Chapter 2583: Shares (two)

The emotional Wang Yaxin couldn't control her own thoughts. She even thought that Fang Zhiqiang was so determined to pay her own money, as if she wanted to clear the boundaries with herself, and didn't want to have any contact with herself from now on.
Of course, this is just a conjecture in Wang Yaxin's own heart. For Fang Zhiqiang, he has never had such a strange idea.
But sometimes people’s thoughts are so strange, because they are not under your control, especially when you face a person you care about, his every move can be interpreted in your eyes. Ten thousand meanings come.
As for which point I prefer, it is completely beyond my control.
Just like that sentence, if a person recommends a book or a movie to you, if he reads it carefully and has a high evaluation, the truth may not be because of this movie or this book. Good enough, it’s just that he is more interested in you, so what you recommend to him will you read it so seriously, because he believes that as long as it is something you like, it must be something with depth.
The reverse is also the same. If he doesn’t care about your recommendation at all, or just glances at it roughly, and then never receives his attention again, then you don’t have to doubt that he does not care enough about you. Not paying enough attention, no matter how hard you work, or even exaggerated recommendation to him, if he is indifferent, this must be the reason.
To sum it up simply in one sentence: understand what you understand, love what you love.
And Wang Yaxin’s current feeling is that he wants to understand Fang Zhiqiang, it is not easy to be considerate of him, and even wants to help him, but in his opinion, it seems that everything he has done is meaningless. , Because he didn't need his own consideration and help at all, because in the end, he still insisted on paying back his own money.
"Well, I accept your suggestion."
The helpless Wang Yaxin finally agreed to Fang Zhiqiang. Even though Fang Zhiqiang’s actions caused her to have 10,000 strange thoughts, he and she still chose to be considerate of Fang Zhiqiang because she knew very well about the current Fang Zhiqiang. Strongly speaking, it’s not easy for him to save so much money. He will also shrink back because of this. There are many things that should be dealt with decisively, and perhaps they will all suffer because of this. Implicated.
Wang Yaxin obviously didn't want to see something like that happen, so she finally said something like this.
When you care enough about a person, or love someone enough, you can’t really be angry with him, even if he hurts you completely, even if he deliberately does something that hurts you all over, but you still I can't help but treat him well. Some people say that this is the power of love.
In fact, the complexity of love cannot be summarized in a few words. Sometimes it can be sweet to the bone, and sometimes it can be heart-wrenching. You can’t tell when it will become like. You can only explore and feel slowly under the premise of the unknown. After you have experienced all the feelings it can bring to you, what is left is the true essence left by love. :accompany.
The ultimate meaning of love: companionship.
All love is transformed into inseparable factors in the process of companionship, allowing two people to live and feel the world as one person from now on.
Hearing Wang Yaxin's promise, Fang Zhiqiang was very happy. While smiling, he said to Wang Yaxin, "Then I will prepare the relevant materials immediately."
Looking at Fang Zhiqiang’s elated look, Wang Yaxin’s face flashed a complex expression. She didn’t know if she didn’t understand Fang Zhiqiang enough, or Fang Zhiqiang didn’t understand herself enough. There are many things that two people can always think about. Even if I try hard to make him understand himself and understand his inner thoughts, in the end, most of them will still end up with a disappointing result.
This is exactly what confirms that sentence. The more you want to be nice to someone, the more he thinks that your goodness is worthless, and even if you don’t see the goodness of you to him at all, you still think that you are Especially boring and worthless people.
And this, isn't it because TA has shown you the most true and imperfect side of TA?
Perhaps, as long as you keep a certain distance, does each one look perfect?
And when you are familiar enough with TA, after approaching TA, and discovering that TA is an ordinary person, your eyes turn to those strangers again, it seems that there are still so many perfect people, so overwhelmed, you feel, this There are too many people in the world who are better and perfect than TA, and TA has become the dispensable, even some redundant existence.
In fact, whenever you feel this way, you should reflect on it, because you may be about to miss someone who wants to be nice to you the most.
And this is the most regrettable thing in life.
Not everyone is obligated to treat you well, and not everyone is as real as he is and wants to be good to you.
Wang Yaxin understands these principles very well, but understanding the principles does not mean that she can handle her own affairs properly. She now feels that there seems to be such a gap between herself and Fang Zhiqiang, no matter how hard she tries to enter him, Knowing him, I found that the barrier has always been there, and I have never been able to achieve my goal.
It seems that in the past so long together, he and he have understood each other's everything, but now, because they have already understood enough, they have begun to become confused about gains and losses, in fact, sometimes his thoughts are not so strange. But I can interpret 10,000 possibilities.
The thoughts that came up in her heart made Wang Yaxin a little dazed. She was already 30 years old. Why did she still have such naive thoughts?
In fact, love is a kind of naive thing for a mature person, because it has neither practical support nor material maintenance. It is just an illusory concept. It is this concept that has harmed many people?
"Look at it. This is an agreement I drafted earlier. See if there are any problems." Fang Zhiqiang who walked to the office quickly took out an agreement from his drawer and handed it to Wang Yaxin.
Only then did Wang Yaxin realize that Fang Zhiqiang had already prepared all this.
Wang Yaxin smiled helplessly again, the matter is over, it is meaningless to say anything more, then, just do what Fang Zhiqiang meant.
"No need to look, take a pen." Wang Yaxin glanced briefly, and then said to Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin's casual look, and wanted to ask something, but he still held back. He naturally saw that Wang Yaxin was actually not happy at this time, but how did Wang Yaxin know what was in his heart?
For Fang Zhiqiang, isn't he working so hard to protect the people he cares about? Whether it's for Wang Xinsheng or Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang wants to use his abilities to let them live a better life. If they make enough money, but they live in poverty, then For Fang Zhiqiang, his efforts are still worthless.
It's just that, no matter how familiar you are, you can't fully understand the thoughts of this abstract and strange thing. The same is true for Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin.
In fact, Fang Zhiqiang himself was in a daze. It seemed that no matter what decision he made, Wang Yaxin had played a very important role in his heart.
Fang Zhiqiang himself didn't know when he had this kind of bias, but he had never felt this way before.
This made Fang Zhiqiang suddenly realize that something like'love' cannot be shared at all. One's'love' is limited. When he devotes all his love to one person during this period of time , Then there is no way to separate more love to other people.
It's like when Fang Zhiqiang lived with Li Xiaoxiao before. At that time, he was very clear about the relationship between him and Wang Yaxin. On the one hand, it was because of his responsibility to Li Xiaoxiao, and on the other hand, It is also because all of my love has been poured into Li Xiaoxiao's body.
In fact, loving this kind of thing is just a person's mind. How much you are willing to spend on being a person indicates how much you love him.
For the current Fang Zhiqiang, he was nothing more than Wang Yaxin's body, and he spent enough thought to deal with everything, taking Wang Yaxin's current situation into consideration and her factors.
Fang Zhiqiang knows that this may not be a good thing for him, because this feeling will make him lose himself and make himself confused about who he really loves.
But no matter how Fang Zhiqiang hinted at himself, what should happen is still going to happen, and many things are beyond Fang Zhiqiang's control.
At the moment when he handed the pen to Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang wanted to say something, but after looking at Wang Yaxin's act of signing the agreement, Fang Zhiqiang still did not say anything.
"Okay, do I need to press my handprint?" Wang Yaxin handed the signed agreement to Fang Zhiqiang, and then asked in a very official tone.
Fang Zhiqiang glanced at her, then smiled and shook his head and said: "This is just a draft agreement, and then I will send the original to your mailbox, and you can sign it again at that time."
"Well, what else do I need to do?" Wang Yaxin looked around and continued to ask.
Her official and politeness made Fang Zhiqiang at a loss.
Facing the politeness of the people he knows best to him, Fang Zhiqiang felt that his strength was useless.
"Yaxin, I hope you can understand what I'm..."
"I understand, of course I understand your good intentions." Wang Yaxin interrupted Fang Zhiqiang again, because she knew exactly what Fang Zhiqiang wanted to say, and the words Fang Zhiqiang was about to say were also Wang Yaxin's least willing to listen. By the way, she even thought those words sounded so cruel.
"If there is nothing else, I'll just go out and have a look at it, you are busy."
Wang Yaxin said again and turned around. She didn't even notice the worried and helpless expression on Fang Zhiqiang's face at the moment she was about to turn around.