Chapter 42: Heart Lake Ripples

Lin Buxian returned to the bedroom after bathing, and the maid guarding the door reported: "Miss, my uncle is back. +++ The latest ranking of Tanmei novels: EbookFREE.me"
"I got it." Lin Buxian remembered that Yunan told herself that she was going to visit Li Yuan today, and she didn't know what the result would be. However, Lin Buxian estimated that what Yun'an was seeking should be extremely difficult. Having inherited Yun'an's love, but didn't hold much hope. The reason why she didn't say it was that she didn't want to hurt Yun'an's enthusiasm. It would be worthwhile to let her go out and experience with this strength.
Lin Buxian took care of his clothes before entering the bedroom, walked through the front small hall and penthouse, opened the door of the bedroom and walked in, went around the screen and saw Yun An sitting on the (bed chuang) in his day clothes. , Like a that was defeated in a fight, dejected.
Yun'an's performance showed the result of the matter, which was expected by Lin Buxian, but seeing Yun'an's appearance, Lin Buxian felt that Yunan was really (sexual) affectionate, and he felt pity in his heart.
Although Yun'an cannot be measured by the standard of an ordinary woman, Li Yuan’s perverse (sexual xing) Zi Lin Buxian has also heard a little. Lin Buxian is worried that Yun'an has caught something bad with the other party, thinking about it. Only after a while came to the bed and said softly: "When will you be back? Why don't you change your clothes? Have you had dinner?"
Yun An raised his head, squeezed a smile at Lin Buxian, and replied, "It's been a while since I came back. Sister Ruier said you went to bathe. How are you today?"
"Everything is the same, how about you?"
Hearing this, Yun'an lowered his head again, Lin Buxian sat next to Yun'an and asked, "What's the matter? Have you encountered something upsetting? Tell me?"
Yun An put his hands on his lap and crossed his fingers. After hearing Lin Buxian's question, he stirred his fingers for a while, and said dullly, "Yixi, I'm sorry."
"Why apologize suddenly?"
"I... seem to mess up things."
After a moment of silence, Yun An took a deep breath, turned around and looked at Lin Buxian’s eyes, and said,
I actually have many shortcomings. I can also realize some problems, but I’ve been ashamed to go. Acknowledge that I am not as powerful and perfect as I think. For example, I... Self-esteem mental arithmetic is relatively (strong qiang), but I don’t have the strength to support self-esteem at all. The self-esteem of a capable person is called self-esteem. Like me... heh," Yun An laughed at himself, and continued: "It's called the stone in the pit, smelly and hard."
Yun An’s words made Lin Buxian nervous. Although they didn’t get along for a long time, Lin Buxian knew a little bit about Yun’an. Hearing Yunan belittle himself so much, Lin Buxian felt that something was wrong. She couldn't help thinking: What happened to Yun'an today that made Yun'an so depressed.
In fact, Yun’an’s sense of frustration has a long history. Under the social environment of Blue Star, first of all, Yun’an’s ordinary family environment even said that some poverty-stricken family environment has formed a certain impact with her own excellence. Even though the man named Meng Yun'an has let go of the matter, the impact of this experience is still there. This incident of Li Yuan was thought of by Yun'an after thinking about it, one of the few. Perhaps one of the ways to help Lin Mansion get out of its predicament temporarily, Yun An showed a lot of courage and determination during this ideological struggle, but it still messed up...
The reason for the mess was due to Yun'an's own so-called modern thinking of equality between men and women. Yun'an felt that his approach was very immature, and therefore ruined an excellent opportunity.
After returning, Yun An reflected on a lot. He had been thinking about Li Yuan's things from his childhood (fafa), and unknowingly got into his own blind spot.
Lin Buxian's cool catkin attached to the back of Yun'an's hand, and said softly, "Don't be presumptuous. No matter what you give birth to, there is always a way to make it up. Don't do that."
"Yixi, do you know? Today I can take advantage of Li Yuan's guilt towards us, even if he is unwilling to help, I can kidnap morally and force him to do his best, but I..." Yun An opened his mouth. The following words made her a little bit ashamed.
Lin Buxian tightened Yunan's hand and asked, "What's wrong?"
Yun An sighed, and Fang continued: "I, I saw that Li Yuan only apologized to me, and didn't even show any guilt to you. Anyway, in his eyes, we are already Husband and wife, you, as my wife, he is not rude to express his apologies to you, but he didn’t, and he didn’t even mention it. What happened to the woman? The woman suffered a great grievance, wouldn’t she deserve it? Is there a sincere apology? Isn’t a woman worthy of being treated equally by others? Isn’t Li Yuan not sure what he did? He rationed a wealthy daughter in full view for the sake of his body A beggar! Even if you don’t have these identities, you’re at least a living person, right? What’s wrong with a woman? Does Li Yuan have no sisters? Fortunately, this beggar is me. If Li Yuan’s arrest is really an unbearable beggar, yours How will he live the rest of his life? After so many days, didn't he reflect on himself a little bit?"
Yun An's words became more and more angry, his white face flushed, his eyes throbbed with suppressed flames, his backhand grabbed Lin Buxian's hand, and inadvertently left a few white spots on the back of Lin Si's hand. Fingerprints.
Miss Lin Si, who was not touched by the Yang Chunshui, was a little bit painful when she was caught by Yun'an, but she did not fight off (tuo), and there was no dissatisfaction or impatience on her face, she just looked at Yun'an quietly , In the deep black eyes is a Wang Qinghong, with faint ripples, like a piece of fine stone thrown into the lake, and disappears with a "boom".
At this point, there is no need to say much. Lin Buxian can roughly guess the result of the matter. Yunan was able to say this, and he must have been fighting with Li Yuan for this reason, and even righteously reprimanding Li. Yuan Yifan.
And although Li Yuan is now down, but it is the son of the son of the family, and has a lot of fame, how could he be so "insulted" by someone like Yunan?
But Miss Lin Si's heart is warm, it is a kind of warmth that has never been seen before, because Yunan has done something that no one has done for her.
Even if Lin Buxian's parents take good care of her, more people will advise her not to be too sharp as a woman, even if she has to show her face, she must abide by the virtues of women.
With such a prominent family as the support, Lin Buxian would not be reduced to "articles", but in this world, women are always men's accessories. Yun'an keeps saying that the "equality" that righteously said is always taken for granted. , Never will be.
If Yun’an’s words are heard by others, they will definitely feel that Yun’an is crazy. Maybe they will feel that Yun’an has lost his man’s spine and spirit because of the guan (guan) system, but it can be maintained in Yun’an’s words. Where's that person?
Although Miss Lin Si was not as grateful as an ordinary woman to tears, or felt rebellious and unacceptable, her heart could no longer be calm as usual.
Yun'an did not feel the subtle changes made by Miss Lin Si. She was still immersed in self-blame, and said self-blamingly: "It's all my fault, I want it for the face. Obviously I went to ask others for help. I learned a lesson."
Lin Buxian took a deep breath, restrained the waves in his heart, and asked calmly, "What happened later? Did Li Yuan say anything? Just... Did he embarrass you?"
"No, he didn't say anything, but I think he must be unwilling to leave."
There was a trace of astonishment in Lin Buxian's eyes. This was definitely not Li Yuan's style. This person Lin Buxian understood. Although there were frequent acts of shock and horror, there was no shortage of toughness in the bones of literati.
Lin Buxian thought for a while, and said, "Let's consider this matter in the long term, but... I will pick a gift list for you the next day. You can go there again and find a way to reconcile with Li Yuan."
"Well, I know, Li Yuan's line is still very important..."
Lin Buxian squeezed Yunan's palm and said, "No, next time you go, you can move towards the times. If you feel that the timing is wrong, don't mention it again. You have already pointed the direction. , I will try my best to find a way. The most important thing I want you to do is to dispel Li Yuan’s displeasure and smooth out the bumps in his heart."
"Why? If you don't plan to use him, I don't plan to care about him anymore."
A trace of helplessness flashed in Lin Buxian's eyes, but she still looked at Yun An with a smile, and in her unique soothing tone, she continued: "Even if you don't want to be friends with Li Yuan, you must go this time. Don't I forgot that Li Yuan had fame and fame, and he also had real talents. The reason why he failed to go to Beijing this year was because of some physical conditions. It is absolutely perfect for him to be a full-time official. Accusation. Moreover, Li Yuan's current situation makes his mind extremely sensitive. If you don't want to go about this matter in peacetime, I will definitely not force you. The big deal is that I will only take a few clever trips for you. However, in this situation, it is difficult for Li Yuan to let go of this incident alone. If your words have entered his heart and become his heart knot, it is inevitable that in the future, he will find you to settle accounts after the autumn. Fighting, merchants and the like, I'm afraid you... will suffer."
After listening to Lin Buxian's words, Yun An felt warm in his heart. Seeing Lin Buxian's eyes brightened, Lin Buxian raised his eyebrows slightly and closed his eyes.
"Yixi...you are so good, you are really, Bingxue, clever, insightful to people's hearts, not leaking, and very... kind, if you were with us..." Yun An wanted to say, if Lin Buxian was born Blue Star, the achievement will definitely be much higher than it is now, but this is about Yun'an's secret, and she can only stop the conversation with (qiang).
But at certain times, Yuyuhuanxiu always leaves people with unlimited reveries.
What's more, Yunan's compliments from the bottom of his heart were too straightforward and hot in the eyes of Miss Lin Si.
Miss Lin Si’s snow-white cheeks showed pinkness, and she wanted to distance herself from Yun’an, only to realize...the two of them were still holding hands together. To be precise, it was Lin Buxian’s hand that was caught by Yun’an. In the hand, very tight.
The pink (color) turned to red (color) silently, and the heartbeat seemed to be disordered. Miss Lin Si's shell teeth crossed her lower lip, and she whispered: "I ran outside for a day, but I don’t know how to wash it at night. Now, go take a shower and rest early."