Chapter 1345: Yaxin ending chapter let go (18)

Chapter 1345 Yaxin's ending chapter let go (eighteen)
Fang Zhiqiang had one more sentence, but he finally swallowed it without saying it. What he wanted to say was: All I have left is you and Xiaoyu. But Yaxin is not his own, she is free, and has already undertaken and faced too much real pain, it is impossible for her to share her own pain.
How could Yaxin believe his words and turned to look at Xiaoyu. Xiaoyu was still in the hospital bed looking curiously: "Dad, you and mom are hiding there, what are you talking to? Why don't you come in?"
"Xiaoyu, mom and dad are in love..." Yaxin doesn't want Xiaoyu to know about these things, and she also wants to comfort Zhiqiang, she can only coax Xiaoyu like this, after all, according to Xiaoyu's curiosity, the baby especially wants them The character of the two together is the only reason for Xiaoyu to stay quiet. As soon as he spoke, his face was already flushed. "If two people want to be together, they must first fall in love. Children are not allowed to participate."
As soon as he heard that it was preparation before being together, Xiaoyu's eyes lit up, and then he quickly covered his eyes and shouted: "Then mom and dad, you guys have a good relationship, I can't see anything." Then hurry up. He released his hand to cover his ears: "I can't hear you either!"
Seeing how cute he was that day, the two adults couldn't help but want to laugh, and felt the reality heavy after laughing. "Then you lie on the bed and read a book first. Mom and Dad will come in to accompany you after they are in love, OK?" Wang Yaxin coaxed Xiaoyu gently. She also slowly learned and summarized Fang Zhiqiang's experience in dealing with Xiaoyu, and then gradually Have some experience.
Xiaoyu nodded her head like a chicken pecking at rice: "Well, I read the book by myself, mom and dad, it doesn't matter if you talk for a while, I sleep on my own when I'm sleepy." After that, he really took the book and looked at it seriously.
Yaxin was full of thoughts, seeing Xiaoyu like this, I can only sigh: It is worth paying anything. What are the extravagances of mothers? It is nothing more than hoping that the child will be well, hoping that he will live well.
But seeing Fang Zhiqiang's unresolvable eyebrows deeply locked, she couldn't help but lowered and pulled Fang Zhiqiang quietly: "Go, let's go out to get some air. I've been bored in the house for a day."
Fang Zhiqiang was dragged to the balcony next to her without saying a word. The two stood side by side for a while, neither spoke to each other nor knew where to start. For a long time, Yaxin spoke quietly: "Uncle, he knows that I'm back, right?"
"Yeah." Fang Zhiqiang couldn't deny this, it was a fact after all.
Yaxin lowered her head and smiled bitterly and said, "Then you have to hold on, saying that it is not because of me and Xiaoyu, Qiangzi...I really don’t want to see you like this, to bear so much for me, me and Xiaoyu, it's not your responsibility...can't let you make so many sacrifices."
Yes, from the moment they decided to divorce, she and Xiaoyu, and Fang Zhiqiang no longer have anything to do with each other. Once they were each other’s responsibility and each other’s burden. It was each other’s sweetness, but all the happy correspondence The past, long ago ended at that moment. Moreover, Wang Yaxin had also seen Fang Zhiqiang's father's temper, and even knew Fang Zhiqiang's past, and knew that his father was the family he cared about most. If Xiaoyu is the person she cares about most, then her father is also Fang Zhiqiang's most important person, so she can understand how much pain and shock it will be for Fang Zhiqiang to leave such a father, look at Fang Zhiqiang Strong like an injured child, even more vulnerable than Xiaoyu, how could she not feel uncomfortable. Especially the cause of all this is because of her, how could she calmly face Fang Zhiqiang's pain.
"Qiangzi, Xiaoyu's condition has improved a lot. So I'm also thinking about taking him back to Australia to continue receiving treatment." The night wind kept coming, dazzling Wang Yaxin's hair. Since Xiaoyu fell ill, Wang Yaxin hasn't had the mind to take care of her hair for a long time. Her short, neat hair has grown, and the wind blew her hair onto Fang Zhiqiang's face, itching like tears. Wang Yaxin also found out, and hurriedly chatted about her hair. It was really beautiful, but it was sad and heartbroken. And Fang Zhiqiang didn't have time to take a closer look, he didn't have any thoughts at the moment.
"Yaxin, don't toss Xiaoyu, and don't toss yourself? You know my dad's character, I can't force him... In fact, I can't force anyone." Fang Zhiqiang said bitterly Then, "Xiaoyu is just a little bit better, it's already like this, really don't worry about everything, just let him stay and heal it properly?"
"You have heard what Xiaoyu said. He can't live without me now. What do you want me to do when you bring him back to Australia? I will also go to Australia? Or just give up? Will his situation worsen, how will you face it at that time, and you will bear to see him like that, ruining his life and giving up the chance to cure him?"
"Yaxin, don't think so much. You also advised me to be a selfish person and don't control Xiaoyu, but I have been in charge, and I have been in charge of him for several years. From the moment I met him, It is doomed that I cannot leave him! He is my responsibility, and I will never leave him. I am not his father, but in my heart he is my child. Yaxin, when you persuade me, can Don’t be selfish on your own, just for Xiaoyu, don’t care about anything else?" Fang Zhiqiang said, wiping his face indiscriminately, "Sometimes I also wonder, is it because we are so painful Both kindness and selfishness are not thorough enough, so they are so entangled. What's more, I don’t have to choose Yaxin now. This is already the case. My dad and Xiaoxiao have already left. What else can I think about? Uji, what else can we do?"
Fang Zhiqiang said in pain. In fact, he was comforting Yaxin indiscriminately, as well as comforting himself: The matter is over, what else? In addition to forcing myself to be selfish like this, is it to find my father and Xiaoxiao back, forcing myself to make another choice, forcing everyone to suffer again, and forcing Xiaoyu's situation to worsen?
Why didn't Wang Yaxin want it? Haven't you been worried like this? She is watching Xiaoyu's condition day by day, she understands better than anyone else, and it hurts more than anyone else. Today is the first time in so long that she heard Xiaoyu speak like that with the innocence of a normal child. At that moment, she was so excited, wouldn't she want Xiaoyu to heal better than anyone else? But if the price of Xiaoyu's health is to make Fang Zhiqiang completely lose all happiness, then she is too selfish, too selfish.
Many times in life, he is constantly faced with various difficult choices, but for Yaxin, there are too many such choices, too difficult.