Chapter 2159: Wang Xia's troubles (2)

Xiao Ma still disagrees with what Li Yonggui just said.
"Why? Sensitive, let’s not say? The child is still a child after all. When she can’t figure it out, if we don’t let her wake up, when will she come out of the shadows? Are you not good at reasoning? Looking at Xiaoxia like this, Do you really bear your heart? If it were our Xiaoxiao, would you do the same? Just keep deceiving yourself and others without revealing her pain?"
Xiaoma's words made Li Yonggui stunned. The most important thing is the sentence: ‘If we Xiaoxiao were like this, would you do the same? ’
This sentence caused Li Yonggui to fall into a moment of reflection. If Xiaoxia were to be replaced by Xiaoxiao, he would not do that.
Because Xiaoxiao is her own daughter, the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain. Even if after she speaks it out, Xiaoxiao will be dissatisfied with herself, or even angry with herself, but it doesn’t matter. .
However, why can't I do the same to Xiaoxia?
Li Yonggui asked himself, and the final answer was: because she is not his own biological daughter, and because of her previous pitiful experience, he can't bear to see her sadness, even on the surface, as long as she can watch her forever. Happy, as if you are an uncle, you can get a trace of comfort in your heart.
But after listening to Xiao Ma's words at the moment, Li Yonggui suddenly realized that he was wrong, and he was wrong.
When Wang Xia walked out again, Li Yonggui finally called her to the sofa again. Several people sat opposite each other. Li Yonggui stared at Wang Xia intently, and groaned for a long time without speaking.
But Wang Xia still had a smile on her face, even though the smile looked a little stiff, it still did not dissipate.
"What's wrong, uncle?" The silent atmosphere lasted for a long time, and finally Wang Xia couldn't help but speak first.
"Xiaoxia, do you think we are relatives?" Li Yonggui said in the first sentence.
"Of course, how could uncle suddenly ask like this?" Wang Xia frowned more suspiciously, although she said without hesitation.
"The uncle wants to say something to you today, regardless of whether you will be unhappy, or even hate your uncle, but your uncle must say, because in your uncle's heart, you treat yourself like my biological daughter. My biological daughter, I have never been afraid to offend her, as long as it is true for her good, no matter how bad it is, I am willing to do it."
After Li Yonggui said these words, the expression on Wang Xia's face suddenly changed.
She has become accustomed to the seemingly polite way of getting along with each other between herself and her uncle. Today Li Yonggui suddenly said this, which shocked Wang Xia's heart.
"Uncle, you said." Wang Xia was stunned for a long time, then she spoke again, her voice was not loud, and her tone became somewhat trembling.
"Xiaoxia, your childhood experience is indeed worthy of sympathy. As your uncle, I don’t think you will understand how uncomfortable I feel, but you don’t need to know this. I just want to tell you why I have been treating Your way is different from Xiaoxiao, because I don’t want to see you look sad for a moment. I want you to live happily all the time. This is my explanation to your mother."
Wang Xia listened very seriously to this whole passage of Li Yonggui, until the last sentence, especially the moment the word'mum' came out of Li Yonggui's mouth, Wang Xia's eye sockets were immediately wet.
It was such a short moment at once.
She hasn't heard the word for a long, long time, and it hasn't been a long, long time since she herself called it.
"But Xiaoxia, no one can decide our own destiny, but we can decide our own way of living. God defines our life as a tragedy. We may not be unable to make fun of suffering, and it may not be necessary. By following the tragedy script, we can make our lives more exciting."
Li Yonggui even said, "Since we were born in the world, there is a task we must shoulder, and that is to live our own life well. Even if we are not for anyone, we must be responsible for our hard-won life. You cannot do it. , Because you are cowardly, because you dare not face your life, dare not look directly at your tragedy, dare not break the shackles of your heart."
"There are so many people in the world, and there are countless inspirational stories. There are many people who are more tragic than our lives, but they can also live wonderfully. It is not God who gave them the courage to live, but they persisted with their tenacity. of."
"When I was young, I especially liked a book. You should have read it too. The name is "Living". My understanding of this book is:'Living' is a kind of courage, a kind of strength, and a kind of wonderfulness. ."
"Some people have said that living is actually the hardest thing. We have to bear so much pain, frustration, and suffering, but so many people can still choose to live strong. Isn't this a kind of courage?"
"No one knows what their previous lives are, but I firmly believe that our current life is a process of self-salvation."
Li Yonggui couldn't stop as soon as he said it, and Xiao Ma on the side couldn't help listening in immersion.
"Unfortunate family, unhappy marriage, unsuccessful career, what can all this be? No one in this world, family can accompany his life, as for marriage, so many people are halfway couples, not to mention career Having said that, whether life brings death or not takes away is the most meaningless thing, it can only improve our quality of life."
"In the end, who is not a naked person? Life is the process of savoring loneliness. When you can truly feel lonely and embrace loneliness, then you can truly understand the true meaning of life, and be the real-living It's wonderful!"
Wang Xia cried.
Weeping tears streamed down her face.
She knew that her uncle was a very knowledgeable person, and she knew that he had persuaded many people with this mouth, but he had never said so much to herself in a long form.
Therefore, in Wang Xia's heart, she thought that she and her uncle were just relatives on the surface, but in fact, they were nothing more than just getting along with each other politely.
But today's remarks made by Li Yonggui made Wang Xia realize that in her uncle's heart, she has never disappeared, and her uncle has never despised herself or ignored herself.
Li Yonggui finished, but he still stared at Wang Xia intently. Xiao Ma beside him couldn’t help but patted Wang Xia’s shoulder, then handed out a tissue and said: "Xiao Xia, your uncle is a man, in front of others. , He can express his views unscrupulously, but in front of you, including in front of Xiaoxiao, he is embarrassed to say many things, but you must understand that it is not because he does not value you, let alone because he does not regard you as Your own relatives."
Wang Xia wiped her tears, but the tears could not stop flowing, like a dam bursting a bank, no matter how you wipe it, no matter how you stop it, it can't stop it.
That’s good, if you flow out your inner grievances, get rid of all your grievances, and shed all your grief, you may be able to truly complete your self-salvation.
"I'm finished. As for what you think in your own heart is your own business, no matter how much, I won't say much." Li Yonggui supported his knees with both hands, stood up slowly, and walked to the balcony alone. Looking at the thin layer of snow on the ground outside, I couldn't help but think of Wang Xia's mother, that amiable cheek...
"Okay, good boy, don't cry..." Xiaoma looked at Wang Xia's tears streaming down her face and couldn't help but flushed her eyes. The tissues didn't have time to wipe the tears that burst.
While Xiaoma comforted Wang Xia, Wang Xia suddenly got up and rushed towards Li Yonggui on the balcony.
This scene made Xiao Ma couldn't help but stunned, and then she quickly stood up and watched Wang Xia's figure walking forward quickly, her heartbeat speeding up.
Li Yonggui could not help turning around listening to the rush of footsteps, but when he turned around, Wang Xia was already in front of him.