Chapter 3148: despair

Mo Yue nodded, "Yes, the actual situation is like this. So, he is not a monster at all. He is just a human being who is not in the same time and space as you. Now, I have explained it clearly to you. You should understand. Right?"
Xiao Liu frowned, "Well, I do understand. But now, what I don't understand is that you were originally people in another time and space, but what I don't understand is why you appeared in our world. ."
Mo Yue frowned, "I didn't tell you just now, I came to this world specially for her."
Wang Matchpo was shocked, "Is it for me? This is incredible."
Mo Yue smiled and said, "Maybe you can't believe it, but I want to tell you that all of this is true. We came here with only one purpose, which is to help you."
Matchmaker Wang smiled bitterly, "But you don't even know me, how can you help me?"
Moyue smiled bitterly, "You are too right, we don't know you at all, and there is no need to worry about your nostalgia, but we feel that you are too depressed, carrying the death of your former lover, the second fat and the aunt's corpse. It’s a matter, and you have endured this kind of repressive life for fifty years. It’s time to help you resolve it."
Wang Matchpo said gratefully, "That's really thankful. But what method do you plan to use to solve it for me?"
Mo Yue smiled bitterly, "I remember you once said a word, saying that you regretted not saving Er Fat who fell into the ice cave."
Matchmaker Wang nodded, "Yes. Thinking about it now, I regret it very much. Although my marriage is also very happy now, I still miss the good times with Er Fat. At that time, he was eight years old and I was four. Years old, we don’t know anything. The two children are tired of playing together all day long, even if they are just squeezing mud and playing together, they will feel very happy. Until now, I understand that the simplest happiness is the best. It's a pity that the time has passed, and time will not go back, everything has passed."
When Wang Matchmaker said this, tears filled his eyes again.
Xiao Liu was worried that she would cry, and quickly persuaded, "Auntie, don't torture yourself anymore. You were only four years old at the time. What can you do? A four-year-old child is just a little bit with no thoughts. Don't you dare I’m not surprised to rush to save people. Please stop blaming yourself."
Moyue smiled bitterly, "Matchmaker Wang, you keep saying that you should save Erpang back then. You regret what you did back then. Now, I ask you, if you go back in time and go back to fifty years ago, would you not Will you save Er fat without hesitation?"
Matchmaker Wang nodded immediately, "Absolutely, I will definitely save him. I will never give up on him, turn around and leave like I did in the past."
Lu Fei said in surprise, "So at that time, Er Fat and the four boys took turns calling for help. Did you leave without saving them?"
Matchmaker Wang cried, "Yes. At that time, the five of them took turns to poke their heads out of the ice hole to call for help. Er Fat also condemned me, saying that I had no conscience and watched him drown. He said that I am not a human being, too. Cruel. Facing his accusation, I was really speechless at the time, because I really didn't dare to walk over to save him. At that time, I turned around and ran amidst his scolding, without looking back. I passed by. When I was in the cemetery, I was scared to death. For some reason, there were many crows in the cemetery. At first glance, every one of the grave buns was covered in black. In fact, the weather was very good that day. In the weather, there are very few unlucky birds like crows. I was running and crying and lost my way in the cemetery. I don’t know if a ghost hit the wall. In short, I was trapped in the cemetery and couldn’t get out. I remember saying to Er Fatty before I left, I will help you call people, you are waiting for me, you must hold on. My idea is beautiful, but in fact it is impossible, because the river is away The village is very far away. All five of them fell into the ice hole. It was impossible to wait until I called someone to come back. But I was only four years old at the time. I thought so naively that I could save them and I went It must be too late to save people. That day, I was in a hurry, but I drove round and round in the cemetery and couldn’t get out. Seeing that the early morning sun turned into the noon sun, and finally turned into the sunset West slope, the sky is going to be dark soon, I am hungry and tired, staying in a ghost place like a graveyard, and I am afraid. There is no one around, I am so scared, I don’t want to spend the night in such a ghost place, I Thinking, with my guts, I was scared to death when I was appointed to stay in the middle of the night. At that time, I was really desperate, but those hateful crows screamed more upset and croaked and flew around me. They seemed to see that I was a lone child who deliberately bullied me, so they almost rushed to peck me with a sharp beak. Moreover, on such a sunny winter day, the surface temperature temporarily increased, all by the sun. In general, once the sun goes down, the temperature will drop immediately, and I already feel a deep chill. I know that if I continue to wander around in the graveyard, I will stay in the middle of the night, even if I am not scared to death, I will be frozen to death. The temperature is dropping continuously, and it will drop. I know very well in my heart that it is very cold at night. Later, maybe there will be wind. If it blows, it will be colder, because the cold wind will take away the only thing left on me. I took all my body temperature away. How long can I continue walking around in the graveyard like this? I was so frightened, I ran across the graveyard with my legs open, and opened my throat, desperately calling for help, but I called for a while before I found me It’s called Erpang to save me. It’s not right. Erpang is still in the ice hole. How could he save me? When I think of Erpang, my heart immediately cools down. What is Erpang now? I remember when I ran away from the river, Er Fat said that he was going to die soon. He said that the ice cave was too cold, and he couldn’t hold on. But now, it’s been so long, and it’s dark, he Will it have been drowned? The more I thought about it, the more I became afraid. At that time, it was almost dark, and I ran wildly in the graveyard, unable to find a way out. On top of their heads is a large group of black crows, they just follow me all the time, croaking, as if they had a premonition that I was going to die soon, I felt that they had already regarded me as a piece of rotting flesh that would move, so they were so persistent. Follow me. "
When Wang Matchmaker said this, she stopped again, covering her face with her hands, and sobbing.
Xiao Liu hurriedly comforted her next to her, "Auntie, fifty years have passed since then, should you let it go?"