Chapter 3442: Nightmares

Luffy smiled bitterly, "Such a virtuous woman, what can I say?"
Mo Yue smiled, "No matter how virtuous a woman meets the right man, the two can be happy. Otherwise, would such a virtuous woman meet the hero in the story, wouldn't it be in vain?"
Luffy smiled bitterly, "Yes, it's really useless. What if you marry this kind of scumbag, and how virtuous you are? With this kind of man, the more virtuous you are, the less worthy you feel.
Mo Yue sighed, "Not only is it not worth it, it should be said to be stupid, but also stupidly stupid. And the more virtuous she is, the more I feel her stupidity."
Luffy frowned, "So what? A woman of that era, if divorced, oh, yes, then it was called divorce. If the husband divorced his wife, it would be considered a shameful thing. So, In the old days, most women’s marriages were tragedy. Even if they marry the wrong person, they rarely get divorced. No matter how unhappy they are, they have to grit their teeth. How can you sigh in life?"
The village head smiled, "Don't say it is the old society, even in the modern society, divorce will be considered a very shameful thing. At least in the eyes of us rural people, divorce is a very disgraceful thing. If not Because of a bad family situation, no young man will marry a divorced woman. Okay, I will continue to tell the story. Xiao Wu heard this, angered, bastard, you are not a human being, your wife is so virtuous, you can still do The thing that forced her to die? The young man sighed, enough, don’t talk about me anymore, the death of my wife is the most guilty thing in my life. I was really confused at the time, I felt that I couldn’t make it by myself, it was impossible It’s coming next month, because of the goods in the store, I feel I can’t get out at all. If I can’t get out, then I’m about to face the terrible situation of being kicked out by the landlord. At that time, our family will have to stay on the street. Wandering, I don’t even have a place to live. To be honest, I’m really afraid that one day I wake up and I won’t have any money on my body. During that time, I had nightmares almost every night, not dreaming of myself. If his wallet was stolen, I dreamed that I was robbed by bad guys. Anyway, I was penniless. Or I dreamed that I woke up and lay in the garbage, and then I was in the garbage like an old lady scavengers. Picking up in the pile. Oh, yes, I often dream of a group of stray cats or dogs around me. I have checked Zhou Gong’s dream interpretation. Generally speaking, dreaming of stray cats and stray dogs is an ominous sign. It’s a sign of money-losing, it’s going to be bad luck. Xiaowu sighed, alas, it seems that your mental pressure is too much, so you dreamed about those bad luck scenes. The young man nodded, yes, I I think so. I think these dreams indicate that my life is about to end? My life has been embarrassed to this point, even if it is death, there is nothing to regret, otherwise, you tell me, I still What can we do? Death may be a kind of relief. The young man suddenly looked at a point in the void, chuckled, and laughed. Xiao Wu was inexplicably smiled by him, and asked, hey, your nerves Alright? Okay, why did you suddenly laugh? The young man laughed. Actually, I was really under a lot of pressure at the time. I had thought about death many times. Outside the broken house I rented, there were quite a few There are two low-rise buildings diagonally across from our house. Both buildings are two-story buildings. The buildings are next to each other, and there is a small lane between the two buildings. The small aisle is very narrow and only allows one person to pass through it, about a shoulder width. There is a long iron rod on the top floor of one of the two-story buildings, and one end of the long iron rod is embedded in one of the buildings. In the wall of the small building, the other end of the iron rod protrudes out of the wall, about 30 to 40 centimeters. The iron rod is covered with rust due to the sun and rain all the year round. The iron rod is about four or five meters above the ground. Looks like. Xiaowu was taken aback, hello, brother, are you okay? Are you okay to see that iron rod? The young man didn’t seem to hear Xiaowu’s question, so he kept talking. One day, I was idle. When I was okay, I moved my broken chair, stood under the iron rod, and tried it. I added the height of the chair to my height. Still can't reach the iron rod. However, if I stand on a chair and throw a strong rope on it, it should work. Well, you have to tie the rope to a knot before throwing it on. That iron rod is about the thickness of an arm and looks very strong. It should be able to bear the weight of a person, right? Xiao Wu said in surprise, Damn, what are you going to do? You moved the chair again, threw the rope again, and stared at the iron rod. Is this the rhythm of suicide? The young man nodded. At that time, I was already exhausted. I had to prepare for the worst. Once all the money in my pocket was spent, could I have any other way out besides death? Although as long as Ms. Qin is willing to marry me, all my crises can be transformed immediately, but if Ms. Qin firmly disagrees to marry me and my money is spent again, what should I do at that time? To be honest, during that time, I would go to the aisle for a while almost every day. In fact, the aisle was very dirty, and the ground on the aisle was full of garbage and dog dung. If you were not careful, you would step on a foot of shit. Moreover, there is often an unpleasant smell of urine in the aisle. It seems that many unscrupulous drunks often pee here, using it as a temporary toilet. You may be surprised, why would I be willing to stay in such a dirty and smelly place? But I do spend more than half an hour every day, staying in the foul-smelling lane, tilting my neck, staring straight at the iron rod, without blinking. Xiao Wu smiled bitterly, you are crazy, stay in such a dirty place, staring at an iron rod? The young man nodded, yes, maybe you can believe it, but at the time, I was indeed like that, standing in the lane every day, staring at the iron rod. In fact, the real reason why I stayed there is not clear to me. Maybe that is where I am going. I often think this way. Xiao Wu was surprised, what are you talking about? The young man smiled, I mean that iron rod is my final destination, do you understand? Xiao Wu frowned, are you really interesting, do you regard the iron rod as your home? The young man laughed, isn't it? It's actually very simple. Step on a chair, stand under the iron rod, tie the rope into a knot, throw it up, put it on the iron rod, tighten it, and hang it around your neck, and everything is over. I am also completely relieved. "