not upset, I don’t say if my phone is broken..."
　　 He Suye was stunned and muttered, "The phone was smashed? Oh, it turns out..."
The food choked, and Shen Xifan took a slow breath, sucked the chopsticks twice, and sighed, "Even if you break your fortune, your ex-boyfriend will come to your door and give yourself nothing. Do you think I have earned it? How can I return it? I’m so depressed!"
At this point, He Suye didn't sound like a taste, and thought back and forth. It turned out that the man on the paper was really her ex-boyfriend. It turned out that her pitiful appearance that day was also for that person. Now, she closed her mouth. The same person, who also gave gifts to the little girl, why do you want to please others? Fortunately, the little girl stood firm and stood up to the revolutionary team.
　　He Su Ye hasn't spurned anyone for more than 20 years, but now he has a lot of opinions about her ex-boyfriend.
　　 Wait, what's wrong with him? What are you thinking about?
　　 He Suye had a tasteless meal, but Shen Xifan finished with a smile and stretched his chopsticks to pick gluten in his bowl. He didn't care about his ex-boyfriend's affairs at all.
He looked at the little girl and sighed after eating, "My depression, my heart is very hot, don't look at me like this, it looks like a very happy look, in fact, I am sad, He Suye, you say what I do What about?"
　　Sickly went to the doctor, he felt that the little girl should go to the emergency department, get a needle first, and then go to the neurology department. The speech was unfavorable, and asked him what to do, but he couldn't tell the reason.
　　 "Bitter tea, eliminate the fire." He replied, in order to present sufficient evidence, he added, "I have been drinking recently."
　　 Shen Xifan's "Ya", "He Suye, Kudingcha, do you want to lose weight?"
　　 Weakness and frustration, He Su's head is big, and he didn't get angry, "The lotus leaf can also lose weight, but no one stipulates that it can't be used for heat relief, Qingyang, cooling blood to stop bleeding."
　　 As soon as the words fell, I heard Shen Xifan's smile, "Su Ye, lotus leaf...you really have all the functions."
On the way home, the two thought about each other silently, and finally Shen Xifan couldn't hold back, "He Suye, I don't think it's so easy to forget, for example, my ex boyfriend clearly told me that it was impossible, but he couldn't help it. I will think about it, but I can’t say it. I might like it too deeply before, and then I was hurt badly. I can’t forget it.

　　 "How long have you been with him, I mean your ex boyfriend?"
　　 "Two years, exactly 764 days..."
　　 "Oh... Have you repaired your phone?"
　　 "I just bought a new one, I was depressed and dead, yes, did you send me a message?"
　　 "Well, nothing, just want to ask what you do."
　　 "Sorry..."
　　He Suye went home, soaked a cup of Kuding tea, and picked up the letter again. Under the soft light, the blue stationery folded out a touch of sadness, her words, and her heartache, he could feel it.
　　 It seemed again that it was more than a sour feeling. He felt a little distressed to her. It turned out that the little girl still had the scars that she had left when she was young. It seemed to heal, but it was deep into the bone marrow. If you are not careful, it will be earth-shaking pain. It turned out that she never had a boyfriend, so she dared not mention it again, fell in love again, and then hurt again. Some of these sensitive girls are vulnerable to protection.
　　 Put the tea into the mouth, He Suye couldn't help frowning, bitter, really bitter, there was a place in the bottom of my heart that was painful, soft and long, bit by bit, and tightened his heart.
He loves her, cares about her so much, likes to look at her with a smile, angry and frowning the little woman, she will miss her for a few days, will be scared for her, mind her ex boyfriend, somehow jealous, Everything is proof that he likes her.
Huanxi and frustration caught him at the same time, the little girl had a bottomless hole in her heart, he didn’t know what to fill, she refused to move forward, he couldn’t pull her out, but what should be done to let this let He was distressed, the girl who made him feel full of sunshine all over his body, smiled like happiness and joy.
　　 just makes her feel happy, he is willing to stand beside her, wait quietly.