Chapter 1895: Yuan Zhen’s childhood

Having said that, Yuan Hao’s voice has begun to choke, and he bit his lip reluctantly, but the tears are still falling and falling like the broken beads.
Ding Ning sighed, and looked pity at Yuan Yu, who was raining like a pear, and finally understood where her inferiority came from.
On the surface, relying on smashing, but in reality, relying on selling to support their great and humble mother, the strong psychological contrast, whoever is afraid will leave a psychological shadow that cannot be erased.
Perhaps Yuan Yu is not only ashamed of the mother's uncleanness, but more distressed for the father who is lying in bed.
After all, they rented in the slums, and there were only two rooms that were less than ten square feet. Her father could not have known what her mother was doing.
For the sake of life, for the sake of the child, the man who is strong must be pretending to be dumb. By default, the wife is going to do such a thing, and the inner suffering and pain can be imagined.
Ding Ning refused to comment on the work of Yuan Zhen’s mother. There was no contempt, but there was a kind of admiration from the heart.
It’s not that he agrees with what she is doing. It’s just that, in that case, you let a woman without any skill, what to feed a jealous man and a pair of young children.
Reality is always cruel. In that case, Yuan Zhen’s mother made this choice. It is a helpless love, a humble but great love. She makes herself fall into the abyss, but she hopes for life. Left to husband and children.
Yuan Zhen only saw her father's helplessness and grievances, but she did not put herself in the place to consider her mother's feelings. If she was not forced to share her, how could she sell her body regardless of shame?
If there is a little bit of a way, he thinks that a woman who is a wife, a mother, and a man of honesty cannot be in the presence of her husband and other men, and her inner shame and suffering will not be as good as Yuan Hao. Father.
"and after?"
This is the root of Yuan Zhen's disease, but Ding Ning is not sure if there is any reason to stimulate her, so that she becomes so inferior and extreme.
"Later... giggling..."
Yuan Zhen was drunk, and he laughed nervously. There was no joy in the laughter, only endless self-deprecation and resentment.
"All know that everyone in the entire slum knows, only I don't know, do you know what they are calling behind her? Call me anything? Call my dad what?"
Yuan Zhen madly laughed: "Xunzi, she is the old nephew, I am a small scorpion, my dad, is the old turtle, the turtle of the turtle, the turtle of the green turtle, giggling."
"Then your brother knows about this?"
Ding Ning didn't laugh, and didn't feel any funny, but felt very heavy.
A family that should have been fragmented, because a woman sacrificed her body and festivals, continued, although humble and low-lying, but worthy of respect.
"I don't know, the whole family only has him not knowing, even my parents don't know that I know, I didn't tell them, I am afraid that my dad can't stand it."
Yuan Zhen wiped his tears and said with a complicated look: "So, even if I am only in a small company, I only hold less than 3,000 yuan a month, but I am still tired and tired. I still insist on moving away. Slums, those who are greedy and greedy, I will never want to see them again."
"It's good to change the environment. Living in other people's eyes and fingertips for a long time will have a big impact on you."
Ding Ning sighed and whispered comfortably.
The resentment of Yuan Biao’s betrayal of Diba with the position of a branch manager was also missing.
This is also a poor man. Although he barely let his mother get out of the bitter sea, he is burdened with the burden of feeding the whole family. It is a bit of a love, not to mention she is a patient.
"You... will you look down on me? Will you think that I am also like my mother? Is it a woman who is not unclean? I...I am not, really, I am very clean, I am still a virgin, I even The man’s hand has not been taken, you believe that I am good."
Yuan Zhen was in a bad mood and was in a hurry.
"No, of course not. Everyone in this world has the helplessness of everyone. I won't look down on you, and I won't look down on your mother. Don't you think your mother is a great person?"
Ding Ning said with enthusiasm, began his first psychological diagnosis and treatment.
"Great? How can such a noble word be associated with a woman who is so ignorant of her."
Yuan Yu gnawed his teeth, and his eyes were all abhorrent.
Ding Ning observes the color and knows that her heart is full of disgust and hatred towards her mother. This is the most important cause of her extreme inferiority. She thinks that her mother’s innocence is ignorant, and she has no face to see her, so she is poked by the back of her finger. I can't straighten my waist and be a man.
Let her whole life be full of gray, even, even a serious boyfriend can not dare, lest the other party know her mother's bottom and abandon her to play with her and even humiliate her.
Chinese medicine pays attention to the source. Although she is a mental illness, but the pathology is the same, the root of the disease is in her mother. To completely cure her disease, she must reverse her views and prejudice against her mother.
Of course, the most important point is that she must leave the Ukrainian market, which is known to others. Otherwise, other people’s gossip will always be the cause of her recurrent attacks.
Soon, a series of treatment plans have been completely presented in his mind, and the expression is extremely serious: "Shan Shan, you can't say your mother like this, she is a great person."
"She is great? If she is great, she will not make such a shameless thing regardless of my father's feelings. She is a shameless woman."
Yuan Yu's hysterical martyrdom, fortunately Ding Ning had already laid out the sound insulation enchantment, otherwise people must be alarmed next door.
"Don't be excited, listen to me, I ask you, do you think your dad knows about it or doesn't know it?"
Ding Ning comforted her excited emotions and asked gently.
Yuan Zhen’s face was ugly, and he looked at him coldly:
Are you humiliating me? Want to say that my dad is the old turtle?

"Shan Shan, I don't mean anything to humiliate you. You think about it, your father, as your mother's husband, why does this happen by default?"
Ding Ning patiently asked.
"Because she thinks that my dad can't satisfy her, my dad has to rely on her to support her, and she can only endure it."
Yuan Zhen’s spirit is already on the verge of collapse. He painfully grabs his hair and cries with a distorted face. It can be seen that her and her father’s feelings are deep and more worthy for her father.
"Wrong, you are very wrong."
Ding Ning did not go to comfort her, but looked harshly.
Yuan Xiaoran looked at him and was overwhelmed.
"They are grievances because of love. They love this family, love your brothers and sisters, and they have to make a decision. I am sure that before your mother chooses this profession, he must have consulted your father and get his After the slogan, she will do this."
Ding Ning said with great certainty.
"No, no, what the woman said is his wife. His character is so stubborn and strong. How can he tolerate this?
insult.

Yuan Zhen refused to believe his head and shook his head. He was reluctant to accept this statement. She would rather believe that the woman was shameless and bullied her father, and deliberately insulted him in this way.
"Shan Shan, you think about it sensibly. If your mother is as honest as you said, deliberately bullying your father, under her condition, you can divorce your dad at the time, and a rich man has been to her. Is it necessary to stay with your wife and your father?
Ding Ning patiently enlightened.
"Maybe, my dad doesn't agree to divorce?"
This sentence seems to have played a role. Yuan Zhen’s face has a hint of thought, but the deep-rooted thoughts that have been formed for a long time have made her unwilling to accept this statement, but she still said it hard, but the tone has obviously softened a lot. .
"Your dad has been dying several times in order not to drag you down. Which time wasn't your mother rescued? If your mother wants to divorce and climb another branch, as long as it doesn't stop him, why bother to do it again?"
Ding Ning quietly observed her expression changes, but the words were straightforward, and Yuan Yu closed her eyes in pain, and her face showed a tangled color.
Ding Ning can understand her mood. People have a natural instinct to shirk their responsibilities. Coupled with her deep feelings with her father, she has made her mother a culprit in the subconscious. She has been hating her for years. Everything is blamed on her, and she is not willing to admit that her mother’s actions are actually approved by her father.
Although she has already recognized that this is the truth, she wants to completely subvert her previous deep-rooted cognition, and certainly can't pass the hurdle in her heart in a short time.
Ding Ning knows that this time he needs to add more fire. He is staring at the painful Yuan Yu seriously: "Your mother is the greatest mother in the world. In order to support you and take care of your father, she sacrificed her name. Festival, you only saw the pain of your father, but who can understand her inner pain and suffering?"
"No one forced her to do this. Does she not consider the consequences?"
Yuan Zhen shed tears and said with a whimper, the tone was obviously softened a lot.
"What is the consequence? In her heart, what is more serious than the consequences of this family? What is more serious than the consequences of your brother and sister being orphaned? Yes, her choice really makes you feel embarrassed, feel Being poked at the back, sometimes, in order to keep you alive, she can only choose to sacrifice herself."
Ding Ning’s heart long said: "This kind of mother, she is not living for herself, but to live for this family, to live for your brother and sister to grow up healthily, cherish it, there is such a deep love for you. You should be proud of this mother who loves this family, not dislike and hate. Without her sacrifice, can your father still be alive now? Can your brother and sister grow up? You probably have long been paralyzed by your family."
"Don't say it, please, don't say it, I don't want to hear it."
Yuan slammed his ears and shook his head desperately, crying hysterically.
Ding Ning is silent. It seems impossible to let her accept this reality immediately, but he also knows that he can't be too hasty.
For the time being, this first round of treatment is still somewhat effective. At least, when she mentions her mother, her eyes are no longer just hateful and disgusting, but also something else.
Thirsty, thirsty.
At this time, Ding suddenly felt a bit dry and dry, and thought that it was more dry, and did not think much. He reached out and took the teacup and drank it.