Chapter 2006: Cross-ocean call (2)

"But Sister Yaxin, I don’t know why. The more I think about it, the more I feel uncomfortable. I can’t sleep until now. I don’t know what happened to me. I always feel like tomorrow... I don’t know how to face them. Personal..." Wang Xia said hesitantly.
Listening to Wang Xia's tone, Wang Yaxin also sighed helplessly. In fact, Wang Xia is not such a person who suffers from gains and losses, and she has never heard her indecisive and hesitating.
It is for this reason that Wang Yaxin can clearly know at this moment that Wang Xia's heart is very bitter, but she can't find anyone to talk to.
"Xiaoxia, didn’t we make it clear the last time we were together? Didn’t we all know each other’s thoughts? Now that we all know, what else is awkward? You just face Xiaoxiao as usual Sure, as for the hadron..."
Wang Yaxin suddenly felt a little ridiculous. She was exhausted physically and mentally. Before answering the phone, she still looked unconscious, but in a blink of an eye, she started to persuade others with confidence.
Speaking of it, it was like a joke, but Wang Yaxin knew that Wang Xia at this moment really needed some comfort.
"As for the Qiangzi, he already knows what you think of him, and, haven't we all given up very clearly at that time?" Wang Yaxin continued.
It sounds like it doesn't seem to be trying to persuade Wang Xia, but Wang Yaxin knows that only in this way can Wang Xia wake up.
The reason why Wang Yaxin is so affirmed is that she herself is in this state now, and what she lacks is that someone said such a sentence to herself, making herself soberly aware that that man is far away from herself. Very far away, at least in this life, it is impossible to come together again.
"Sister Yaxin..." After listening to Wang Yaxin's words, Wang Xia muttered for a moment, then suddenly said with a hint of crying.
Wang Yaxin heard clearly. When she said this, her tone indeed sounded as if she was about to cry.
"Xiaoxia..." Wang Yaxin was a little unbearable, she was about to say the next thing, but after a while, she still held it back.
Because once those words are spoken, not only will they fail to persuade Wang Xia, but will make herself sad and sad with her.
And now, although she feels uncomfortable, at least, Wang Xia will slowly get better.
"You must remember what we have said before. I heard you say that your uncle and aunt have already introduced you to someone, how is it?" After Wang Yaxin held back, he continued.
"Ha ha……"
Upon hearing this, Wang Xia suddenly sneered.
"Sister Yaxin, do you really think that I will accept fate so easily?" Wang Xia said after sneer.
Wang Yaxin knows what Wang Xia’s words mean. It is destined. She and Fang Zhiqiang will not go together. It is destined that she can only watch the man she loves and live happily with her closest sister. However, He is the one who has been hiding in the corner and licking his scars silently.
This is what Wang Xia calls fate.
"I know that although it is no longer possible for me and Qiangzi, I would not just find a man to marry like this. Maybe in the future I will never meet such a love again, and I will never meet another one that can make me like this. A heartbeat man, but at least, I will not live with a man who has no feeling at all. Sister Yaxin, I think at this point, we should be exactly the same, right?"
Wang Xia continued.
After Wang Yaxin listened, she was speechless, because Wang Xia was right. Her thoughts were exactly the same as her before. Even now, Wang Yaxin could not give up such thoughts.
She once tried to make herself fall in love with Jiang Bing, and then live with him, but in the end she found that she was not a person who was able to pass away, as long as she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, she would be very rational Decisively give up this relationship, even if it has not really started.
It is precisely because Wang Yaxin can understand what Wang Xia said, so she can't helplessly watch Wang Xia step into her footsteps.
"Xiaoxia, you are right. I did have this idea before, but what did I get in return? I am thirty-one years old this year, with two children, a woman at this age, no need to say Do you also know what I will face next? Do you think there is hope in my life?"
"It doesn't matter to me." As soon as Wang Yaxin's voice fell, Wang Xia said without hesitation.
"Why doesn't it matter?" Wang Yaxin frowned in confusion and asked.
"Marriage without love is a kind of torment, a state that is even more tormented than being single. What do you think is the point even if you have it?" Wang Xia asked back.
"Xiaoxia, believe me, it's not that love hasn't come, but you are unwilling to open the door of your heart, and you are unwilling to accept it again." Wang Yaxin said with certainty, because she and Wang Xia have very similar experiences, she knows very well What is Wang Xia thinking in her heart?
"Take it so, but I don't have the strength to think so much anymore. No matter what it is, let it go." Wang Xia sighed, holding her clothes torn apart and said.
"So, you have decided to be like me, living a life of entanglement every day from morning to night?" Wang Yaxin continued to ask, his tone became a little anxious.
"No, for you, it may just be entangled in whether you want to give your child a brand new family, but for me, there is nothing to entangle, and it’s nice to be alone. It’s good to eat and drink, enjoy life, without constraints. , Freedom, right?" Wang Xia's last three words deliberately increased the volume, as if questioning Wang Yaxin.
"No."
Wang Yaxin answered two words affirmatively.
"Xiaoxia, maybe you haven't realized how terrible the real emptiness and loneliness are now, maybe now you haven't felt how desperate the real loneliness and coldness are. When you face the ceiling of the night alone. , What are you thinking about? If you don’t say it, no one will know. You don’t have to go through such days a day or two. If you really insist on going on like this, maybe it’s a lifetime, Xiaoxia. How terrible you know?" Wang Yaxin would not give up persuading Wang Xia, because she herself had fallen into this pit.
"I don't know, so I want to have a taste of how difficult it is to taste in this life!" Wang Xia replied without hesitation.
"You..." Wang Yaxin was speechless, and she didn't know what she was going to say.
"Sister Yaxin, there are many things I haven't figured out before calling you, but after this call, I want to understand. I am single now and do not accept blind dates, not because of a strong son, but because Love." Wang Xia's words made Wang Yaxin suddenly fall into a thought.
She discussed this issue with Jiang Bing before.
At that time, Wang Yaxin told Jiang Bing very positively that Fang Zhiqiang was his obsession, but now when he heard Wang Xia's words, Wang Yaxin suddenly realized that perhaps she had been wrong all along.
Just like what Wang Xia said, Fang Zhiqiang has never been his own obsession, the real obsession in his heart is that illusory idealized love story!