Chapter 2421: One's secret

When Xue Donglin walked over with the color Doppler ultrasound, Wang Yaxin was still standing at the door. She did not go back because she was so entangled in her heart that she didn't know if she should have said those words to Fang Zhiqiang. Buried in her heart, she felt uncomfortable. When she came out, she knew that Fang Zhiqiang would also be at a loss.
"People have seen it now, should you go back?" Xue Donglin looked at Wang Yaxin's pensive expression, raised the color Doppler in his hand, and said.
Wang Yaxin took the things and then looked back at Fang Zhiqiang on the hospital bed again.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang was lying quietly with his eyes closed, not knowing if it was because he was too weak or did not want to open his eyes.
"Are you a family member of the patient?" At this moment, a doctor's voice suddenly came from behind Wang Yaxin. Wang Yaxin turned his head and looked at him, then nodded and said: "I...Yes."
"Come with me." The doctor who seemed to be about fifty years old beckoned to Wang Yaxin and said with a look of disappointment on his face.
After Wang Yaxin followed him into the office, the doctor took the color Doppler ultrasound from Wang Yaxin. After watching it for a long time, he sighed and said to Wang Yaxin: "The patient's situation is far more complicated than we thought. We only thought that he was hurt. It’s too serious. It only takes a period of recuperation and adjustment to recover as before. What I didn’t expect is that after our color Doppler ultrasound examination, it was discovered that the patient had another disease."
The doctor's tone sounded very low, and Wang Yaxin's heart also picked up. When she heard this, she immediately had an ominous premonition, but she still endured her inner struggle and asked: "What is... ?"
"Cardiomyopathy." The doctor raised his head and stared at Wang Yaxin intently, and said these three words decisively.
When Wang Yaxin heard it, her whole body trembled slightly.
"To put it simply, there are only two treatment options for this disease, one is heart transplantation, but this technology is not yet mature enough in our place, and the heart source is also very scarce, so it is not the best option at present. It is through conservative treatment with drugs. Based on the current situation of the patient, it should be able to continue for three to five years, which should not be a problem." The doctor stared at Wang Yaxin intently after saying this, and then picked it up again. After studying the color Doppler ultrasound, he squinted and frowned.
However, Wang Yaxin felt that his brain was blank. Fang Zhiqiang had just escaped the claws of death, but now he heard the news again. The impact on Wang Yaxin was too great.
"Three to five years?" Wang Yaxin dumbly repeated what the doctor said just now. She couldn't believe this fact, and she didn't want to believe it, but she knew that no matter how she couldn't accept it, all this was already in place. In front of myself.
"Yes, and in the later stages of this disease, the probability of complications will increase significantly, and the patient will endure great pain. Three to five years are the most optimistic predictions we have given. Whether the patient can persist until that At that time, no one can say for sure now." The doctor continued. After speaking, he looked at Wang Yaxin again, sighed slightly, and then added: "In addition, it is best not to let the patient know about this situation. Once it has suffered too much, it will not benefit the patient's recovery."
At this moment, Wang Yaxin had no idea what the doctor was talking about. Her brain was blank and she couldn't hear anything, but her body couldn't help shaking in place.
The doctor noticed Wang Yaxin’s trembling legs, and immediately said:
As the patient’s family member, you must instill positive energy into the patient so that he can cooperate with the treatment and maintain a happy mood. Only in this way will the rest of his life be safe. pain."
The doctor’s words finally made Wang Yaxin nod again and again. In fact, Wang Yaxin’s thoughts in her heart are very simple. She just wanted to tell Fang Zhiqiang what she said in her heart because she had already decided in her heart to give up completely. This time, as long as Fang Zhiqiang can recover. Wang Yaxin will choose to leave his sight forever. No matter what difficulties Fang Zhiqiang will experience in the future, she will never be able to reappear. This is to make herself no longer humble and not to bring trouble to Fang Zhiqiang's life.
However, as soon as this idea was made in his heart, Wang Yaxin once again ushered in such a painful blow. Fang Zhiqiang's current physical condition, Wang Yaxin really didn't know, what should I do, should I tell him? How should he live the rest of his life?
During the few days when Fang Zhiqiang was hospitalized, Wang Yaxin had never seen Li Xiaoxiao. At the beginning, she was very puzzled. The relationship between Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang was so good. Why did she not show up at such a critical moment?
But later Wang Yaxin also wanted to understand. Perhaps it was because of himself that made the two people who were so loving at first come to this point.
Five people also complained about the guilt in Wang Yaxin's heart. She didn't want others to know that she had so many things on her mind. Only by making herself look happy can bring happiness to others.
"I have already said what should be said. Next, it's time for you to make a choice." The doctor looked at Wang Yaxin still in a daze, without much comfort. After all, anyone who encounters such a thing It is impossible to remain calm, and the doctor can understand Wang Yaxin's mood at the moment.
"What choice?" Wang Yaxin was stunned, obviously not knowing what the doctor meant.
The doctor heard the words and immediately continued to explain:
Now the patient is faced with these two choices. One is to stay in the hospital for treatment and find the source of the heart. Once there is a suitable one, we will immediately prepare the heart transplant for the patient. Of course, with our current technology We do not yet have a 100% success rate, so the ultimate risk of this plan is also great."
"Another option is to leave the hospital as usual, use drugs at home, and conduct conservative treatments. At home, the patient's mood will be relatively more pleasant. Taking him out for walks often will also help his physical and mental health."
After hearing what the doctor said, Wang Yaxin was stunned again. For her now, she doesn’t know what choice she should make. She is thinking that if Fang Zhiqiang is allowed to make the choice herself, Fang Zhiqiang will What choice to make.
But obviously, this kind of illusion has no effect. Fang Zhiqiang is still dying on the hospital bed. If he is really told about it, Wang Yaxin doesn't know if he can hold it.
Looking at Wang Yaxin who was in a daze, the doctor said again: "It is not particularly anxious. Anyway, the patient's injury has not fully recovered. The next period of time must be spent in the hospital. When did you make a decision and when? Just come and tell me."
When Wang Yaxin came back, she still had an unbelievable look on her face. She still can’t believe why this kind of thing would find Shang Zhiqiang. He once led Mingda to a higher level, and he also gave it to the people around her. People bring endless confidence, but why do so many setbacks in life find him?
Just walking out of the doctor’s office, Xue Donglin outside was already guarding there. Seeing that Wang Yaxin’s face was not quite right, Xue Donglin suddenly frowned and asked,
What’s wrong with you? Why does his face look so bad? ?"
Wang Yaxin was stunned, looked at Xue Donglin, then smiled and said, "It's nothing, maybe it's too tired."
Of course, it is impossible for Wang Yaxin to let Xue Donglin know about this. She would not let anyone know about this, nor would she leave any opportunity for Fang Zhiqiang to know the news.
"Let's go, you should go back to the ward."
Seeing that Wang Yaxin was unwilling to say it, Xue Donglin stopped saying more. After saying this, he was ready to take Wang Yaxin to the ward.
But Wang Yaxin rejected Xue Donglin again, and then said: "Donglin, I want to see Qiangzi again, you are waiting for me outside, I will be fine."
Looking helplessly at Wang Yaxin's figure walking into Fang Zhiqiang's ward again, Xue Donglin sighed for a long time. It seemed that this woman would never change.
In Fang Zhiqiang’s ward, Wang Yaxin continued to sit on the edge of the bed, watching Fang Zhiqiang seem to be asleep, and whispered: "Qiangzi, I know you are strong, right? There have been so many difficulties. Break you down, don't say that this little illness is tortured, you can definitely survive it, right?
Fang Zhiqiang could hear Wang Yaxin's voice vaguely. At this moment, he slowly opened his eyes, turned his head to look at Wang Yaxin's wet eyes, and then smiled slightly: "Don't worry, I won't die so easily. It's just a bit of skin trauma, and it will recover after a while.
Hearing this, Wang Yaxin felt even more inexplicably uncomfortable. Now everyone doesn’t know Fang Zhiqiang’s physical condition. Even Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t even know about it, but only he knows about it, but this It was a painful torture for myself, and I couldn't confide in anyone.
She is very confused, should she tell Li Xiaoxiao this matter? Let Li Xiaoxiao take care of the next Fang Zhiqiang? After all, with his current status, it would be inappropriate to stay with Fang Zhiqiang, but if he does not stay, Fang Zhiqiang will have to face so much next. Who will take care of it?
But if you want to tell Li Xiaoxiao, Wang Yaxin's heart is very confused. Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang are in this state because of themselves. Now Li Xiaoxiao must not want to see herself. If she really tells her this, she will not What would Fang Zhiqiang know inadvertently?
The doctor clearly told the patient that this matter must not be known to the patient himself for the time being. That would be a particularly bad thing for his recovery. Once Li Xiaoxiao can't control his emotions, let Fang Zhiqiang know what to say at the time. Everything is late.
After struggling for a long time, Wang Yaxin finally made up his mind again, this matter, let it rot in his stomach, absolutely not let anyone know it, only in this way, for Fang Zhiqiang, is the safest .
As for whether he should stay and take care of Fang Zhiqiang's future life, Wang Yaxin has not yet answered his own. According to the doctor, he has a high probability of choosing Fang Zhiqiang to leave the hospital for conservative treatment.
In that case, Fang Zhiqiang will naturally have Li Xiaoxiao by his side, and he will naturally no longer need himself. When that happens, he can leave without worry, just like his previous thoughts, and never participate in Fang Zhiqiang again. In the life of the two of them, it is indeed time for them to completely draw a dividing line.
In this life, after all, someone needs to stand up and draw the end, becoming the end of their encounter in this life.
"Yaxin, it's really time to go."
When Wang Yaxin lowered his head and choked softly, Xue Donglin suddenly walked in, looked at Wang Yaxin's twitching body, couldn't help but speak softly.
When Wang Yaxin heard the words, he turned to look at Xue Donglin. At this moment, Xue Donglin was also worried. Wang Yaxin no longer hesitated immediately. With Xue Donglin's support, he slowly got up.
When Wang Yaxin was about to turn around and leave, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly shouted weakly, "Yaxin..."
Wang Yaxin looked back again, but saw that Fang Zhiqiang did not even open his eyes and his expression did not seem to be conscious at all, but he continued to whisper: "Thank you..."