Chapter 2427: Find yourself

Xu Chao’s mood is very complicated. Anyway, and no matter when, Wang Yaxin is the woman Xu Chao once admired. Even if they can't be together in the end, even if Xu Chao is angry, he still likes that after all. Wang Yaxin's. However, the decision made by Wang Yaxin this time made Xu Chao suspect that he might indeed be able to obtain Wang Yaxin’s body through this method, but now Wang Yaxin is no longer the same Wang Yaxin he used to be. Is this Wang Yaxin?
The answer is yes. Xu Chao knows that he doesn’t like Wang Yaxin like this, but he also knows that if he hadn’t used such means, he might not get Wang Yaxin in his entire life. Although he felt very awkward, Xu Chao was still After buying the ticket back, anyway, this is something he has been dreaming of for a long time. If it can finally be realized, even with this method and means, it can be regarded as fulfilling his inner wish after all.
Wang Yaxin, who returned to the ward, could no longer see the slightest joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. The moment she entered the ward, she was still expressionless. It seems that for her now, there is nothing that can make her emotions fluctuate. Similarly, it seems that her heart is already dead, but only Fang Zhiqiang's physical condition can make her make such a disguise again. After she entered the ward, the disguised expression of nonchalantness just shows that Now, what she cares most about, and it is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin clearly recognizes herself, knows what her true thoughts are in her heart, and knows how to deal with this matter. Only by speaking can I calm my impetuous heart.
Life is so long, at every stage, you need to find your own position and value, and you need to understand what you want in your heart. Wang Yaxin has been searching for 30 years. In the first half, she was the same as Li Xiaoxiao. , I want the kind of pure and flawless love, longing for the romance and happiness of my life. But Wang Yaxin’s luck is not as good as Li Xiaoxiao. The man she met has caused her injury again and again. In the face of reality, Wang Yaxin had to give up her naive thoughts and guard the only one beside her. One child, Wang Jingyu, met Fang Zhiqiang again later.
The'childish' thought reappeared. At that time, Wang Yaxin only felt that she had met the wrong person before. Love still exists, but she has not met yet. But after experiencing so many things with Fang Zhiqiang, Wang Yaxin I found out again that my life is still unwilling to let myself go like this, just like learning from the West, my own sufferings are not over yet, my own sufferings are still waiting for me. This is a kind of training.
Finally, after agreeing to Xu Chao’s condition, Wang Yaxin finally realized that, in fact, for so long, she looked like a mature and rational woman, but in fact, what she wanted to be was not such a person. Such a person does not bring him happiness, but adds a lot of psychological pressure. After listening to the conditions mentioned by Xu Chao, Wang Yaxin immediately thought of not the body he was about to lose, but the local chronicles. Qiang can be cured!
At that time, Wang Yaxin suddenly realized that for herself, she had never given up on love. The person she saved by giving up her body was actually not Fang Zhiqiang, but the love that was not completely dead in her heart. , I was still caught in the curse of love, unable to get out. Maybe it’s because God gave me a chance to find myself, or maybe, after experiencing so much, I finally realized that the most important thing is always by my side. I deliberately chose to ignore and pretend. , So that the original most real things become illusory, but let the falseness fill his body.
Know who you are. This is a very profound philosophical question. Once a person can find himself, it means that he will be happy for the rest of his life, because he knows who he is, what he wants, and is making When making any decision, you will follow your heart and do what you really want to do. How can such a person be unhappy and unhappy?
"Uncle, how is your health now?" Walking forward, Wang Yaxin looked at Li Yonggui with concern and asked softly.
Li Yonggui turned his head and glanced at Wang Yaxin. The sincere worry on Wang Yaxin's face made Li Yonggui feel a little soft. According to the truth, Li Yonggui still doesn't have so much favor with Wang Yaxin, and even a trace of contempt. , But every time when he comes into contact with Wang Yaxin, Li Yonggui can feel the sincerity of Wang Yaxin, as well as her kindness. Those qualities cannot be disguised. It is precisely because of this that Li Yonggui has always done everything to Wang Yaxin. Without real anger and hatred, even if she brought a lot of resistance to her daughter's life, after all, she still couldn't let her down.
"Very good, at least during the recent period, there has been no problem." Li Yonggui also nodded slightly, and said seriously.
"After all, you are old and taking care of people is not easy for you to do. If you don't mind, let me stay and take care of the strong son. You can go back and rest." A smile appeared on Wang Yaxin's face, keeping his eyes intent. Staring at Li Yonggui, said in a very sincere tone.
Li Yonggui heard this and looked at Fang Zhiqiang again. He originally wanted to say something to Fang Zhiqiang. After all, the relationship between them could not last long. At that time, even if he wanted to say it, There was no chance, but when he heard Wang Yaxin’s words, Li Yonggui stood up immediately, looked at Wang Yaxin solemnly and said,
I hope you can take good care of him, and I hope that when he is discharged from the hospital, you will be healthy. Healthy."
Li Yonggui’s words already hinted at some content, but at this moment Wang Yaxin couldn’t understand it at all. She never thought that the marriage of Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang would come to an end. She understood that Li Xiaoxiao was not the same person as herself. Reason made the original marriage unsustainable, but Li Xiaoxiao completely regarded love as all of her life. For her, even when she was facing death, she might not give up her love, let alone these fundamental things. What about misunderstandings that have not occurred? At that time, as long as these misunderstandings are resolved, Li Xiaoxiao will naturally return to Fang Zhiqiang's side. At that time, for them, she will once again become a superfluous person.
It is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin proposed that condition with Xu Chao. Until Fang Zhiqiang is cured, she wants to stay by his side. At least this time, her body is still clean, if not. Wang Yaxin didn’t even have the face to accompany Fang Zhiqiang to treat the illness. Moreover, if he fulfilled his promise to Xu Chao first, Wang Yaxin was also worried that Fang Zhiqiang would see something by then. With his temperament, if he let him know In this case, even if he would commit suicide directly, he would not let himself do it!
In order to avoid these unnecessary troubles, Wang Yaxin made the request with Xu Chao. Xu Chao was able to agree to it. Wang Yaxin was actually very grateful. Although Xu Chao’s condition was completely beyond Wang Yaxin’s expectations, In fact, Wang Yaxin didn't blame him so much, but thanked him a little.
Wang Yaxin thanked Xu Chao for giving herself such a chance to redeem herself and giving herself a chance to give Fang Zhiqiang, no matter what he gave, and no matter what Fang Zhiqiang would think of him afterwards, as long as he did what he wanted to do Things are enough for convenience.
When Li Yonggui left, his eyes stayed on Wang Yaxin for a moment. In his eyes, Wang Yaxin might become the next woman to accompany Fang Zhiqiang for life, and that woman should have been his own daughter Li Xiaoxiao. But now that things have reached this point, Li Yonggui also knows that after Fang Zhiqiang is discharged from the hospital, everything that will happen will be irreversible, and everything that is destined will eventually happen, no matter how hard they try to change everything, It's all in vain, because all the wrong things in this world will happen at the right time.
"Yaxin, how long will the doctor say I will be discharged?" After Li Yonggui left, Fang Zhiqiang on the hospital bed looked anxiously at Wang Yaxin and asked.
When Wang Yaxin heard the words, he was slightly stunned, then sorted out his emotions, slowly approached Fang Zhiqiang, and said softly: "It should be soon, according to your current emotional state, the doctor is very satisfied, as long as you If you can continue to maintain the current situation, I believe the doctor will be able to discharge you from the hospital in about half a month!"
"Half a month... I don't know how Xiaoxiao should spend this half month..." After Fang Zhiqiang said this, Wang Yaxin realized that in fact, it was Li Xiaoxiao that he had been worried about and wanted to make himself fast. The point of discharge was just to see Li Xiaoxiao earlier, and to explain everything that happened before to Li Xiaoxiao himself.
But Wang Yaxin is not lost. She has already given up everything now, even her body can give up. What else can't be given up? It is not surprising to Wang Yaxin that Fang Zhiqiang can say this. He was originally such an affectionate man. As long as he chooses a woman, he will end from the beginning. If he did not leave him at the beginning, he In the sentence now spoken,'Xiaoxiao' will become'Yaxin'.
But Wang Yaxin did not envy Li Xiaoxiao. This is everything that Li Xiaoxiao deserves. She should be treated like this for her crazy pursuit of Fang Zhiqiang, and like herself, she only knows to weigh the pros and cons, and only knows to consider real life. It's boring, it deserves this end.
Of course, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t know the thoughts in Wang Yaxin's heart. The phone call Wang Yaxin had just made, what he said on the phone, and who he was talking to, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t know at all. Wang Yaxin’s complicated heart at this moment Fang Zhiqiang knew nothing about emotional changes. What he cared most now was Li Xiaoxiao's emotions, but he didn't know that there was another person who really cared about his body.
Bi Luochun and Liu Yan came to Li Xiaoxiao's home. Liu Yan waited in the car as scheduled, and Bi Luochun went upstairs alone.
A man with limited mobility walked up to the door in person, with a gift in his hand, which made Xiaoma reluctant to refuse anyway, so she opened the door and looked at Bi Luochun with a smile on her face, Xiaoma She suddenly said, "Xiaoxiao is in really bad condition. I hope you don't disturb her now."
"Auntie, I came here not to disturb her, but to open her heart knot." Bi Luochun put the gift in his hand on the ground, and then said to Xiaoma with a sincere expression.
"Hey...it's useless, my uncle and I have used all methods, but this child can't listen to anything, but if she can get a little bit of understanding, we won't be..."
Xiaoma was talking, with a look of helplessness, Li Xiaoxiao became what she is now, the most distressed people are naturally she and Li Yonggui, but they are also the people who know the whole story the most. The previous few times Li Xiaoxiao had it. When thinking like this, they may still feel that they can try to persuade, but now, they are very clear in their hearts that persuasion has no effect.
"Auntie, no matter what, let me try." Bi Luochun looked at Xiaoma's helpless expression, and immediately frowned. Li Xiaoxiao's emotions affected not only her, but also This old man, Fang Zhiqiang, and even Xiao Ai Li, a large circle of people, will be affected by her emotions. If she can get better, it would be a good thing for Bi Luochun.
Xiaoma agreed to let Bi Luochun into the house. Bi Luochun came to Li Xiaoxiao’s door step by step. Hearing nothing in the bedroom, Bi Luochun said softly through the door: "Xiaoxiao, I am Lao Bi, a strong son. Let me come and find you."
Bi Luochun is straight to the point, but there is still no movement in the bedroom. Bi Luochun only vaguely heard Xiao Ai Li's humming voice.
"Qianzi told me all the truth about the matter, but his current physical condition is not particularly good, he can't come to explain to you in person, so I want me to tell you everything, if you want to hear, open the door. "
After Bi Luochun finished speaking, feeling the continued silence in the bedroom, he was not anxious, but continued to stand in place, waiting for Li Xiaoxiao to make the final decision.