Chapter 2004: The stunned old couple

The reason why Bi Luochun couldn't wait to wake up Xiaochunzi was for this moment. He wanted Liu Yan to know about it the first time, and also wanted Liu Yan to experience this feeling earlier.
Tonight, Liu Yan hugged Xiaochunzi tightly and slept all night. As for Bi Luochun, he was squeezed to the side of the bed, and even almost fell out of bed several times.
Bi Luochun understood this very well and didn't say much, because Liu Yan was happy, so he was also happy.
However, this night was not easy for Nie Qian and Chen Qinghe.
It stands to reason that, on the first night of not seeing each other for so long, and it is still such a precious world of two people, how the two people should say it should be sweet.
However, after returning from the company, Chen Qinghe's mood has not been high, and the situation in their family is completely different from that of Bi Luochun.
Bi Luochun has two lubricants for the elderly and children at home. Whether Liu Yan feels tired or blames herself, she will be melted by the warm feeling at home.
But neither Chen Qinghe nor Nie Qian.
Nie Qian looked at Chen Qinghe's frown, naturally not very emotional. After the two simply had dinner, they began to study the entire process of the problem.
Chen Qinghe is very experienced, but his previous judgments have also been problematic. This makes him instantly realize that he is on this road, in fact, there is still a long way to go, and the experience and knowledge he has so far is still far Far from enough.
Nie Qian was naturally very happy when she saw Chen Qinghe being so motivated, but on the other side, she was a little bit disappointed.
In this way, after studying with Chen Qinghe until midnight, both of them were too sleepy to hold on, and fell asleep directly.
So this night, Nie Qian was exhausted physically and mentally.
The woman is indeed very strange. When her man is galloping outside, she is empty in her heart, complaining that the man does not accompany her, does not understand herself, and is not tender.
When the man is tender, accompanied, and understood, the woman begins to worry, worrying about the lack of success of her man, not being motivated, and worrying about the future life.
You can’t find a man with both in this world, but a woman just stays in that impossible illusion. Because of this, many women don’t understand all their lives, complain all the time, and remain dissatisfied. In fact, if she stays open If you open your eyes to see the world clearly, you will find that every woman is actually a happy woman.
It's just that the original happiness was regarded as suffering by them, and gradually, happiness became boredom and disgust.
Of course, some rare and confused women, when they see her man fighting in all directions, she is full of worship and looking forward to the man's return.
When her own man is tender at home, she enjoys it happily and feels every bit of a happy life.
There are also some smart women who can balance the relationship between these two extremes and keep themselves busy, so that they will not have so much leisure time to entangle the so-called happiness or not.
Sometimes, in fact, I'm only one step away from happiness, but this step is just one step away, but I still can't make it out.
Similarly, this night was also a sleepless night for Lin Shan.
Nie Qian has at least Chen Qinghe's company. Although she is dissatisfied, at least she is happy when she thinks of Chen Qinghe's motivated look now.
But Lin Shan, who was alone, didn't have such treatment. Apart from researching problems and strengthening system defenses, she had nothing else to do.
In the early morning, she glanced at the time in the lower right corner of the computer, and suddenly realized that the time had come to three o'clock unknowingly.
Stretching out, Lin Shan slowly got up from the seat, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, sat on the soft blanket, and looked at the busy street outside. Lin Shan hugged her knees with her hands, her eyes wondering. Empty, still at a loss.
Sometimes she would inexplicably produce some thoughts that she felt strange, such as why did she promise Fang Zhiqiang to stay?
Is it really because of the money he invested in Mingda?
She was sure that it was not the reason.
But what else is it?
When Lin Shan couldn't think of an answer, she would subconsciously think of that man.
That ghost-like man always circulates around her. Even though she knows that the "human and ghost two worlds" will never blend, she still can't get rid of the irritability and anxiety that makes her feel.
...
Li Yonggui's home.
Tonight’s little love, Li Sleep, was surprisingly at ease. From ten thirty to three in the morning, there was no crying.
However, it was rare for Xiao Ai Li to stay down all night, but Li Yonggui and his wife couldn't sleep anyway, including Wang Xia who was lying on her side.
Because, tomorrow is the day when Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao come back. After they heard the news on the phone, they couldn't sleep with excitement.
Wang Xia even imagined the scene of seeing Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang tomorrow. She couldn't help but smirk several times while lying on the bed.
"Old man, can you sleep?" Finally, Li Xiaoxiao's mother couldn't help but turned to her side, looked at Li Yonggui's profile in the dark, and asked.
"Can't sleep..." Li Yonggui followed with a sigh and said.
"You said, my daughter will come back tomorrow, what should I cook for her?" Xiao Ma asked again.
"You... My daughter has grown up now, is she still short of food? What else can you do to eat?" Li Yonggui frowned slightly.
"That's right... Now that my daughter grows up, she can eat anything she wants to eat, unlike when she was a child, every time she comes back and smells the smell of my cooking, she threw herself excited into my arms..."
Xiaoma said this, a smile on her face could not help but disappeared in a flash.
"Old man, you said, why do people suddenly become so worried about gains and losses when they are alive. When I think about it, when I was young, I always felt that my daughter was clinging to others, and I wanted to send her to a boarding school. But now, how can I hope that that time? The scene, will it happen again?"
People in the middle of the night are always emotional.
"It's alright, I have to get up early tomorrow to clean up, go to bed!"
Talking about this topic, Li Yonggui is also unavoidable, he does not want to continue talking.
"Old man, do you mean that people are all bad? When a child was first born, it was rare to die, and when he grew up, he became naughty, and annoying to death. When he was young, he devoted himself to career, thinking that career is life's work. All, I thought that with a career, life would be happy and consummated, but why do I feel that those things are illusory now? I worked hard for a whole life, and finally realized that it turned out that it was only Baiju who passed through the gap and played a scene with life. what?"
Xiao Ma continued.
"How can there be so many reasons? Who is not living for the first time? What can't you know after experiencing it yourself?" Li Yonggui said in a low tone.
"But we know if it's late?" Xiao Ma's words made Li Yonggui completely stunned.
He couldn't help thinking about his life, and suddenly realized that he was stunned by the benefits when he was young, his eyes were full of career, and he ignored all the moments of happiness. Now he wakes up, but finds that those happy moments that he missed. Can't find it again.
"Old man, if you could live again, how would you choose?" Xiaoma slowly stretched out her hand, gently held the back of Li Yonggui's hand, and asked softly.
Li Yonggui was silent, and did not speak for a long time, but the back of the hand held by Xiao Ma could not help but tremble slightly.
In fact, the sentence deep in his heart was about to jump out of his mouth, but in the end, he couldn't say it. When he said it, it became: "It's OK. If you choose a lifeless life, maybe it will be old and old. I will regret that I didn't fight when I was young, and when I was old, I was still destitute, and I went to sleep without saying anything!"