Chapter 1535: Lin Shan's story

Seeing Lin Shan's appearance, Fang Zhiqiang also looked at her earnestly, ready to listen to her telling her inner suffering.
Lin Shan turned her head and looked at the sky. It was dusk at this moment, and the moon faintly appeared. She stared at the moonlight. After a long time, she sighed and finally said, "Actually, when I saw him back then, I I was only eighteen years old. At that time, I only knew how to study. I spent my time in the library. The girls around me were all in love. But I didn’t have any interest in this aspect, I just knew I was bored. Head to read."
"Until one time later, I read a book in the library very late, and suddenly there was a power outage, and the surrounding area became dark. At that time, I was just reading a book without knowing if there were anyone else in the library. I did not lift it until the power outage. I started looking around and suddenly heard someone talking."
"That was the voice of a boy. His original words were, "Excuse me, do you have a candle?""
"Maybe it was in a specific place like the library, at a specific time, it was really quiet at the time. There was no sound in the huge library. His voice at that time was like a beam of light in the dark, making me My heart trembled slightly. At that time, I didn't know what the feeling of love was, it was just a little touch."
"Later, when he lit the candle, I could see his face clearly. Under the reflection of the candlelight, his face looked delicate and delicate, and his clear eyes were like a pool of pure lake water, pleasing to the eye. ."
"At that time, I felt an inexplicable sense of intimacy, as if I felt that this person was the perfect Prince Charming in my mind, but I was not sure if it was a feeling of love, so I didn't talk to him much. , I continued to read the book with my head buried, but I found that I couldn't get in at all at that time. Although I lowered my head, I was thinking of the boy's clear eyes and warm face just now."
As Lin Shan said, the corner of her mouth couldn't help leaking a curve, and that smile looked as pure as when she was in school, without any utilitarianism.
For her tone and expression at the moment, Fang Zhiqiang can feel that she is expressing her true feelings from the heart.
So Fang Zhiqiang also listened very seriously, and her words couldn't help but cause Fang Zhiqiang's time with Nie Qian when he was in college.
To be honest, their feelings in the university back then were very pure, and the two people's feelings about each other were not mixed with any purpose. Such feelings were never felt after Fang Zhiqiang graduated.
"and after?"
Looking at the long-lasting smile on Lin Shan's face and the way he didn't speak for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly asked.
Lin Shan suddenly turned her head and glanced at Fang Zhiqiang. Then the smile on her face suddenly turned into a self-deprecating smile. She took another sip of wine, stroked the wisp of blue silk on her chin, and stared at the red wine glass with a blurred look. Said with a smile: "Later... we got married..."
These words made Fang Zhiqiang stunned. Fang Zhiqiang who was just now had actually fallen into the beautiful feelings Lin Shan described, but he did not expect that Lin Shan suddenly jumped to this stage, about the two people in the university. Lin Shan didn't mention the sweet moments and happy moments at all.
However, Fang Zhiqiang can also understand that thinking back to the happy time in college now, it always seems so precious and unique, and it is impossible to encounter it again in the future life.
Therefore, involving those precious memories will only make the present self feel endless sadness and melancholy, without any other effect.
So Lin Shan didn't want to mention this, Fang Zhiqiang didn't ask much, and continued to listen to Lin Shan's story quietly.
"At that time, my parents were actually opposed to our marriage. My family was a very traditional educational family. Both parents had been teachers for a lifetime. They met the boy and said that he did not look like that. Honestly, I'm afraid he will do something bad for me in the future. At that time, I still felt that my parents were just making trouble. How could a person's personality be able to tell from his appearance? What's more, I got along with that boy. It's been three or four years, what kind of person is he, can his parents understand better than me?"
As Lin Shan said, tears were already in her eyes, and under the light, she looked a little lovely.
"In this matter, I had a quarrel with my parents for a long time. In the end, my parents still insisted on their views, saying that they have been teachers for a lifetime. What kind of children can see their character at a glance, but I still can't understand them. Views, in the end they can only compromise, they just repeatedly told me that if any problems arise, I must bear it strongly and not be decadent..."
Lin Shan's voice choked, her eyes lowered, she looked at the table top of the bar, took another sip of wine, and the tears in her eyes throbbed even more.
"Actually... at that time, my parents knew that the boy would hurt me in the end. They said very sure that we would have problems in the future... But I just didn’t want to trust my parents, I was completely fascinated by that boy , Insisting on getting married..."
"After getting married, he was actually pretty good at the beginning. It is no different from before marriage, but as time goes on, I gradually discovered that he is more and more developing towards what my parents said. I gradually discovered that I All the things his parents said that he might do have actually been fulfilled one by one!"
"At that time, I was already a little panicked. I was really afraid that he was really like what my parents said. Even, I once mentioned this to him sideways and expressed my inner worries. The purpose is to make him realize that he himself has changed and become different from before."
"But I didn't expect that his reaction to this point I put forward was particularly great, saying that I was chasing the wind, making things out of nothing, cupping a bow and snake shadow, distrusting him, etc.! All the bad things were said!"
Lin Shan yelled the last words hoarsely. Her body seemed to be suddenly full of energy, and she straightened up suddenly, her red eyes staring at Fang Zhiqiang, and the tears flashing in her eyes finally couldn't control it. Fell out.
Fang Zhiqiang was a little dazed. He didn't expect that Lin Shan's mood suddenly changed so much. For a while, he was a little surprised. He raised his glass and touched Lin Shan. Fang Zhiqiang took a drink.
"Later, after more than a year of marriage, I became pregnant. When he heard the news, his first reaction was to frown, and then he asked me if I could not have the child first, saying that my career was unstable and I didn’t want to let the child. It is impossible to have a stable family at birth. Although the conditions in my family are not good, there is no problem taking care of a child at the time. Even I told him to let my parents take care of the child, but he still disagreed. "
"But I am a woman after all, a woman who wants to be a mother. My parents also hope that I can hug my grandson as soon as possible. When I discussed this matter with my parents, my parents were very firm. The child must have a child. Can't be destroyed!"
"I discussed with him for a long time, and finally, under the very tough attitude of my parents, he finally compromised, but after that, he became more and more irritable, and he became more and more impatient with me. The caring and tenderness are all gone."
"After three or four months of pregnancy, the belly is getting bigger and bigger. The doctor told him not to have again, otherwise it would be dangerous to the child, but he didn't think about it at all. He would still disobey my wishes one to three times a week. "
These words seemed to have been hidden in Lin Shan's stomach for many years. She couldn't find a chance to confide in them. Today, it seemed that she had suddenly opened the door of her heart and said everything.
"In the beginning, I was very resistant to his approach, but I couldn't help it. I couldn't help but his tough attitude and behavior. After every time I finished, I could feel a bout of abdominal pain, and my physical condition became particularly bad during that time. My mentality has also become fragile, and I especially need care, but he is still indifferent, and even often blames me, saying how I have become more and more hypocritical."
"Later, his actions were very rude. At that time, I felt a pain in my stomach and yelled loudly, but he didn't care about my feelings at all. After insisting on doing it, he lay down by himself, even looking at it. Without looking at me, I believe that if he saw my painful expression at that time, he would definitely have a conscience!"
"When he went to take a bath, I discovered that the entire bed sheet was covered with red blood stains. I rubbed my numb thigh, and I felt blood in one hand. I opened the quilt and found out that I was bleeding heavily."
"I looked at my hands and a lot of blood on the bed in horror, and called his name in a trembling voice. At first, he didn't respond to me at all. Then I heard a voice impatiently, and then frowned. When he walked out of the bathroom, when he saw a bed of blood, his first reaction was still frowned!"
"I will never forget. His first sentence at the time was: "What's the matter with you? Aren't you all pregnant? How come you will come to your aunt? He also got blood. Got to throw it away!'"
"I can't believe it, I can't believe it was what he said. I looked at him with hateful eyes. I couldn't speak for a long time, but my breathing became more and more rapid, my chest was constantly rising and falling, and I suddenly felt It went dark, and the whole person passed out completely."
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he couldn't help clenching his fists, and his teeth couldn't help but bite together. For such a man, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but slash him!