Chapter 977: The thing itself


The countess wiped her eyes and turned to smile slightly at him.
"Joan, remember me, the man is unreliable. He can't be kind to Duo'er all his life. In case something happens in the future, you should take good care of Duo'er and don't let her be wronged, will you?"
"I will try my best." Joan nodded reluctantly.
He found that since the countess had seen Duo'er, her mood had become very low, and there was a strong tendency of pessimism in her words.
Qiao Anning, she was just hit by love and suffered a blow, and she became temporarily depressed, rather than seriously foreseeing some ominous signs from Duo'er.
Josephine got in the car, turned back, and gave Joan two beautiful boxes.
A box of chocolate candies and a bow tie.
"Madam, you always give me gifts, and I can't do anything for you, which makes me feel very sorry, please don't do this again in the future."
Joan resigned embarrassedly.
For more than half a month, the countess had given him rather expensive small gifts, such as gold watches and pens, almost every time he met.
Sweets and bow ties, which seem inconspicuous, are in fact unusual goods, and they all belong to luxury goods made by famous masters.
Joan felt he could not take other people's gifts in vain.
"The truth has already been told to you. The gift you gave was just to please myself. Why don't you understand?"
Josephine glanced at him angrily, opened the box, tied his bow tie with his own hands, looked up and down, and smiled with satisfaction from the corner of his lips.
"Joan, before leaving, I have a few words to say to you."
"I'm not the same woman as Betty Francois Vaticini. She has no good intentions for you, but she just wants to play with you."
"My love for you contains no impurities, just like treating my brother...No, it is not accurate enough."
The countess shook her head gently, thoughtfully.
"I told you before, I had a miscarriage when I was young, and since then... I can't have children."
"Perhaps in my heart, I transferred this shortcoming to you and treated you as your own flesh and blood."
She restrained the urge to cry, barely smiling.
"I'm sorry, I hope my wishful thinking won't make you feel offended."
Joan shook his head silently, feeling a little sad.
...
The Countess' carriage moved away, and Joan stood staring at the road for a long time before recovering, wondering whether he would go back to the apartment or the library next.
At this moment, a magic wave evoked in front of me, and a ball of red light appeared.
Joan held the light ball to read the information, then turned back and returned to the Moriarty laboratory.
"Duoer, do you have anything to do with me?"
"It doesn't matter... Madam Josephine, did you tell me about me?"
Duoer flashed burgundy eyes brightly, and asked him hardly.
Joan thought about it and felt that there was no need to hide her, and simply repeated what Josephine said just now.
"The countess envies my happiness. In fact, she doesn't know. I just haven't been designed to be too complicated. If I have the same rich and delicate emotions as her, it may not be so easy to satisfy.
Duo'er listened to Joan's story and gave a serious opinion.
Joan admits that her view is very reasonable, but thinking that she is just a golem designed and manufactured, but can't help but doubt, Duoer's carefree, including her reflection at the moment, is also because of Mori Professor Yati pre-programmed?
"Mr. Vader, since I saw Mrs. Josephine just now, I have panicked in my heart and I can't help thinking."
In fact, Doer is not without worries.
For example, at this moment, her face was covered with a shadow.
"What are you worried about?" Qiao An asked in surprise.
"I have known for a long time that I am not a real human being, but at least I still have a unique identity, which can distinguish myself from those constructs that do not have free will and are manufactured in batches."
"However, seeing Mrs. Josephine today, I can no longer deceive myself. I have to admit that I am only a copy of her. I don't have any uniqueness. My identity is purely fictional."
"Mr. Vader, you said someone like me, if I am a person, what is the point of living in the world?"
Facing Duoer's anxious eyes, Joan sighed and responded with a cold rhetorical question.
"Even if you are not a copy of Mrs. Josephine, do you know what it means to be alive?"
Duo Er froze for a moment, then fell into deep thought.
Joan went on to say: "I'm not a copy of anyone, but so far I don't know what it means to live in this world."
"Duoer, you just said that your identity is just a fictional one, and it does not have any uniqueness. In fact, all of us are the same."
"How can you know that I Joanne Vida is not living in a fictional world, but just a story character written by someone?"
"If that's the case, we fictitious characters haven't even really lived, and what is the meaning of life."
"At the time I decided to follow Professor Moriarty to study, a very important factor was to clarify these problems, but unfortunately, I have not yet come up with a satisfactory answer."
Joan couldn't answer Dora's confusion, but the questions he extended were enough to relieve her.
"I understand, Mr. Vader, compared to pursuing the meaning of life, looks like someone else, is it a substitute for each other, this kind of problem is not important at all."
The sadness on Duo'er's face faded, and he carefully asked Joan:
"The host's evaluation of Mrs. Josephine... does not seem to be very good, but my first impression of her is not bad, Mr. Vader, do you think she is a bad woman?"
Joan shook his head.
"Evaluating a person is good or bad, the subjective impression is unreliable, and a more fair measure is how she lives."
"If Mrs. Josephine is a bad woman, she should not take the initiative to cancel the marriage contract with Mr. Kaufman."
"With her ability to cast spells, there are 10,000 ways to make her husband look like a natural death and legally inherit millions of wealth, but she did not do that."
"This is enough to show that Mrs. Josephine accepted Mr. Kaufman's proposal at first, not only because she valued the other party's money and status, but also because she really moved."
"On the basis of her voluntary retirement, I have reason to think that she is not like a bad woman."
Joan looked at Duo'er and finally added a sentence carefully.
"I say this only to represent my personal opinion, you can have your own judgment."
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