Chapter 1355: Yaxin's ending chapter love again (9)

Chapter 1355 Ya Xin's Ending Chapter Re-love (9)
"Yaxin, I don't mean to blame you at all. On the contrary, I can only blame myself and didn't give you happiness. Let you go far away, and finally end up with such a hard work. So now, I gradually feel who happiness is It doesn’t matter what you give. Rather than staying with me sadly, I still hope you are happy, even if you are with others..." Fang Zhiqiang thought of Li Xiaoxiao leaning on Guo Zipi’s shoulder again, happy And the appearance of smiling brilliantly, his heart was pained as if he had been stabbed.
Fang Zhiqiang said slowly and dumbly: "I won't go to her. I don't know her. No one can change what she is determined to do. Just like she was so determined to be with me at the beginning, The whole world can't stop her. And once she really gives up, the whole world can't keep her. And Yaxin, in fact, we are all suffering, whether it's you, me or her...I know, The meeting may make her feel sad, and make her think of the love she used to. But whether it is possible to come back, and make her suffer again, why bother?"
"Maybe you think I am selfish and cowardly, I don't have the courage to pursue love, even to you at the beginning, why is it not like this, but Yaxin, you know how I walked this way, the failed love I have experienced, and those setbacks. Yaxin, in fact, I often don’t have the courage to wonder if I can only bring misfortune to the one I love.
Fang Zhiqiang tried to keep calm and said, but in fact he felt that the pain in his heart was surging. . "I really don't want to see anyone again, because I am injured."
There are also things that he can't even mention, Wang Xia, it's not the same. If not finally fell in love with Ran Yuming and determined his feelings, maybe he is still struggling in pain.
Fang Zhi endured it hard, until he finished saying this sentence, tears finally wandered freely: "Ya Xin, I haven't thought about it. What is it for? I am also working hard to live my life, to fight hard, to give The best everything about the person I love. I will also love with my heart, but why, in the end, all of them leave with scars... Yaxin, I really can't hurt anyone anymore... You know me I don’t want to, but the facts are like this now. If you leave and don’t come back, Xiaoyu doesn’t get sick. You can live well without me. After Xiaoxiao she leaves, she will fall in love with other people and be happier and happier. Happy, I have no way to force her, to drag her, and drag you back to my muddy life..."
Finally, this evening, Fang Zhiqiang poured out and vented all the sadness he had hidden for a long time. Not only because of Li Xiaoxiao's empathy, but also because of the long-term failure of relationships. In fact, every time, there are some scars that cannot be erased. He is really afraid of feelings.
"Strong son..." Wang Yaxin didn't expect that Fang Zhiqiang's reaction would be so intense, and quickly persuaded him: "Don't be sad, I just talk about my thoughts... It's just a pity that you love each other so much. It’s a shame to give up... Qiangzi, if you really feel that giving up is good for you, no one can say anything. But the premise is that you must be happy." Wang Yaxin also looked at Fang Zhi with tears in his eyes. Qiang, this man is always invincible in his career and life, but emotionally, he is always just a boy who has not grown up yet. He can only hide his injuries when he is injured.
"It's unlikely. In my life, it's probably impossible to be happy." Fang Zhiqiang said, covering his face and crying silently. He didn't want Yaxin to see his tears.
Wang Yaxin looked at him, and the sorrow and sorrow in her heart suddenly broke through the guard. She leaned down and hugged Fang Zhiqiang tightly: "No, Qiangzi, you will be happy. You have always worked so hard. Living in the land, so kindly to help many people, love may temporarily hurt you, but in the end, it will bring you happiness. Strong son, you must not give up, if you give up, that is It's impossible."
Fang Zhiqiang couldn't listen to any comfort, he just wanted to cry happily and vent everything in his heart. Yaxin's embrace was so warm, he instinctively also hugged her tightly, wanting to find a sense of security and comfort in the warmth he was once familiar with.
Yaxin felt that Fang Zhiqiang in her arms was trembling all the time, and she was still crying. The topic at this moment was so fragile. There were only two of them left in the world. "Strong son, it's okay, you can cry if you are sad. As long as you can make yourself feel better, you can do anything."
"Yaxin, my heart really hurts... I have really loved hard, no matter who I am to, when I am in love, I have not thought of anything else, I just want to be together well, I tried my best, why It will be like this in the end...It's really too painful, in my heart..." Fang Zhiqiang said incoherently.
Wang Yaxin stared blankly at Fang Zhiqiang, who was like a wounded animal. After a while, she suddenly made a bold and crazy move. She lifted Fang Zhiqiang's face and aimed at Fang Zhiqiang. Kissed hard.
In fact, Wang Yaxin was completely confused. She didn't know what else she could do. She wanted to kiss Fang Zhiqiang completely out of instinct, so she did. She wanted to comfort Fang Zhiqiang, but also to comfort herself. Fang Zhiqiang has been suppressing his pain, but is she not? Two people get along day and night, but they are always separated by an untouchable distance. Before she had time to let go of Fang Zhiqiang’s love, she was facing a fresh start, but at the same time she had to face Fang Zhiqiang thinking about another person in her heart. This kind of pain was basically doubled, and she had also silently Endured it for so long.
When Fang Zhiqiang was heartbroken, suddenly the hot kiss came straight forward, with salty tears, unable to tell who it was, and the most familiar temperature and breath. There was a bang in his head, like a cluster of flames being lit in an instant, igniting a prairie fire. The mind had completely disobeyed, and was also directed by the body's instincts, hugged Yaxin directly, and kissed back forcefully.
They have been isolated for too long. In fact, these days, they have been normal men and women, and some impulses of desire have been suppressed, but at such an untimely time, they suddenly broke out. The body does not lie, and when they kiss together, it automatically seems to have opened the most familiar door.