Chapter 1337: Yaxin ending chapter let go (ten)

Chapter 1337 Yaxin's ending chapter let go (ten)
"I have never believed in destiny, because if I believed it, I deserved to accept its arrangement. I should stay in the small village and I couldn't come out and wouldn't meet you... Or I should accept my order as a courier and be a manager. Bullying and exploiting, every day the wind blows and the sun can’t see any hope; set up a small stall in the vegetable market and go to be a hawker honestly. If we say fate, those should be my destiny.
Fang Zhi Qiang said angrily, "But I don't believe in my fate or accept my fate. I'm not willing to live like that for the rest of my life. I have fought and it has indeed changed. But in the end, I still have to accept this so-called fate and watch it take me away. Are you happy? What did I do wrong?"
"Yaxin, can I ask you a question?" Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and looked at Wang Yaxin.
"You said." Wang Yaxin also looked at him.
"Is it true that I am a person who is not worthy of love and has no ability to give others happiness? Should everyone stay far away from me, I am also far away from the one I love, and do nothing, Because no matter what I do, the only thing I bring to them in the end is pain?"
What he thought of was what Wang Xia said, and the facts proved that what Wang Xia said was not wrong. Maybe he really has the so-called peach blossom evil on his body, which will harm every girl who loves him or is loved by him. He didn't want to believe this, but the pain in front of him made him really at a loss.
This is actually a series of questions, and Wang Yaxin can't answer it either. If she can understand, maybe two people will not stand here like this today.
But for Fang Zhiqiang’s last question, she could only shook her head sadly: "No, Qiangzi, it’s not what you think. I was really happy with you before, otherwise I won’t marry you, I I really want to live with you for a lifetime... I think you should remember the time we spent together. It's just that in the end it's a realistic reason, too much, too heavy, and I don't want to bear it. It's not your fault, Hadron, you didn't do anything wrong. It's just that there are too many unfairness in this world. Some things are really hard to change."
They used to open up their hearts at close range so many times to pour out all their thoughts and worries like each other, but after each confession, they would cheer up. No one is as heavy as they are now, because at this moment What they face is an unsolvable problem.
"But we still have to work hard, otherwise, it will only be more painful than it is now." Wang Yaxin tried hard to cheer Fang Zhiqiang up. She really couldn't bear to see Fang Zhiqiang lonely and sad. "A lot of life's pain is the source. Yu didn’t have the ability to make choices; and the other half, maybe faced with too many choices and didn’t know how to do it.
Wang Yaxin smiled reluctantly and said,
Anyway, Hadron, if I didn’t have Efforts, maybe after Xue Kai left, I will be helpless, and even afraid of others’ cold eyes, I may just cut off... Then I will not be able to meet you, maybe it may not be like today. But I met You, no matter how painful you are, I do not regret it. I know that pain is sometimes the price of happiness. For me, even if happiness is short, it is worth it..."
"Until today I still believe that as long as I work hard, everything will still be possible and hopeful. Just like Xiaoyu, if I give up, he will be like this in his life. Neither he nor me would be willing to do so. I don't want to be like this...so no matter what, I will keep working hard."
There were still tears in Wang Yaxin's eyes, but a smile was working her face. Life has given her too many hardships. From the long distance after the divorce to Xiaoyu's recurrence of illness, she has no idea how many times she was on the verge of collapse, but at this moment she still has to work hard to maintain a consistent rationality to comfort Fang Zhi Strong.
The situation they face is different, but no one suffers less than the other, so at this moment, only they can rely on each other. They used to be together for a short time, but there was no company that was so heavy.
"Thank you Yaxin." Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and tried to take a deep breath. "I don't know how to take the road in the future. There may be no problems in life or career. But love, maybe I really don't deserve it. , I don’t want to think about that much. There is really no way to force this matter, and it’s impossible to say that hard work can be achieved. The most important thing is that it concerns two people, and I really don’t want to go again. Who hurt..."
"You and I, first cure Xiaoyu's illness. This is the only thing that I can do now and is truly meaningful." Fang Zhiqiang said frustratedly.
Of course he couldn't say to get back with Yaxin or something, as he himself said earlier, he didn't want to hurt anyone anymore. Go to Li Xiaoxiao, maybe after you get it back, you will still do more harm to Li Xiaoxiao. Then, how about Yaxin, after reuniting, can it be guaranteed that she will not be hurt again? He once said vowedly, and once confidently thought that as long as he loves someone with all his heart, that person must be the happiest woman in the world, and in the end reality taught him cruel lessons. What's more, after Xiaoxiao left, he was disappointed in herself and love. At this time, I went to talk to Yaxin about reconciliation. It was really shameless to get home. Fang Zhiqiang now doesn't want to think about the word love at all.
Wang Yaxin was silent for a while, and then said: "Qianzi, I don't know the changes in your relationship with Xiaoxiao. However, if possible, I still hope that you will put your relationship with Xiaoxiao as the most important. If you can restore it, you must do your best Go find her or what."
"I will go and think about it." Fang Zhiqiang sighed, "Too tired, too messy, there are too many things at once, and I can't make sense. I also want to calm myself down and think about what to do. do."
"I really hope she is happy..." Fang Zhiqiang said solemnly. Once he was indeed the source of Li Xiaoxiao's happiness, but everything had already quietly changed.
"You should rest first. You are really too tired these days." Of course, Wang Yaxin knew that he was under a lot of pressure and persuaded him distressedly: "Otherwise you can go home. You can't always stay in the hospital. it is good."
Fang Zhiqiang shook his head, said nothing, walked directly back to the ward, and continued to coax Xiaoyu to sleep.