Chapter 20: Don't want to see her

Sheng Ning shook her head, "No, thank you!" She was frustrated, and wanted to take a look at him in particular, so she found it on an impulse.
Now I was hanging out at the door, although my head was dizzy, but my heart calmed down.
The more calm she is, the more sad she is. It seems that the goal I just set hasn't been achieved yet, and it's about to die.
She wanted to give up, she wanted to turn around and leave, but she couldn't bear to think of Xu Qigang's warm embrace before she died.
Sheng Ning gritted her teeth and squatted by the door, holding her legs in both hands and shrank her body.
"Big sister, our head is in a meeting, you should go back!" Liu Chun felt embarrassed.
Sheng Ning stood up from the ground, forced her tears back, nodded and said, "I know!" Xu Qigang didn't want to see her, she knew.
Right! How could he meet any woman with such a cold man? If there is a woman looking for him, come out to see him, wouldn't he even cry?
After thinking about this, Sheng Ning's grievances were swept away. Instead, he smiled at Liu Chun, not seeing the pitiful look just now.
"Hehehe... you don't have to be angry." Liu Chun stupidly rubbed his head.
"I'm not angry, it was because I came too suddenly. Don't worry, I am going back in such embarrassment. One day, I will let Xu Qigang beg me in a low voice." Sheng Ning said with great arrogance.
Liu Chun admired his thumbs up, "Big girl, if you can really make our head humbly please you, you will be the person I admire most in the future."
"That's an idol."
"Okay! Idols are idols. Then how do you go back? There are no cars at this point in time."
"It's okay! I can walk back."
Liu Chun ran out to tell her the news on leave, didn't dare to delay too long, and hurried in after a few words.
Seeing that the sun was about to go down, Sheng Ning did not dare to waste time, so she could only walk to the city. In the 1980s, everything was desolate, and she walked for two hours to get to the city.
There was a layer of blisters on the soles of her feet, and when she arrived at the train station, it was dark. Tired didn't even eat dinner, bought a ticket to catch the last train to his hometown, and fell asleep in the car.
In the middle of the night, Sheng Ning was awakened by a nightmare.
Many people are resting in the crowded carriage. She was lying on the table, her arms numb with pillows.
I found a piece of clothing to wrap it up, got up and poured a glass of boiling water, and I felt much better after drinking it bit by bit.
She dreamed of her previous life again, and scenes after scenes held her like a nightmare.
Shen Jianguo's hurt voice, Meng Ping's yin look in the eyes of birds...all of this made her creepy.
She held the cup and broke out in a cold sweat on a hot day.
In the middle of the night, Shengning couldn't sleep. The green-skin train ran across the field and entered Tongan County when it was about to dawn.
Shengning's hometown is here.
A humble small county in Northeast China. Coming down from the train station, she counted the money in her pocket and drank a cup of soy milk. I spent another dollar and bought a ticket to the town.
In the previous life, at this time, the stepsister married the stupid son of the mayor's house. In this life, she must redeem the losses in the past.
A car is a dilapidated car, which is often seen in the countryside. There are not enough seats. Many villagers put the things they bought in the market on the ground as benches.