Chapter 1218: Mid-Autumn Festival (six)

Chapter 1218 Mid-Autumn Festival (6)
Fang Zhiqiang couldn't make any progress at that time. Lao Wang's daughter was a barrister in Shanghai and went to Australia. All of these keywords, besides Yaxin, who else can?
In the old-fashioned community, many of the former colleagues and friends live in them. They all know each other, and they can't hide their affairs from others. In addition, they can chat and pass the time every day.
A few old people were getting older and didn’t pay attention to Fang Zhiqiang listening from a distance. Anyway, they had nothing to do except small talk. They were still saying vigorously:
The old Wang’s family is also suffering. Filial piety. I didn’t get married at a young age, so I got pregnant with the child first, and got married. The man didn’t wait for the banquet to go away. What’s this? I didn’t listen to them all, but afterwards they got married and left. No one knows what’s going on. Anyway, it’s probably a bad time. If it’s good, how can you go so far quietly? Both parents don’t want it. Look at the old Wang’s house every day. No, if the girl is doing well, can it be like this?"
Another old man also turned his head and said: "Who wants to raise a son for others? Lao Wang's daughters are like this, I am afraid it will be difficult to find someone. If she doesn't go far, what can she do if she stays at home?"
"Don't talk about it, Lao Wang's family is also kind, these are other people's things, who can tell? What are you doing for others? Blood pressure and blood sugar have gone up, and let people buy you medicine?"
"That's right, don't talk about it, who can feel comfortable with such things? Besides, they are all old neighbors, and they are all so old. Who knows that something will happen to him one day, don't just say it. Others."
"Isn't this just going to be idle, just say a few words. The festival is coming soon, have you all bought everything for the festival?" The old man who had mentioned the conversation said before, shaking the fan and changing the subject: "Hey, you guys. Can I see it in two days? There is a shop on the street next to the county government, and at the crossroads. It is said to be a supermarket, but it only sells fruits, vegetables and meat. It is just like a vegetable market. Let me tell you that it will open tomorrow. Looking at the leaflets they sent, things are really cheap."
"Then let's take a look together tomorrow. It just happens to be home for the holidays. I can buy more and eat it. If they can't finish it, let them pack it back and put it in the refrigerator."
Several people were still discussing lively, and Fang Zhiqiang was completely stunned while carrying something. The situation of Wang Yaxin's parents is far more serious than he thought. These old people are the old neighbors of Wang Yaxin's parents. They have already spoken mercilessly. In their mouths, they still look like this. What about the others? How would you say it? Fang Zhiqiang knows very well that Wang Yaxin's parents are both self-esteem people. How can they bear these rumors?
And the culprit of all this is not someone else but himself.
Fang Zhiqiang didn't know how he got on the elevator or how he got to Wang Yaxin's door. I don’t know if it’s a psychological effect. He always feels that the corridor is a lot darker. The familiar anti-theft door seems to be rusty, and there are faint red couplets that are not torn off. Everything seems to be getting old and old. , I don't know what the people in the room look like.
Fang Zhiqiang tears in his eyes, but he still didn't have the courage to raise his hand and knock on the door. The courage he had been upheaval all the time seemed to have been exhausted on the way here. He really couldn't bear it, and he couldn't look at the suddenly old faces of Wang Yaxin's parents, as well as the heartbroken look. I don't want to irritate them anymore and re-evoke their injuries. He came as long as he wanted to, but his appearance was not a kind of harm to Wang Yaxin's parents? He even directly tore the unhealed heart again. Even the old people chatting downstairs said that he was unbelievable. How much should Wang Yaxin's parents hate him? At this age, they can only miss Yaxin and Xiaoyu, not themselves, who has brought them misfortunes.
Fang Zhiqiang covered his mouth, leaned his head against the wall, and cried silently. He wanted to see them so much, to bring them comfort, and to find some warm shadows of the past from them. But how can such a selfish idea be realized? How could he still comfort them? Thinking of the furious and sad face of Wang Yaxin's mother when he came back after escaping when they got married for the first time, Fang Zhiqiang knew very well that they couldn't even want to see themselves.
In the end, Fang Zhiqiang raised his hand several times, but it still didn't fall down and didn't knock on the door. He silently dragged his heavy back, carrying things, and walked slowly to the fire escape. No one there, no one would find him as an unwelcome person. He could not enter Wang Yaxin’s house, could not see the two old people, but he was reluctant to leave. This was the only way to stay here, even if only The time for that short meeting.
Fang Zhiqiang was weeping, smoking cigarettes one by one, and a lot of cigarette butts were piled up on the ground not long after. He felt that it was not cigarettes that burned, but his soul, his whole heart. It also seems that he is paying homage to him, the time he can never return, and the sincerity he has given. He doesn't regret it, but the wound hurts really hurts. He wished that he could be burned clean like a cigarette, with only a little soul left, nostalgic lingering in the world, and finally disappearing with the wind, so that there would be no more pain and no debt.
Fang Zhiqiang sat in the fire escape for a long, long time, until he had smoked a whole pack of cigarettes, and rummaged all over his body. He couldn't find a cigarette anymore, and his eyes were already dry, and there were no tears, but swelling. It was uncomfortable, and outside, the sun also set a little bit, seeing the sky soon dark.
"Dad, Mom." Fang Zhiqiang stood up, facing the direction of Wang Yaxin's house, whispered, "In my heart, you will always be my parents. I wish I could be your family for the rest of my life. I'm sorry. ...I hurt too many people and made Yaxin leave you. I'm sorry, I really have no face to see you, and I don't want to make you sad...You must take care and take care of yourself."
Fang Zhiqiang finally said I'm sorry, then, facing the direction of Wang Yaxin's house, he knelt down and respectfully knocked three heads.
According to the custom in many places, when getting married, you have to bow down to both parents. However, the two marriages between Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin are considered two marriages. They all ended without disease and there was no formal wedding at all, so he has never bowed down to Wang Yaxin’s parents. . It can only be this time, expressing one's mind from a distance like this. Besides, he didn't know what else he could do.