Chapter 133: Impulse (1)

Chapter 133 Impulse (1)
"Yaxin...I'm sorry, I just...I was really...on an impulse, I..." Fang Zhiqiang said to Wang Yaxin again with guilt, but was interrupted again by Wang Yaxin.
"I've said it, I forgot what I just said, nothing happened." Wang Yaxin interrupted Fang Zhiqiang's words, his tone was a little impatient.
After speaking, Wang Yaxin might also feel that her tone was a little too heavy. He looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and then said: "You...don't feel too guilty. I don't blame you. I know you are not such a person. Everyone. They are all grown-ups. There are some things that everyone knows and understands. Just assume that nothing has happened. Can you still sleep?"
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned and shook his head.
"Such a good moon, accompany me to eat some mooncakes and chat for a while, and I can't sleep anymore." Wang Yaxin said. After all this, neither Fang Zhiqiang nor Wang Yaxin can sleep anymore.
Wang Yaxin took Fang Zhiqiang directly into the yard. There was a table in the yard. After Wang Yaxin let Fang Zhiqiang sit down, he went into the house again, poured two cups of tea, and came over with a box of moon cakes.
"Taste this moon cake. This moon cake was specially customized by the manufacturer and given to some customers. The taste should be good." Wang Yaxin wrapped the clothes wrapped around her body, took out a moon cake and handed it to Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang nodded, said thank you, and accepted Wang Yaxin's moon cake.
"I haven't seen the moon in such a calm mind for many years. I suddenly felt that the moon is still so round and beautiful, the same as when I was a child. It's just that the moon is still that moon, but people are different. I really responded to that sentence. Every year, every year is similar, and every year is different.
Wang Yaxin sat there and took a sip of tea, looking at the moon and sighing.
Fang Zhiqiang ate a moon cake with two mouthfuls. The taste was very good. He knew that the moon cake was not cheap. Fang Zhiqiang took a sip of tea, lit a cigarette and smoked. He watched the moon in the sky and listened to Wang Yaxin's sigh. He didn't speak, but he felt no less than Wang Yaxin at the moment.
"Fang Zhiqiang, do you have ideals?" Wang Yaxin looked at the moon in the sky and asked Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. Before he could speak, Wang Yaxin went on to say: "I actually liked watching the moon when I was in school. At that time, teenage girls had many beautiful dreams. They were very simple. I still remember me. I also wrote a novel, a novel about the moon, which is a love story to be precise. Now think about it, although it is naive, it is very beautiful."
"I have an ideal since I was a teenager. I hope that when I grow up I can be a lawyer, a barrister, how simple my idea was at that time. I wonder if you have seen those Hong Kong movies and TV shows, the lawyers in them Very powerful. At that time, I was determined to be like them, punishing and eliminating evil, just like I am a savior, fighting all darkness for justice and bringing fairness and justice to society. So I have been working hard for so many years Struggling, fighting for this dream, I studied desperately and was admitted to a very good university, and then I took the lawyer’s certificate and became a trainee lawyer, and later became a full-fledged lawyer. However, the more I went, the more I discovered the original How ridiculous my dream is, and the more I walk down, I will be farther and farther away from my original dream. Where is absolute fairness and justice in this world? It is impossible to have absolute light, and the bigger the sun, the shadow will be It’s very dark. I finally deviated from my original intention. I changed from a lawyer to a businessman. So, today, I don’t know whether I succeeded or failed, and I don’t know whether I should be happy. It should be sad." Wang Yaxin said slowly.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin with some surprise. This was the first time he heard Wang Yaxin say these things to himself. Fang Zhiqiang knew that Wang Yaxin actually had many things in his heart, and he also knew even better that although this woman was an understatement, it is definitely not so easy for a woman to walk alone to this day.
"Living in the present, I have always liked this sentence. What about success? What about failure? I think the most important thing in life is to live in the present and live happily. If all you want is not what you want Yes, even if you have more, what can you do? Still unhappy." Fang Zhiqiang said lightly.
"Yes, living in the present, who doesn't understand this truth, but it is simple to say, but it is not that simple to do it. How many people can truly be so free and easy, people are always a kind of desire and dissatisfaction. Animals." Wang Yaxin sighed.
"I think it's actually not that difficult. Before you do everything, you should ask yourself what you want in your heart. Follow your own heart and things will not be that complicated." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head. Then he said: "In fact, I am such a person. I am a very casual person. Many people scold me, scold me for not being self-motivated, and scold me for nothing. It is true that I have nothing to do today, but I am not Regret, not sad. Everything I do is actually what I think in my heart. I never do things against my heart. Including debts, including resignation and coming to Shanghai, everything seems ridiculous to others , But I still insist on doing it, and I don’t regret it. In fact, in my opinion, happiness is as simple as that. Whatever you think in your heart, do what you do, don’t force yourself to do things you don’t want or do ."
Wang Yaxin did not speak, and said after a long time: "Yes, no wonder you can live so free and easy. However, I can't do it. My pain is actually that I want too much and want to stick to too much, so , Make myself painful. I want to prove to him that without him I can live very well and very well. Without him, I can also raise my son by myself, and I can also give him a very good life , I will educate my son very well. I want to make him regret and make him regret abandoning our mother and son. For so many years, I have been striving for this goal. I was a barrister. I have a very good reputation and worth. Also high, as long as I want, I can work easily and make a lot of money, but I am not satisfied, I want to make more money, I want to make myself and Xiaoyu live better and better. So I resigned from the original law firm, and for this reason, I fell out with my good friends before, and I founded the current law firm by myself."