Chapter 1044: You are my most beloved girl (20)

Chapter 1044 You Are My Most Beloved Girl (20)
Fang Zhiqiang has been tossing over and over in bed like pancakes. He is obviously very tired, but everything is upside-down in his head, and he still has a room with Li Xiaoxiao, so he really can’t sleep and wants to talk to Li Xiaoxiao, but I was afraid that Li Xiaoxiao would ignore him, so I was particularly entangled.
"Are you unable to sleep?" Li Xiaoxiao finally couldn't help but ask him aloud.
Fang Zhiqiang was overjoyed, and a Gu Lu turned over and said, "Yeah, yeah, Xiaoxiao, can't you fall asleep? You watched the long night, would you like me to tell you a story? Or could you tell me? "
Li Xiaoxiao paused, and said lightly: "Then tell me, I'm asleep."
Fang Zhiqiang was choked. In fact, there is no story about him. He was just looking for words, and said bit the bullet, "Will you listen to the story of Little Red Riding Hood and Big Bad Wolf? Or Seven Fairies Going Down to the World? Or that Ali Baba and A certain treasure...ah no, Alibaba and the Forty Thieves..."
"If you can't sleep in the room, you should go outside." Li Xiaoxiao's voice is not so cold, but when he said this, it was tantamount to pour cold water on Fang Zhiqiang. Fang Zhiqiang could only lie down in frustration: "Then I'll go to sleep." This time he didn't dare to move, and he didn't even dare to get out of the air, for fear that it would upset Li Xiaoxiao again, really. Let him out.
However, after a while, I heard Li Xiaoxiao speak: "Fang Zhiqiang, if you were with me like this before, I would be very happy, especially happy, because the happiness I want is that simple. But then you didn’t. I am willing to give...Now you finally gave it, but I think I may not want it or need it. Waiting for too long is too costly and I am already disappointed. There may be really no fate between me and you. It’s when one loves and the other doesn’t love... Fang Zhiqiang, really don’t do this. Seeing you do this, you will think of me, so stupid and so pathetic..."
Li Xiaoxiao still couldn't help but said what was in his heart.
Fang Zhiqiang felt heavier in his heart, and it took a long time to say: "Xiaoxiao, I really hope that you can come back to me and we love each other. But even if you don't want to, I will still give you the same, no matter when. Because this is what I want."
"Indeed, when I was doing these things for you, I couldn’t help but think of who you used to be. At that time, when you did this for me, what kind of mood was it. I didn’t feel tired or lost, or anything else. Only happy and willing. When a person loves another, he can really give everything for him. I also really understand how much you love me."
Li Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and replied slowly: "That's all in the past. I really don't love you anymore. And why do you say that you love me? You rejected me repeatedly because of each other. The family conditions are different, because you still love Yaxin, you can’t forget her, because I’m too self-willed... Is it because of my suicide that the reason you rejected me is no longer established? Our family is still Just put it there, you can't completely cut off your feelings for Yaxin just because I committed suicide once. These are two things that have nothing to do with each other. As for my character, suicide just proves that I am more willful than anyone else. , I don’t even cherish life, and I’m not a suitable person to be a partner. Being with you will only make you scared. I don’t know what I will do on impulse..."
"So I thought, you still don’t have love for me. It’s just that suicide makes you feel scared and makes you worry that I will be impulsive in the future. You feel responsible for me, and maybe even my parents let you Treat me like this, let you be with me. This is the most possible." Li Xiaoxiao is really calm now, so calm that Fang Zhiqiang feels strange.
"Xiaoxiao!" Fang Zhiqiang raised her voice and interrupted her, "I admit that I lied to you so much that you can't believe me."
"In fact, I have always loved you, but I have been denying it, so I dare not admit it. Your suicide really made me scared, not because I was afraid of what would happen to you impulsively, but I was afraid that I would lose you."
"In fact, I heard what you said to Wang Xia. I want to say, I really didn't stay with you because of responsibility or other reasons. I don't know if you remember the first time you woke up. The thing, did you hear the words I said to you, it should be those words that made you wake up. I said to you, I want to take your troubles away from here, leave far away, go to where you most want to go Hoh Xil, hug you on the horse, to write our free love. Do you think these will be responsibilities?"
"I didn't forget what you told me, and I really want to do it with you. And do you remember that song?" Fang Zhiqiang said, shaking a little, he took out his phone Turn on the player and once again give up on "You are my most beloved girl".
Accompanied by Wang Feng's familiar singing voice, Fang Zhiqiang slowly said: "I think that day, this song and those words awakened you. This is what I want to say to you the most, all in this song. This There is no responsibility in the song, only desperate love, which is what I want to give you the most."
"Xiaoxiao, I won't use words to prove anything to you anymore. I hope I will use time to prove to you." Fang Zhiqiang stopped saying, he got up and got out of bed, walked to Xiaoxiao's bed, and gave a gentle hug again. She asked her forehead and said in a low voice: "Xiaoxiao, I love you."
At the moment he turned around, Li Xiaoxiao cried silently in the darkness. No matter how hard she tried to resist and try to control herself, Fang Zhiqiang could still defeat all the defenses in her heart with one sentence. Li Xiaoxiao didn't understand why, even if he had paid the price of his life, he still couldn't let go of the love of Zhiqiang, why would he still burst into tears because of his simple three words.
Wang Feng's desolate singing still reverberated in the ward, while Li Xiaoxiao cried silently for a long time.
This is another night where both of them can't sleep.
Early the next morning, Fang Zhiqiang wore dark circles under his eyes and yawned, helping Li Xiaoxiao get up and wash. Perhaps after the confession last night, Li Xiaoxiao's heart was shocked. Although she did not agree to Fang Zhiqiang, she was obviously not so cold anymore, so she was very clever to let Fang Zhiqiang take care of him.
Then at this time, there was a knock on the door outside. Fang Zhiqiang's heart suddenly became tense. It was such an early hour that it was impossible for a doctor to make a round of the ward, but don't be the messy reporters or something. After knowing that Yamei had another accident, it made a comeback. He held a heart, and asked as he walked over: "Who?"