Chapter 1310: Selling and singing (8)

Chapter 1310
He also likes Huang Wanting very much, cherishes it, and feels very distressed. Thinking of the suffering and grievance she has suffered, he can't help but want to protect her and prevent her from being hurt a little bit. But is that kind of feeling love? He even couldn't help thinking about this word now. When he thought of it, he thought of Li Xiaoxiao's face in tears and the figure of his decisive back when he left.
"Wanting..." Fang Zhiqiang said hard, but didn't know what to say. Huang Wanting is a very good girl. To fall in love with her should indeed be a happy thing, but the current self has long been an insulator of happiness, and probably has no relationship with this word all her life.
Huang Wanting waved her hand: "Qianzi, don't talk. I know what you want to say, you will say that we are good friends, you cherish me, but what I want is not just to cherish, nor to be a good friend. . And all of this, you and I know it well, you can’t give it to me.

"She said that I am more suitable for you, and it is true. No matter what, I am more suitable for you than you and her." Huang Wanting looked at him and said quietly, "but she overlooked a little, suitable It does not necessarily mean that I love you and you also love me. Love is always unreasonable. It does not mean that two people can love each other if they are right. This is how I and you. And love may not make people happy. Even many people have been tortured to death, but still want love. That's how you and her are."
"Qiangzi, the authorities are obsessed with the bystander. Maybe her actions hurt you. But your look and every tiny movement of you have betrayed you. You still love her, and you can't fall in love with me. "Huang Wanting looked up at the sky, took a long breath, and then reached out to Fang Zhiqiang: "Give me a cigarette."
Fang Zhiqiang silently took out a cigarette and lighted it for her. He also lighted one. The two were smoking cigarettes silently. Suddenly he heard the sound of sobbing next to him. He turned his head and saw that Huang Wanting was already She burst into tears.
This strong girl, no matter how many setbacks and hardships she has experienced, has almost never cried, but at this moment, she finally did not conceal her fragility and finally shed tears.
"Wanting, don't cry, okay?" Fang Zhiqiang felt his heart tighten. A man who almost never shed tears suddenly cried. The heartbreak behind this is invisible, but one can imagine. He stretched out his hand slowly, and finally hugged Huang Wanting, which was the only comfort he could give. In fact, they were the same poor people that night. He lost his love, but Huang Wanting did not get it.
"Let me cry once, just this time." Huang Wanting whispered, leaning gently on his shoulder, and said with tears: "Qiangzi, I told you this, in fact, I know that it is impossible for me to be with you, nor There will be results, but I still don’t want to. In the end, I don’t even have the opportunity to let you know. I am also very hard..."
In fact, she worked harder than anyone else, but in the end it was just such a faint sentence, Fang Zhiqiang could not help crying, and could only hold her tighter. "Sorry, Wanting..."
"There is nothing to be sorry for. I have helped you, you have helped me, and we have been with each other. This is already very good. I should say that I am sorry, but love. It has never been willing to play cards according to common sense. Regardless of how people feel. Qiangzi, you just don't love me, you just love her. There is nothing wrong with this disease, so there is no need to say sorry..." Huang Wanting murmured.
After smoking a cigarette, Huang Wanting watched the last light go out, and her tears gradually stopped silently. Finally, she said softly: "Hankatsu, I'm leaving. Change to another place and go far, far away. , To be truly free to live the way you want. And you must be happy."
"Where are you going?" Fang Zhiqiang's heart seemed to be severely hit by a heavy hammer. He has lost Li Xiaoxiao and love. Is he even going to lose even Huang Wanting's friendship?
Huang Wanting shook her head: "Don't ask, Qiangzi. I will be on my way until I find the happiness that truly belongs to me. I have not been happy all these years, and the ones you gave were only borrowed, so In the end, I still have to set off and look for it."
Fang Zhiqiang felt sad for a while. He understood Huang Wanting and knew that Huang Wanting had already made up his mind, and they really faced a difference. He had a hunch that Huang Wanting would leave his life from then on.
Under such circumstances, he couldn’t and didn’t have the heart to be with Huang Wanting, and he couldn’t give her happiness and love, and he blindly forced her to stay. By his side, it might hurt her even more, Fang Zhiqiang Opening his mouth, he couldn't tell to stay in the end.
Huang Wanting smiled and said: "Qianzi, go find her. You and her are just misunderstanding, although I told her that trust is the basis of feelings, and feelings without trust cannot be sustained. But you have gone so far together. The wind and rain, love each other so deeply, you must believe that love can eliminate a lot of doubts and rebuild your trust. If you don’t believe me, ask your own heart. Does it hurt when she goes? I think she is more than you Pain, she just cares too much, but she doesn't understand love, so she is so blind and hurts each other. If you are still in love, don't leave regrets. Don't regret the misses every night in the future."
After Huang Wanting said this, she stood up and picked up the guitar next to her: "Give me this guitar. It's the last memorial. Hadron, I'm leaving."
When she got up, she bent down gently, like a gust of wind, leaving a faint kiss on Fang Zhiqiang's forehead, and then strode away.
Fang Zhiqiang sat alone for a long, long time, but he didn't know where to go. In the end, he could only get up and go home blankly. He is tired now, and just wants to calm himself down before thinking about what to do in the future.
Fang Zhiqiang actually didn't know if he was asleep all night, Li Xiaoxiao, Huang Wanting, and even Wang Yaxin flashed in his mind repeatedly...All the confused feelings were intertwined, making him feel like his mind exploded. , And then at dawn he found that he had a fever. After all, it was such a day. After a long period of cold wind, he finally caught a cold.
Perhaps it was psychological reasons. Fang Zhiqiang’s illness this time was more fierce than any other time. He only felt very cold in bed, he kept fever, and his father was so anxious that he was sent directly to the hospital for emergency treatment. It was an infusion and an injection. After a few days of tossing, the fever was finally gone, and the talent was relieved.
At this time, Wang Xia called and told him a message: "Xiaoxiao is gone."