Chapter 1334: Yaxin ending chapter let go (7)

Chapter 1334 Yaxin's ending chapter let go (7)
Fang Zhiqiang stared at Wang Xia blankly. In this exhausting see-saw, everyone was scarred, including Wang Xia. Wang Xia has always been a person who needs feelings very much. In fact, her feelings for herself are not necessarily less than that of Li Xiaoxiao or anyone. It's just that she knows that some feelings cannot be possessed and can only be let go. Because she was still thinking about Li Xiaoxiao, she didn't want to hurt Li Xiaoxiao.
But in the end, she gave up her happiness, but Li Xiaoxiao still did not get the happiness as she hoped, instead, she walked away silently with sadness and pain. So how could Wang Xia not be sad and angry and hate herself.
"I believe you so much, I believe you will love her well and give her happiness. You killed her. I still think you will help her get better. What happened? Fang Zhiqiang, you finally forced her away now. Are you happy? Satisfied? Finally as you wish you can be with the person you really like, then why do you come back to find her? Worried that she will not go far enough and not thorough enough, will disturb your happiness again? Fang Zhiqiang, let me tell you , You can rest assured that Xiaoxiao will not be this kind of person! She has been really hurt by you. She has walked and died. She also really understands completely. Let her go. Quietly, don't bother you anymore, okay?" Wang Xia said as she cried, crying very sad.
"Wang Xia, I'm sorry..." Fang Zhiqiang could only repeat this sentence again and again. However, he also knew that these three useless words would only cause Wang Xia to become more angry and sad. "But whether you believe it or not, things are not what you think. Xiaoxiao walks too quickly, and there are many things that she prefers to bear alone rather than speak out. I did not deceive Xiaoxiao or deliberately hurt her. Ya Xin’s appearance was really just an accident. I really didn’t know about this until last night... Many, many, not what you think... But I also know that the harm to Xiaoxiao is a real thing. ."
"I really never thought about going back to Yaxin's side. Some things are over and over, and I really can't go back again... From the moment I was sure to be with Xiaoxiao, I didn't waver. You believe it. Don’t believe me, but I really want to be with her. Yaxin came back because of the child’s condition... and then there are some places that need my help... I am really sorry for Xiaoxiao, knowing this choice, for her to come It was unfair and I imposed it on her, but I really didn’t think about going to get back with Yaxin and abandon her..." Fang Zhiqiang said, thinking of the scene where Li Xiaoxiao turned around, and burst into tears. Has overflowed again.
"I asked her to tell her that I love her... I don't want her to endure the pain because of the mistakes and choices I made. I want to say sorry to her and ask her to come back to me... "Fang Zhiqiang said painfully, "I know, I was too wrong and begged her too hard..."
Wang Xia stared at him coldly for a long time before finally speaking, "Fang Zhiqiang, do you know? It is really sad to fall in love with you. Even if you are loved by you, this life is probably also related to happiness." No fate. Look at all those who have loved you, which one you have loved, which one has a good ending? Nie Qian is already the luckiest one, but how much hardship has she suffered? Fang Zhiqiang, in the end Why? Why can’t you give happiness to the person you love or the person who loves you? It’s fine if you can’t give it, why should everyone bear the pain!"
"...I really don't know." Fang Zhiqiang really couldn't answer this question. Wang Xia’s question is not wrong at all. All the women around him who have a relationship with him are Nie Qian, then Wang Yaxin, Li Xiaoxiao, and Wang Xia. Everyone has to bear what he brings. Pain is far more than happiness...why? A word flashed in Fang Zhiqiang's mind again: Peach Blossom... Could it be said that the words of the fortune-teller really came true? Is he really doomed to all the love in this life, and eventually all belong to bitterness? He can't end well, and he himself will end up in a desolate situation?
Wang Xia turned her face away and did not look at him stupefied, she wiped away her tears for a long time: "Actually, I know that although Xiaoxiao chose to leave because of you, it is not only because of your fault, but just such feelings. It really made her desperate. She really needs to find a place to calm herself down. This is the letter she left me. I will know after reading it, what is going on."
"But I still can't forgive you, Fang Zhiqiang, when you first assured Xiaoxiao, to me, to everyone that you would give her happiness, you did not do what you promised." Wang Xia He said coldly, then took out a folded piece of paper from his pocket, unfolded it and handed it to him: "This is a letter left by Xiaoxiao. It is for me, but it should be for you. She didn't blame you. Instead, it is for you to pursue the happiness you really want. Therefore, Fang Zhiqiang, please stop here and stop disturbing her. If it is not really going to let go, Xiaoxiao would not do it. "
Fang Zhiqiang tremblingly accepted the letter, a thin piece of paper, as if it had a great strength, so that he could barely hold it. With tears in his eyes, he could only see a few lines: "...Sister, I believe you will understand me. I just want to pursue another way of life. You know, everything nowadays is actually a lot of me I don’t like it. There used to be a strong son, for him I can let myself go on; but when I turned around, I really put him down in my heart, and I felt truly free. The outside world is very vast, I want Go to more places and do more things that I want to do. Sister, there are really many, many places that I want to go, and there are many things I want to do. Losing love and gaining a bigger world, I I think this is not a loss. So, I don’t blame anyone or hate anyone, I just want to go on quietly..."
"Don't blame the strong son, he is very kind, but in reality, our abilities are often very limited. There is no way and difficulty to save all sentient beings. After all, our arms are so small, and there are only so few who can be warm. Just a few of them. Qiangzi, after all, he is not a hero, he is just an ordinary person. There are many things, I know he wants to do well, but it is really difficult, difficult..."
The letter is neither long nor short. Fang Zhiqiang didn’t finish reading it. He couldn’t read it anymore. The words and sentences were very calm, but that calm meant that Li Xiaoxiao really wanted to open it and let it go, so Write this down calmly.
Tears fell on the paper drop by drop, wetting Li Xiaoxiao's delicate handwriting.