Chapter 1027: You are my most beloved girl (3)

Chapter 1027 You Are My Most Beloved Girl (3)
Probably just after waking up, Li Xiaoxiao's mind and speech are not very coherent, and her reaction is still relatively slow, but she still understands when she sees it, and then looks back on her arm, stares at it for a while, muttering to herself He said: "I remember... I cut my wrist with a knife, and cut several times... Then I shed a lot of blood. When the blood stopped, I continued to cut... It hurts, but my heart hurts even more... "
Her eyes became clearer and her words became clearer, and she obviously remembered: "I remember that it was the strong man who came over the other day and said a lot of unfeeling words to me... I really couldn't stand it anymore. I have a headache, just thinking about it, so, so at night I just..."
"I thought I was dead..."
"Xiaoxiao..." Fang Zhiqiang listened to her a little bit of reminiscence of what happened that night, and his heart felt like a knife cut. He leaned against Li Xiaoxiao and pressed tightly to Li Xiaoxiao's face: "Don't think about it, Xiaoxiao, I’m sorry for you... I’m wrong, I shouldn’t say those things, I really know it’s wrong. I swear to you that I will never say anything to hurt you in this life. I have already told my uncles and aunts, I must stay with you, and I will never hurt you any more..."
"Yeah, Xiaoxiao, Qiangzi was also forced to do so because he didn't want to make you and uncle and aunt sad anymore, so he was confused for a while, thinking that this would be a complete break... But he didn't expect that you would be sad like this... He was really I regret it, you don’t know, you have been lying down for more than a week, and the strong son has been taking care of you. He has almost never left the ward, so he has never been with you anywhere. And he treated me, It's also a showdown with uncle and aunt. He has always loved you, but he didn't dare to face it and didn't dare to admit it. Now that you wake up, don't think about the sad things anymore. The future will be better." Wang Xia is also anxious. After all, at this moment, everyone could see that Li Xiaoxiao slowly remembered the reason for her suicide after waking up, and for her, this was undoubtedly relive the heartbreaking moment again.
However, Li Xiaoxiao hadn’t spoken for a long time, but his eyes became cold a little bit. Fang Zhiqiang felt panic because of such eyes. Such Li Xiaoxiao was completely strange to him, like another person, he involuntarily called out. A cry: "Xiaoxiao..."
Fang Zhiqiang instinctively realized that after waking up, Li Xiaoxiao, I am afraid he will never be the same Li Xiaoxiao, especially his feelings for him, I am afraid it will never be the same again. He stared at Li Xiaoxiao blankly. , But couldn't say anything.
Li Xiaoxiao turned his gaze back to him, it was a cold look he had never seen before, and immediately, what Li Xiaoxiao said made him feel like he fell into an ice cave.
What Li Xiaoxiao said was very simple, just a few words: "Fang Zhiqiang, you go, I don't want to see you."
"Xiaoxiao, I really love you, I know that I was wrong too badly and hurt you too deeply, can I make up for you in the future? You can beat me, hate me or something, but don't let me leave you. Is it?" After Fang Zhiqiang reacted, he endured the pain of a complete broken heart, begging bitterly.
He never imagined that one day he and Li Xiaoxiao's situation would be completely reversed. The way Li Xiaoxiao told him to leave was even colder and unfeeling than when he asked Li Xiaoxiao to leave. It was really at this moment that Fang Zhiqiang really understood how heart-wrenching Li Xiaoxiao had experienced.
However, in the end, Fang Zhiqiang walked out of the ward dejectedly, and Li Xiaoxiao only said a word, making him completely a wooden person. Li Xiaoxiao closed her eyes and didn't even want to look at him again. She just said nonchalantly: "Do you think it's not enough for me to commit suicide once. Do you want me to die again, more thoroughly?"
Fang Zhiqiang didn't dare anymore. At this moment, anyone who stopped in front of him and prevented him from seeing Li Xiaoxiao would only become his enemy, but for Li Xiaoxiao, he had no choice. He absolutely couldn't let Li Xiaoxiao commit suicide again, so He can only endure his heartache: "Okay, I'll go out first. I know that I have done too many wrongs and should not beg for your forgiveness, but please never hurt yourself again." Then he walked out silently Ward.
Of course Fang Zhiqiang didn't leave, and just sat on the bench in the corridor. The bitterness in my heart has reached the point where it cannot be added. He really didn't expect that Li Xiaoxiao committed suicide for him; and this way, he really awakened his feelings for Li Xiaoxiao. For so many days, he has guarded Li Xiaoxiao and awakened Li Xiaoxiao, but The first thing Li Xiaoxiao did after waking up was to drive him away. Fang Zhiqiang felt that this was simply the greatest mockery of fate, how he used to treat Li Xiaoxiao, now he is repaid in this way.
He doesn't care how fate retaliates against him, anyway, he has become used to it all these years. But what he couldn't accept was why his relationship with Li Xiaoxiao had to go through such twists and turns: Finally, he mustered up all the courage, but Li Xiaoxiao isolated his feelings.
But Fang Zhiqiang also knew that his heartache at this moment was nothing compared to what Li Xiaoxiao had experienced. The efforts he made were far from what Li Xiaoxiao did. Moreover, Li Xiaoxiao escaped once from the dead. For her, her former feelings may have become the most severe pain. She really should hate Fang Zhiqiang, and it is not so easy to forgive him.
It's just that Fang Zhiqiang knows that he won't back down as easily as before. Li Xiaoxiao hates him and refuses to forgive him, then he will work hard like Li Xiaoxiao once did to win Li Xiaoxiao's forgiveness.
"The twists and turns are twists and turns. Don't Tang Seng only get the scriptures after ninety-nine and eighty-one difficulties. No matter how difficult he is, soldiers will come to cover the water and earth. As long as he can be with Xiaoxiao in the end, I will not be afraid of anything." Fang Zhiqiang himself Comforting myself. In fact, it was purely to cheer himself up. The current situation left his heart empty, as if he was floating in the air and couldn't touch the ground.
Fang Zhiqiang sat on the bench like this for a long time, until the doctor came over to do the examination, and then there was Li Xiaoxiao's mother talking with Li Xiaoxiao, and there was a faint sob. Wang Xia just walked out, sat in front of him, looked forward and said, "The doctor said that there is basically no problem. Just wait for the stitches to be removed and stabilize, and wait for the body to recover."
Fang Zhiqiang nodded mechanically and did not speak. Then Wang Xia turned her head, glanced at him, and sighed: "You won't be hit by Xiaoxiao this way, you will start to retreat again, right?"
Fang Zhiqiang shook his head without even thinking about it: "No. If that were the case, I wouldn't be sitting here stupidly, so I just went back."