Chapter 1343: Yaxin ending chapter let go (16)

Chapter 1343 Yaxin ending chapter let go (sixteen)
"I like Yaxin, but I have also fallen in love with Xiaoxiao, and I want to marry her, have children, and live a good life. I can't hurt Xiaoxiao for Yaxin anymore, but I really didn't expect Xiaoyu to be like this... …" Fang Zhiqiang defended weakly. He also knew that such an explanation was very pale and powerless, and it was useless in the face of the painful reality.
The father shook his head painfully: "This is all life and cannot be escaped. Whoever owes it, who should pay it back, the account book is in the hands of God, we mortals, no one can guess it. Strong. Baby, I don’t want to say anything anymore. Whoever you are with and how you live your life is actually your own business. As a father, no matter how much I think about doing good for you, I can’t go there for you. How to save face, afraid of others poking the backbone, then if you really have to be with her, I can't do it, and it is impossible to ruin your life for the sake of face. The thing of face is more important than my life, but Your lifelong happiness is more important than anything in the eyes of my father. It's just..."
The father said laboriously, "I can't stay in Shanghai and live with you. You will remarry her in the future. You treat that child as your own son. I won't take care of it anymore, because I really She can’t control so much, and can’t control your life’s happiness. However, she can be your wife, but she can’t be my daughter-in-law. One is the customs of the hometown, which is impossible to tolerate; second, I believe in my heart. My daughter-in-law, there is always only Xiaoxiao, I have already regarded her as my own family... Strong baby, your happiness is happiness, what about Xiaoxiao's happiness? What about my wish as a parent? Is it really not? Is it important?"
"Dad...I really want to marry Xiaoxiao too. In the future, we will take good care of you and live together as a family for a lifetime...If this is not the case, I will really marry Xiaoxiao as soon as possible, and even have two children in the future. I have all thoughts about it... Dad, I didn't think it was unimportant. Xiaoxiao is also my happiness in my mind..." Fang Zhiqiang is about to collapse.
"Dad, can you stay? I don’t have Xiaoxiao anymore. I’m already like this. What's the point of leaving me in Shanghai by myself? Dad, how can I be assured that you are in your hometown alone, you His body is not good yet..." Fang Zhiqiang begged bitterly.
"Stop talking..." Father shook his head, apparently seeing his pain: "I won't stay, you can't let go of them, and I can't get through the hurdle in my heart. The only way It can only be this way, I go back to my hometown, you stay in Shanghai, and don’t go back from now on... I am in my hometown, with your big brother, Xiaowei, and your aunts. Your current business should not be bad for the money. Give it to them if you want, and help them at the time. They will take care of me, and I won’t be so. Now that you have chosen, don’t mess with it anymore. Just stay with them and stay with them. , Just don’t let me lose face in my hometown..."
"I also know that it is not easy for her to carry a baby with a woman. The last time I forced you to separate, I owed her. If you weren't Xiaoxiao and you were really with her, then I wouldn't say anything. At most you don't want to go back to your hometown. But now, how do you make me think of Xiaoxiao? If I stay with you again, that doesn't mean leaving Xiaoxiao? Then how can I be worthy of her?" Father said painfully "I know that you are busy. The company's affairs and their mothers are inseparable from you. So I called Xiaowei, and he took me back. You have nothing to worry about. Don't go back. It’s better not to go back anymore...just so."
Fang Zhiqiang wanted to beg his father. His father finally shed tears and slapped the table and roared: "You think this is good to me. You can take care of me by staying in Shanghai? Then you might think about what I am like. Feeling? How many days do you think I can live if I am so stubborn?"
Fang Zhiqiang finally stopped talking, and couldn't say it completely. He knew that he really had no way to stay and ask for it. Just like Li Xiaoxiao, his father faced all this, according to the thinking of his older generation, the pain would only get deeper. In fact, leaving is the same pain. After all, Li Xiaoxiao may one day, perhaps fall in love with other people, or forget him, but the family relationship between father and son cannot be let go anytime.
Father will always remember these things, and what's more, he is old and sick, and he really can't bear any more blows.
Fang Zhiqiang's world really collapsed piece by piece. Li Xiaoxiao's departure had completely destroyed his happiness, and his father's persistence completely removed the last pillar.
Fang Zhiqiang didn't go to the company. He drove out, shopping frantically, buying all kinds of medicines and clothes for his father. He bought a lot of things, and it was impossible for his father and Xiaowei to bring them all. In fact, when he went to the back, he was completely venting the same feelings. He no longer knew what he could do, what else he could do for his father, and for everyone. He could only think of what he thought or even saw. They all went frantically to buy them at home and let their father take them back.
My father always thought he didn’t exist. He chatted with Xiaowei, and then went to cook. Fang Zhiqiang was busy and numbly typing his bag. Hearing the voice of his father and Xiaowei, his heart hurt. The pain began to flow again: In fact, it might be that if he didn't have his son, or if he was just like Xiaowei, he was a very ordinary young man, staying in the mountains and staying with them, his father's current situation should be There is a lot of happiness. The mother will not die early, and the father will not be so lonely, let alone the pain that he brings.
After a dinner of three people, Fang Zhiqiang knew that this was almost the last dinner. Even if he returned home in the future, he didn’t know what the situation would be. Maybe his father would drive him out, or he didn’t recognize it. he. Fang Zhiqiang numbly grilled the rice, and his mouth was completely salty.
Then Fang Zhiqiang drove them to the station. Fang Zhiqiang was not at ease, it was impossible to let them go to the station by themselves. What's more, he bought so many things, he and Xiaowei went back and forth twice before getting them all in the car.
My father kept his face sullen, watching them stubbornly as they were busy. At the last moment he went out, he walked in front of Fang Zhiqiang, suddenly stopped, and said: "If you are really with her, when Have a child of your own. In the future, take him to your mother's grave and give her incense."
After saying this, the father wiped his face severely, and then went out without looking back.