Chapter 51:

Chapter 47:
The old doctor in the Huichuntang in the city came to see him and took the medicine. After drinking it, he fell asleep. When I woke up, the sky was full of red clouds. I coughed a few times, and my throat was a little dry. Changed to Qiao Si, he saw me wake up, hurriedly came forward to help, and poured a glass of water with me.
"Qiao Si." I was holding the water glass and staring out the window blankly, my mind was a little dull, "Is Yan Wu back?"
"I came back, just came to see you, and said that the fever subsided, he left."
Now, I'm so afraid of the word "go", and there are some rumors, and the grass and trees are all soldiers. I am afraid that he will not look back.
"Qiao Si." I lowered my head and turned the cup in my hand. I always felt that I had a lot to say, but I didn't know how to say it. Qiao Si hummed softly, indicating that he was listening.
"Is there any time...you hate me, blame me, want to leave me..." I bit my head, and asked hesitantly, "I know, I'm bothersome, passionate, and live upside down, not serious. ..."
"No." Qiao Si interrupted me, "I will not leave you."
"Even if I hook up one after another, you have no resentment, won't you leave?"
"No." Qiao Si was still very firm, his eyes solemnly looked at me, and I couldn't breathe, "No matter what others say, you are the first person in this world who treats me well, and the person I believe. This is my own choice and there will be no resentment."
What a no regrets...
What am I responding to his uncomplaining following?
A wry smile... Sure enough, revolution is not a treat for dinner, love is not an equivalent exchange, but there are some things that you knew from the beginning to be unfair. You Yanwu knew that the goods were inferior, but you paid for the exchange with your sincerity. It took seven days to return the goods. Refunds. In this love transaction that is willing to fight and suffer, did I break the principle first, or did you break the rule first?
Yi and I got up and said to Qiao: "I'll see Yan Wu."
"Do you want me to accompany you?"
"No." I sighed and shook my head. "I'm much better, and I can go by myself."
There are some things I can only say to him alone.
When I arrived in Yanyuan, I didn't see Yanwu. When I asked the next person, I realized that I was invited by Tao Er. There was only one Bai Shengsheng in Yanyuan.
I was a little sick, and I was quite tired. Bai Shengsheng saw me and smiled slightly: "Sister Yingyu, I heard that you are sick. Sheng Sheng always wanted to see you, but the case is progressing and I will go out with my big brother. , I really can't get away..."
"Call my sister-in-law." I lowered my head and pulled my sleeves casually, and interrupted lazily.
Bai Shengsheng smiled stiffly, but his mouth was stiff, and he refused to call me "sister-in-law".
"Hey..." There was no one around, she didn't pretend, and she opened the skylight to talk to me, "Sister Yingyu, why are you doing this? Actually, the big brother also told me about the matter between you. "
My eyelids twitched and I was taken aback, thinking that it's impossible...no matter what, listen to what she wants to say.
"I know that Big Brother is a person who is cold outside and warm inside. I remember that he once said to me that a person's feelings and energy are always limited. If it is shared among too many people, it will be affectionate, and he will also appear to be affectionate. People who are not only willing to use their feelings on those few people, outsiders think he is ruthless, in fact, he is the truly affectionate person."
I fixedly looked into her eyes, even if I knew her identity was suspicious, these words still moved my heart-as if she was really Bai Shengsheng who had been with Yanli's childhood sweetheart.
"Big brother naturally has feelings for you, but in life, you will always know what true love is and who is worthy of love after a few wrong loves. I also know that big brother is a person who needs a lot of love, sister in your heart No matter if you are around, there are too many people to take care of, and you seem to be affectionate to your brother. What do you think in your mind if you don’t talk about it? He is a person with a cleanliness habit. He strives for perfection in everything. Forget the sky, if you have to live like this for the rest of your life, can you still misunderstand others and yourself for ten or eight years?"
I clenched my fists in my sleeves expressionlesslyBai Shengsheng, you are studying psychology, I can't deny her identity, but I can't deny her words, pick the other side's dead spot and inject the needle, this woman, really Terrible!
"Senior brother has already told me today, we will set out tomorrow to go to Minyue country."
I was stunned, "Is it clear?"
"Yeah." Bai Shengsheng replied casually, "Tao Zhuangzhu worked vigorously and found out the truth. The brother said that when he has revenge, he will hang the pot and walk the rivers and lakes to fulfill his father and mother's last wish. I will accompany him, although He still only regards me as a younger sister, but I exchanged a sincere heart, and one day he will forget you and heal from the old injury." Bai Shengsheng smiled, "Sister Yingyu, I will help you take care of the older brother. of."
I won’t... Yan Lihui killed you after revenge... Then... In the future night rain in the rivers and lakes, it doesn’t matter if he is alone, it doesn’t matter if he is a fairy and heroine with others, his side is always there. There will be no place for me.
Thinking of this, the heart throbbed uncontrollably.
And the dead girl continued. "Sister Yingyu," she lowered her head and sighed faintly, "I know that you are reluctant to give up brother. In your heart, naturally one more is better than one less..." I was taken aback, and couldn't help but curse-- What you said is too bad to hear! "You just watched the brother whisper to me and became jealous, but have you ever thought that the brother watched you flirt with others, doing and feeling in your heart?" Her words, caught the point, hit the nail on the head, " But you are already accompanied by four people. Since the brother is dispensable to you, please let him be free for each other..."
Calm... Calm... I can't refute a word... These five knots, I can't solve them, I can't solve them...
I took a deep breath. The fever had just subsided, my brain was still a little dizzy, and there was noise in my ears. "Miss Bai, you are too subjective to say that. In the matter between me and Yan Wu, you are an outsider, so it's better not to interrupt. Whether he leaves or stays is his business, and it's mine if I don't let go. Nothing to do with you anyway."
"If you really want to leave, why should you stay and what should you keep?"
"If he really wants to leave, why should I stay." I quickly replied, but I thought to myself, would he really want to leave? Maybe it's just lying to Bai Shengsheng, maybe just a moment of anger, maybe... maybe I'm too confident...
If this is just a step in the layout of him and Tao Er, should I stay or not? If it is the layout, whether I stay or not, it can't affect his decision.
Bai Shengsheng's eyes moved, and he smiled and said, "It turns out, sister Yingyu, you don't plan to keep senior..."
I endured the urge to strangle her, thinking that Lianxiangxiyu’s good qualities were all due to her failure. I squeezed my forehead with a headache and turned and left.
Since he has gone to the second place of Tao, I'll go find him over there, wait and see, let the master go away!
In a bad mood, I kicked open the door of Tao Er's study, sweeping my eyes, but did not see Yan Wu.
"Where is Yan Wu?" I asked in a bad tone.
Tao Er sat behind the desk with his hands folded on his knees, and raised his eyebrows when he heard the words, "What happened to him not long ago?"
I strode forward to him, condescendingly, and said with great momentum: "What do you want to do!"
Tao Er gently pulled my wrist, let me sit in his arms, and pressed his forehead for a moment, "Well, it will be fine if the fever is gone."
I hid behind and said dissatisfied: "Don't avoid my question, what are you going to do, really let Yanwu go to Minyue State?"
"This is his own decision." Tao Er also stepped back a little, his tone was light, "Ghost doctor's hatred, he will personally repay."
"Then will he come back..." I asked anxiously.
"Heh..." Tao Er smiled, his voice a little cold, "Then see if he still has nostalgia for you."
I stared at the smile line on the corner of his mouth in a daze, and my heart felt cold. "You promised..."
"Yes, I promised to give you a stable home." Tao Er's mouth raised slightly, but his smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes. His hand gently rubbed my face. "As long as there is me, no one can It hurts you, hurts people in Li Mansion."
"But it's impossible that even your other men need me to help you stay. I can keep them from harm, but it is impossible to guarantee that they can tolerate you and other people like I do." Tao Er's hand gently clamped My chin lifted my chin, "If they want to leave, you are not eligible to stay, let alone me. I want me to help you maintain the status quo of polyandry, Li Yingyu, do you think this is realistic and fair? "
Tao Er's eyes were close at hand, and I could even see himself in his eyes-his face was pale, panicked, and trembling. His breath was on my lips, and the of his lips were rubbing lightly, perhaps because the body was still hot, and the chill passing from his lips made me shiver.
The lion hid his fangs and claws in front of me, but thought he was meek since then, and it was my own stupidity.
What he said was not wrong, probably because he always played the role of a parent. Over time, even I took it for granted and pushed all the responsibilities on him. Some were just trivial, while others seemed to be indifferent. cruel.
"Yes, sorry..." My voice trembled slightly.
He listened, but only smiled, the pressure from him before suddenly disappeared, squeezed my cheek, he smiled and sighed: "The little thing with no conscience...Did I scare you?
I lowered my eyelids and whispered: "No."
He leaned on the back of the chair, holding my palms in one hand and rubbing my heart with the other. "Smart women are good at being stupid, but stupid women like to be smart. So more often, I I like your stupid appearance, although I know you are just disguising. There are some things that you and I know well. It is best not to say it. If you have to spread it out, it really hurts your feelings."
For him, I could only smile dryly. The hand he was holding was a little sweaty. He pulled it to his lips and kissed the back of his hand gently. "I respect your choice to the greatest degree, give you freedom, and protect you from wind and rain, but..."
"Don't forget, I am also a normal man."