Chapter 1226: Mid-Autumn Festival (14)

Chapter 1226 Mid-Autumn Festival (fourteen)
"Okay. It's all arranged for you." Wang Xia looked at Li Xiaoxiao, she wanted to say nothing, obviously wanting to ask how she was so embarrassed, but seeing Li Xiaoxiao's haggard and embarrassed appearance, she sighed and pulled her immediately. Going to the bathroom, I went to help her change and wash her clothes: "Hurry up and see what you are like. Don't say you are my sister when you go out. I don't have such a persuasive sister."
Li Xiaoxiao whispered: "Sister, thank you." She went in and washed her clothes. When I came out for a long time, I finally regained some energy. Looking around briefly, it turned out that, as Ran Yuming said, there were Doraemons everywhere in the room, big and small, and all kinds of them. "Sister, you can open an exhibition here."
"You came to me to visit my Doraemon, right?" Wang Xia was still not asleep, leaning on the bed thinking about things and waiting for Li Xiaoxiao: "You are going to the guest room to sleep like before, with me "Looking at Li Xiaoxiao's appearance, he said indifferently: "Still with me, I guess you can't sleep alone."
Li Xiaoxiao nodded and went to lie down in the bed very obediently. The sisters lay heads side by side. Wang Xia sighed: "Now I can say it? Where are you going and what is going on? I am angry with Qiangzi again? The key is how it is so serious, and you can see how it was when you came here. ?"
"Sister, it has nothing to do with Qiangzi..." Li Xiaoxiao said hesitantly, "Maybe, it won't matter anymore in the future."
Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Xia are about the same age. In terms of personality, Wang Xia has always been the eldest sister, while Li Xiaoxiao is relatively weak. Since childhood, Wang Xia has been protecting Li Xiaoxiao, so Li Xiaoxiao will always be like Wang Xia. Xia went and said.
"I think Qiangzi and I are still not suitable, and love may not be what I thought before." Li Xiaoxiao said bitterly, even if he had made up his mind to do so, even in the embarrassment just now, I felt that I had already taken everything. After venting out of sadness, but thinking of many things, I still can't stop feeling sad.
Wang Xia was not too excited, but asked her calmly, "This is why you were like that? It was the decision you made after quarreling with the strong son? What happened?"
"We didn't quarrel." Li Xiaoxiao wanted to smile and couldn't laugh. There seemed to be no quarrel between her and Qiangzi. If it was really a big quarrel, if all the problems were exposed, there might be a thorough The solution, but she is already very tired.
"Sister, I don't want to talk too much about specific things, because there is nothing to say, emotional matters, there is often no reason to explain, otherwise there won't be so many idiotic men and women, it should be a happy ending. If it is certain If you want to talk about the reasons, I can only say that he and I don’t actually have a deep emotional basis. It may be that all my attachments at the beginning were derived from my own imagination. Without these accidents, it would be impossible for me and him to get there. Together. So now I often feel tired and confused. Love shouldn’t be like this. It’s not what I want.

When saying these words, Li Xiaoxiao was actually thinking blankly about what kind of love he wanted. What she instinctively thought was that a long time ago, she and Qiangzi lived in Liu Yan’s cabin. The two of them cooked and ate together, making noise or making jokes about small things. Individuals devote themselves wholeheartedly, whether hugging or kissing, are the most devoted and sweetest, to enjoy the sweetness and beauty of love. There are two imagined people in Hoh Xil, riding horses and galloping freely. The simplest is the happiest, and that is exactly the look of love she is most looking forward to. The love she imagined is always the same from beginning to end. It doesn’t need so many ups and downs, nor does it need to live and die. It’s just two people. It’s just two people. Little bit of precipitation and sublimation.
But from the beginning to the end, the love between her and Qiangzi was not like this, without the expectation and enthusiasm at the beginning. Although the two people are together, they are not the love they want. The gap is far away. , When she looked back, she found that even the original feelings had changed.
Wang Xia was a little dazed when she heard it, and stared at Li Xiaoxiao in a daze: "You have given everything for him, made changes for him, learned so many things that you have never encountered before, to support his career and take care of him. Self-esteem didn’t dare to let him know that even engagement could escape. You used to be such a good girl, how many times have you violated your parents’ wishes for him, don’t you remember? You even committed suicide for him. And he is also with people for you. Fighting, conspiracy and scheming are all used. When you were hospitalized, he watched you day and night, and refused to leave almost a step, helping you fulfill your wish, helping you get Ami back, and even Zheng Mingjie almost killed him , But you beg him to let Zheng Mingjie go, and he did the same. Since you returned to Yamei, he has always stood behind you. You also know what he used to treat you and what changes he has made for you now. I also asked He has been with him many times, and he is very firm and sure about his feelings for you. Do you think this is not love? There are many kinds of love, from long streams to vigorous, and from plain to plain, which is true. There is no fixed pattern. You have been the biggest Isn’t his wish to get him with him?"
"What did you say at that time, except for him, you cannot fall in love with others, and you have indeed met many other people. It can even be said that there is no shortage of outstanding men around you, but except for the strong son, you have Have you ever been so overwhelmed for others? If at that time, when you just recovered, you wanted to break with him because you couldn’t forgive him, I can understand, but after experiencing so many things, he finally recognized his feelings. When you recognize that love is true for you and willing to do everything for you, you say this is not the love you want. Xiaoxiao, do you think this is a joke?"
Wang Xia said with a heartache: "Could it be that the love you want is a great sacrifice, without a result? You only enjoy the process of pursuing love? How could it be possible? Think about the time when you saw him with others. , How painful and desperate you are, how can everything change after you get it?"
"Xiaoxiao, love can’t be a smooth process. There will definitely be many accidents. It can’t be a lifetime of sweet love. If you eat too much sugar, you will have tooth decay and diabetes. There will be some that will make you feel sad and disappointed. Quarrel and quarrel. But if you break up when you are sad, then everyone in the world will be bachelor."