Chapter 177: I loved you once!

? Yang Ling looked at her, feeling that there was a steel needle in the bottom of her heart, and the tearing pain constantly eroded his brain. He wanted to reach out and hold the woman in his arms. Consolation, but afraid of causing other emotional entanglements, she is gentle like water, she is lonely, she can not allow herself to swear, she already has Han Xinglin and Han Xue, absolutely can not give her a bright and happy life.
"Yang Ling~!" Sun Xiaojing turned her head, beautiful big eyes flowing in the delicate face, she took Yang Ling's hand to his waist, and then slowly leaned in his arms, "Every night, I want to see Your photo can only fall asleep quietly. I don't know when it is, my heart is all your shadow. I thought I would forget you after graduation, but I met you in Changan last year, know? I have lost myself. You seem to be accompanying me for a few hundred years and thousands of years. Without you, my life is gray!"
Yang Ling was shocked, how come? Such as the foothills of the snow lotus, the independence of the world, known as the ninth palace of Jinling University, the squad leader will always have a crush on the chicken-like dog himself? This is like a legendary story of the Arabian Nights. When the third child Gao Wenfeng said it, he didn’t feel much. At that time, almost all the boys in the history department secretly liked Sun Xiaojing. Of course, he was no exception, but he just wanted to Just thinking about it, at this time listening to the big squad leader lying in his arms, the pears and the rain, crying and acacia, which makes him completely calm, the world has completely changed, the story of the frog prince has evolved to the point of changing gender. What?
He looked at her delicate and helpless face, wiped the tears on her face with her hands, and said with some heartache: "Xiao Jing, I... I never knew you were happy... I liked me, I... I really Not worth it like you..."
Sun Xiaojing stretched out his hands and held his waist tightly, and arched a few times into his arms. I buried my head deep in his chest and said softly: "As time passes, year after year, now we are no longer young. Yang Ling, do you know? I have been in my dreams for countless times." So lying in your arms. It’s so happy, I’m afraid of losing it when I wake up, I’m afraid I won’t see you again.

Yang Ling reached out and touched her soft long hair. She didn't know what to say for a while. After a long time, she wondered: "Why... why don't you look for me? Otherwise, you don't have to wait so hard, you know that not only me, our class. , we are, our college boys like you ."
Sun Xiaojing hesitated and said, "Can I tell you?"
"No! I want to know!" Yang Ling raised her rudely. Looking at her beautiful big eyes and swearing. He wants to know what causes her not to come to her own, because even if she only comes a week or even a day, she may not agree to Han Xue and Han Xinglin, which will not get to the point of today's uncomfortable. He thought about the situation at the beginning. He met with Han Xinglin on Saturday. It was Sunday that he met with Sun Xiaojing. The so-called martial arts, this may be the impermanence of fate!
Sun Xiaojing raised his hand and touched his face. The face sparkles with seductive luster, like a nightmare, gently said: "Yang Ling, promise me. I said you can't be sad, if one day I suddenly disappeared, would you remember that I was so stupid and stupid? The woman once loved you with a dead skin!"
Yang Ling’s heart couldn’t help but be pinched, and there was a very difficult situation to suffocate. He held Sun Xiaojing tightly in his arms.
Xiao Jing, tell me what is the reason?

Sun Xiaojing felt Yang Ling’s warm embrace and his sturdy chest whispered:
I was born with congenital heart disease. According to the doctor, I may have lived for three months, but then I survived miraculously. I have been living so long now. I had a heart attack in the third year of high school. I had a heart attack. I was lying in the hospital for five months. At that time, my grandfather had passed away. Mom and Dad didn’t know where they were, except doctors and nurses. I don't see a relative, even with the students. I am alone in the hospital. I don't want to live a few times. The doctors in the hospital advised me that I am a miracle in the medical profession. Since I can survive and why I don’t want to continue to live, what you see today is the daughter of my uncle, Uncle Shen. Without his encouragement, I guess I am no longer there. Later, I slowly figured it out. I’m going to go to college, I’m going to see the scenery of the university, so even if it’s suddenly dead, my life is not a pity, my condition is getting better, after I am discharged, Jinling University of Posts and Telecommunications, but I don't like the boring numbers, so I wanted to transfer to school after half a year. After the help of the school leaders, I transferred to Jinling University, which is the archaeological institute of history that we have spent more than three years together. Professional, that is where I met you..."
Yang Ling did not speak, his body trembled involuntarily for a while, just holding her tightly with her arms, like a knife in the heart is poked in a hard poke.
Sun Xiaojing went on to say: "The heart disease is so uncomfortable! Can't be angry, can't exercise vigorously, can't cry, I can only be like a lonely doll, indifferently watching other people's emotions, Yang Ling, you know? Since wearing After you sent me the pendant, I feel that my heart and my body are much better. When I have nothing to do, I can go shopping and climb the mountain. A few days ago, you said that you want to come to Beijing to see me~EbookFREE.me~ I am happy. I can't sleep for a few days."
Yang Ling said: "Xiao Jing, I should see you earlier, I... I don't know your situation, but you can rest assured that I will make your illness better, and soon Become as powerful as a normal person."
Sun Xiaojing looked up and looked at him happily. "I know! This magical pendant will make me better. You can't take it back! Otherwise, even if you murder, hehe~!"
Yang Ling touched her smooth white beard like a fairy's cheek and smiled and said: "It is what I specially gave to you. I thought that you would be very cold in winter in Beijing, so I gave it to you for warmth, but I didn't expect it to cure. I’m sick, Xiao Jing, I’m here to bring you a gift, don’t know if you like it or not?

Yang Ling said, quietly reaching out to his back and gently grabbing it. The jewelry box with the jade jade bracelet and the earring ring appeared in his hands. He got her in front of him. "This is my gambling gamble." The trustee made a pair of jewelry, you open it!" (To be continued.)
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