Chapter 2485: I want to tell you something

Separation does not mean the end. The relationship between Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang has gone through too many incredible and too many miracles from the very beginning to the present. Where will the two of them finally go? One step, no one knows now.
Perhaps the person who knew best in his heart should be Wang Yaxin.
Fang Zhiqiang's attitude towards Wang Yaxin was very clear to Wang Yaxin, and even as a woman, she could feel Li Xiaoxiao's feeling like Fang Zhiqiang.
It's not that there is no love between them. It's just that they both want to find a way of life that makes each other more comfortable. There is nothing wrong with it. Moreover, there are only two results in this way, or they In the end, they can still come together. If that is the case, then their relationship will remain firm and stable.
Of course, the second result cannot be ruled out, that is, they did not get together in the end. For this result, Wang Yaxin felt that there was not much possibility. Even if Fang Zhiqiang could accept such a result, Li Xiaoxiao could not accept it. .
Wang Yaxin knows very well what kind of woman Li Xiaoxiao is, because she used to be very similar to Li Xiaoxiao, she had longed for love, and even regarded love as the most important thing in her life, more than her career. It is important, and it is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin was able to learn so much from Xue Kai.
Later, Wang Yaxin also used these things to slowly start her own business, step by step to where she is now. In fact, Wang Yaxin knew very well that the reason why she had been desperately running into her career was actually just to paralyze herself. , In order to keep myself busy, in order to get some sense of accomplishment from the career, in order to conceal my inner loneliness, as well as that trace of longing and yearning for love.
But this is something that has penetrated into the bones. Even if Wang Yaxin tried so hard to make herself forget all of this, but in the end she found that everything was nothing but her own uselessness, because some things were just like planting in her and not wanting to eat. , Temporary paralysis may make you forget the things you think in your heart for a short time, but it does not mean that those things do not exist.
Once one day, when I really calm down, I will discover that all that has never disappeared, it's just that I have been deceiving myself.
Wang Yaxin was able to go from the girl who yearned for love in those years to a mature woman like today. She has experienced Xue Kai. Perhaps for Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang is her ‘Xue Kai’.
Of course, it’s not to say that Fang Zhiqiang and Xue Kai are the same people. It’s just that for a woman, there will be several vital life lessons in her life. Through these lessons, a woman can be transformed. Maybe they will become better and better, or they may become more and more decadent. At least, for themselves, it must be a very unforgettable experience, and this experience may be because of a man or other s reason.
In fact, Wang Yaxin didn’t want to see Li Xiaoxiao become what she is now, because Wang Yaxin knew that she had given up the wonderful illusions that she once had in her heart, but there must be such love in this world, but she did not encounter it. That's it.
Now that Li Xiaoxiao can always stick to her original intention, this is also a comfort to Wang Yaxin. Although she really wants to be with Fang Zhiqiang, she hopes to see Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao together. Their love and marriage will satisfy those longings that Wang Yaxin could not satisfy.
However, after this incident, Wang Yaxin has already concluded that Li Xiaoxiao will definitely change. As for what it will become in the end, Wang Yaxin is not sure now, but her guess is that Li Xiaoxiao will change. Become the next Wang Yaxin.
Once a woman matures, sometimes it becomes terrible. Whether it is for others or for herself, those determinations she never dared to make, after maturity, she will make even more unthinking decisions, which she couldn’t bear to make before. After maturity, they will do things more simply and neatly, because in the world of mature women, they no longer agree that there is such a thing as true love in this world, they will only feel that everything in front of them is Hypocritical, life is a big drama, whoever plays well can be the protagonist.
The reason why Wang Yaxin didn’t get there was because she couldn’t persuade herself, even if she knew that it’s cool to be such a person, and would even be sought after by more people, but her heart kept reminding her that she was her , Since you are not such a person, why bother to force yourself?
However, if Li Xiaoxiao really got there, Wang Yaxin didn't know what would happen to her.
There were originally no bad people in this world, bad people are only bad, not because their nature is bad, but because they must have encountered something that irritates them, so that they no longer have compassion and are no longer willing to be kind. , And no longer trust others so easily.
This sentence seems a bit fanciful, but after thinking about it carefully, it is indeed the case.
Any bad person has his own motivation to act. No matter how bad he does, he will definitely have his own ideas. If you can listen to the complaints of a bad person, you may find that They are the ones most worthy of sympathy.
And the so-called bad guys in the eyes of others may only be because they have released their truest emotions and displayed their truest self.
But this kind of self, in the eyes of others, has become a bad person.
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I slept on the sofa all night. Although he didn’t sleep well last night, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t sleep well. Maybe it was because he was in an unfamiliar environment, or maybe because he was very worried. At 8 o’clock in the morning, Fang Zhiqiang just Woke up.
When she woke up, Wang Yaxin had already prepared her breakfast. At this moment, she was sitting on the sofa and looking at her mobile phone. She noticed that Fang Zhiqiang seemed to be awake. She turned around and took a look at Fang Zhiqiang, and then said: "Breakfast is on the table, wash and prepare for dinner."
Fang Zhiqiang's sleepy eyes were dim, and his brain was still a little chaotic at the moment, but when he heard Wang Yaxin's words, he still sat up from the sofa all at once.
I don't know how long Wang Yaxin has been sitting here, just watching her sleep quietly? Fang Zhiqiang felt a little awkward.
"Okay." After being sluggish for a while, Fang Zhiqiang nodded, and then Xia Liang on his body was slowly pulled away, and the soles of his feet were dropped from the sofa.
Wang Yaxin stared at him intently, until he put on his shoes, Wang Yaxin said again: "It seems that you didn't rest well last night?"
Fang Zhiqiang said while wearing his shoes, "It's okay, I fell asleep after two o'clock, and I woke up a bit late today."
"Two o'clock?"
Wang Yaxin said in a somewhat surprised tone.
When she first returned to Mingzhu, she only adjusted her biological clock for nearly a week, because for Wang Yaxin, self-discipline is very important, especially the fixed rest time, which is very important to a person's health.
In Wang Yaxin's eyes, behaviors like Fang Zhiqiang that have no fixed rest time are like chronic suicide.
However, Wang Yaxin, who was about to say something again, closed her mouth slowly at this moment. She felt that it was not appropriate for her to say more. After all, the relationship between herself and Fang Zhiqiang was somewhat subtle. In this situation, she It doesn't seem to be suitable for caring too much.
Seeing Wang Yaxin hesitating to speak and stop, Fang Zhiqiang didn't say much, just nodded in embarrassment, then slowly got up and headed to the bathroom.
Wang Yaxin always stared at the sofa where Fang Zhiqiang had left. She did not notice that the phone in her hand had gone out. In fact, Wang Yaxin had been entangled this morning, whether she wanted to get up and make breakfast for Fang Zhiqiang. , Will Fang Zhiqiang feel like...
But if you don’t do it, will Fang Zhiqiang feel like...
Wang Yaxin's mind was in a rare mess. She was not such a person or woman. She didn't know what happened today. When thinking about these things, she herself was totally undecided and became particularly indecisive.
In fact, Wang Yaxin hates this kind of herself, but she has no choice. She knows that it is wrong to think this way, but she still can’t help choosing to make breakfast, as if someone is controlling her movements and behaviors. It is a ghost. , A ghost who accompanies him all the time!
Wang Yaxin explained to herself like this, because such a situation is really weird. At least she has never encountered it before. Only by taking care of Fang Zhiqiang so meticulously can she feel at ease and let her feel a little My heart is calmer.
Who is that ghost? What kind of magic does it have? Wang Yaxin has probably been able to guess what it looks like. It should be the legendary love.
When Fang Zhiqiang came back, Wang Yaxin was still sitting where she was, watching her phone motionless.
Fang Zhiqiang slowly sat down at the table, looked at the food on the table, raised his head and asked Wang Yaxin, "Have you eaten?"
Wang Yaxin didn't look up, but just nodded slightly, without even saying a word.
Because at this moment, she is still thinking about whether she wants to leave, and if she wants to leave, how should she bring this up to Fang Zhiqiang later.
Fang Zhiqiang had no choice but to sit down. After eating for a while, he suddenly said to Wang Yaxin, "I have something to do with you..."
"I want to talk to you..."
Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang spoke almost at the same time, and no one knows who spoke first.
The two looked at each other awkwardly, Wang Yaxin smiled slightly, and then said: "Then you can talk about it first."
Fang Zhiqiang was not polite either, because he knew that this was the opportunity Wang Yaxin left for him, and Fang Zhiqiang probably had guessed what Wang Yaxin was about to say.
In fact, when Fang Zhiqiang was in the bathroom just now, he quietly called Xu Chao, because he knew that Wang Yaxin wanted to leave now. In this case, he must hurry up to deal with this matter, otherwise , When Wang Yaxin's decision had been made, he said it again, it was too late.
But Fang Zhiqiang knew that he was not talking about this for himself, because now this situation is no longer so important to him. As long as Wang Yaxin can stay obediently to receive treatment, Fang Zhiqiang will be treated. The best result.
Fang Zhiqiang's eyes were suddenly blurred, and Fang Zhiqiang was deeply touched. If Wang Yaxin missed the best treatment opportunity because of his carelessness and negligence, it would become Fang Zhiqiang's guilt that would never be erased for a lifetime.
He has too much guilt for Wang Yaxin, and he can no longer allow such regrets to happen.