Chapter 14: The inner lonely sea

　　 Yang Mu's roaring voice finally stopped Victor, who had already walked into the living room, and gradually turned Duolun's unhappy mood into sadness.
　　 "Boss, it doesn't matter, anyway...I can't pass the exam...what a good school."
　　 Standing in the living room, Duolun looked at Yang Mu's excited expression. The expression on his face also became a little trembling, but he still held on, revealing a crying smiling face, and forcibly resisted the tears from flowing out of his eyes.
　　 looked at Jia Hao, who looked at him with complicated eyes, and Yang Mu, who stood at the top of the stairs and endured grief and anger.
　　 Duolun recalled the past three years bit by bit...
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　　 In the first year of high school, it should be a very early time when the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus bloomed, and the peonies in the campus flowerbeds had not yet withered, and the air of the whole campus was filled with mixed sweet fragrance.
　　 is very sweet, from the tip of the nose to the tip of the heart
　　 This is the time for the old students to leave the new students to report, and it is also a time for the campus to rejuvenate.
　　 Duolun can still remember clearly, so that he can give a good impression to the students who will study together in the next three years on that brand new day.
　　 On that day, for the first time, I asked my father to choose a set of mature clothes for me, and then asked my mother to dress me up and prepare many gifts for the new classmates who were about to meet.
　　 I also made a bet with my little sister, how many people will become my friends today.
　　 That day, I stepped into the campus with great energy, walked into the class full of joy, looked at the eyes that were looking at me, and there was a loud exclamation. At that moment, the world was truly wonderful.
　　 That day, I introduced myself politely. Every classmate in the class sent out gifts. At that time, Duolun remembered that the female students had bright eyes...
　　 At that time, I thought I was really here. In this high school class, I found something called friendship that I had never had before.
Every day after 　　, there will always be classmates around me who talk to me, and I will share my experiences with them and talk about things they don't know. At that time, they will always show envy.
　　 All this makes Duolun's life very fulfilling.
But in fact, I am a little bug wrapped in a bubble. At the beginning, I was surrounded by my surroundings. The surrounding bubble walls are colorful. I am the most dazzling person surrounded by me. But when the bubble raises itself, those The color gradually disappeared, and finally the bubble wall burst.
　　 Then he fell from the warm sky to the cold valley.
That time I relied on my so-called loyalty to help others replace their mistakes, as if at the moment I confessed, everyone no longer looked at themselves, the girls began to whisper and deliberately stay away, while the boys ridiculed and ignored disdain.
　　 It was the first time I heard someone call myself a rich fool.
　　 But I don’t care, whether it’s getting along with good students or bad students, as long as someone is willing to be their friend.
　　 So I am willing to become a bad student, because there are still friends here, and others are willing to play with myself.
　　 Dad said that it takes time to become a part of a collective. When time is enough, you will become an inseparable part of it.
　　 But no, they are still using themselves, using themselves, a rich fool.
　　 It was a weekend, and the weather was very good. I was bored at home and received their request for the first time to invite myself to play together.
　　 I was surprised and delighted, thinking that I had finally become an indispensable part of the group, and would no longer be excluded, and finally became a friend of others, and finally had friends.
　　 But I was wrong, and it was too naive.
　　 I'm still the rich fool in their eyes...
　　 On that day, they asked themselves to charge them up with game cards. They willingly took out all the money they had and helped them charge up game cards, but they did not have the right to play games with them.
　　 also has no right to stay with them.
　　 They were abandoned, and they, whose faces were changed, pushed out the game hall and abandoned themselves outside the door of the game hall.
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　　 That day, I squatted outside the door of the game hall, enduring the grievance, and wanted to go back alone, but found that I hadn't brought a watch, didn't have any money on him, and didn't know where I was.
　　 That day, I was standing in the alley next to the game hall, grieving and angry at the cold wall, roaring and roaring, but in the alley again, crying helplessly.
　　 I just want to have a few close friends, I just want to play with people of my age.
　　Because of all this, I have never owned it since I was young.
　　 Over the years, I have been running around with my family, moving from one planet to another, and from one place to another. No one has ever made friends with me.
　　 I just want to talk to people outside of my family, and talk about things that someone wants to care about.
　　 But, why don’t everyone like me?
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　　 Until the sun sets, Yang Mu and Jia Hao pass by there.
　　 They found themselves curled up in the alley. They asked what was wrong with them. They also comforted themselves that it was okay. They promised to send themselves back and took themselves to their home for a meal of roast duck. UU Reading www.uukanshu.cOM
　　 That was the most delicious dinner Duolun had ever had. It was even better than the dinner with his family in various high-end restaurants.
　　 After dinner, Yang Mu and Jia Hao took themselves on the bus to go home.
　　 When getting on the bus, he asked Yang Mu a question.
　　 Why do you help me?
　　 Yang Mu at the time just smiled and said.
　　 "Because we are classmates, help each other."
　　 On that day, in the lonely sea where the storm was gradually rising, Duolun, who was drifting for a long time, about to collapse, seemed to see the lighthouse in his heart, the light was faint, but it hit people's hearts.
　　 On the way back, Duolun cried again.
　　 Only this time, I cried with joy.
Since then, Duolun has two good friends, named Yang Mu and Jia Hao. After class every day, he finally has someone who can fight with him. On the way home every day, he can finally say aloud to his friends " see you tomorrow."
　　 Every weekend, I can finally tell my parents happily that my classmates told me to go out to play.
　　 But now, I am leaving, I still leave Seablue Star, leave the new star domain, maybe a few light years away, maybe never come back.
　　Perhaps, there is no chance to meet Yang Mu Jiahao and the others.
　　The more I think about it, the more Doren’s tears cannot be stopped, and the expression on his face gradually becomes uncontrollable...
　　 "Dad..."
　　Doren's voice hoarse, with a trace of begging...
Victor, who heard his son’s voice, seemed to be shaken, but he just put down his luggage in frustration, sat down heavily on the sofa, lowered his head and took out a cigarette with his hand, lit it, and took two sips, feeling helpless. Said.
　　 "I don't want to do this either, but...the world is unpredictable, unpredictable..."