Chapter 2592: Can't Love (2)

‘Nothing to love’.
Four words.
People who have never experienced this kind of feeling will never know how cruel and crushing these four words are!
Can't love, but have to love, reluctant, can't let go, can't love, can't wait.
Just like Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin now.
He wanted to give up this relationship, but the more he wanted to give up deliberately, the more he plunged himself into endless struggle, unable to extricate himself for a long time.
He wants to let himself go, and no longer affect his emotions, mentality, or even thoughts because of Wang Yaxin, but the more he wants to let go, the more easily his emotions are affected by Wang Yaxin, even if she is just a simple sentence Then, Fang Zhiqiang can imagine.
Can't love it, how does Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin's relationship make him love? If you really show 100% sincerity to love her, what kind of status is there? Fang Zhiqiang wanted to do many things for Wang Yaxin, but he knew that he had no position to do this, and for Wang Yaxin, perhaps this kind of love would make her feel more pressured.
I can’t wait for a person who loves you to the extreme, who doesn’t know how to hate you at all, even if you cut a hundred blood-sparkling holes in his heart with a knife, but whenever he sees you In an instant, he will welcome each other with a smile, and will also cater to you with his humble love and care for you...
He wants to love, but it is difficult to move forward.
Blame, I just blame myself for loving someone I shouldn’t love, and the relationship that has been doomed from the very beginning, no matter how hard you work, what is the use?
This is not to love.
For Fang Zhiqiang now, he is aware of the distance between himself and Wang Yaxin, as well as the difference in thinking between himself and her. These factors make it almost impossible for the two to get together, but just as before. The same said, it is difficult for him to let go, and it is difficult for him to let go.
"Haha... after all, you admitted it?!" As Fang Zhiqiang was thinking deeply, Bi Luochun suddenly said.
These words brought back Fang Zhiqiang's thoughts, turned his head to look at Bi Luochun, Fang Zhiqiang said with a serious face: "There is nothing embarrassed to admit, I am just a flesh and blood mortal, I have seven emotions and six desires, who I fall in love with, It’s not something I can control, but I can control my behavior. I didn’t do anything wrong. Even if I love someone I shouldn’t love, there is nothing wrong with love itself, and I have not done anything wrong. Is there anything you dare not admit?"
Fang Zhiqiang’s strict righteousness made Bi Luochun nodded. In fact, for Bi Luochun, he could not understand Fang Zhiqiang’s inner feelings because he had never experienced what Fang Zhiqiang experienced. Everything, how can you know what Fang Zhiqiang thinks in his heart?
"Maybe you would say, I am a scum, how can a person fall in love with two women at the same time? But Lao Bi, when I was in love with Xiaoxiao, I never had any unpleasant thoughts about Yaxin, nor did I have a feeling for her Through any unrealistic fantasies, and now, Xiaoxiao and I are divorced, I have to admit that it was Yaxin who made me come out of that sad past. For me, Yaxin is equivalent to me in the desert. A well encountered, she filled my heart that was supposed to be empty during that time, and healed my heart that was supposed to be bruised."
Fang Zhiqiang said so many things in one breath, which also exceeded Bi Luochun's expectations.
At this moment, he looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously and at this man he knew so well.
Time is changing, and people are also changing. In fact, the immature and impulsive Fang Zhiqiang has long since disappeared. Now the man standing in front of him is a man with serious thoughts.
It may be said that such a man is mature, but it can also be said that such a man has not been able to see through the nature of this world and has yet to cultivate.
"Hardson, I can understand your difficulties, but I can't understand your mentality. To be honest, I have never experienced your mentality, so I can't feel that feeling at all, even the part of me making a fool of yourself. Time, in my heart, Liu Yan is still the only woman I love. I have never been moved by any other woman."
Bi Luochun's answer caused Fang Zhiqiang to smile helplessly again, and then said: "Yes, you can do it consistently, maybe it's just me, I don't know how to stick to my heart, so that it will not change a little. . In short, I’m so sorry to be born."
"Oh! Even the famous saying in "Disqualification in the World" is used? It seems that you are really tangled up!" Bi Luochun joked.
"You kid!" Fang Zhiqiang reluctantly patted Bi Luochun's arm, and then said again: "To tell you this is like playing the piano to a cow!"
"Haha, did you just find out?" Bi Luochun laughed.
After a while, Fang Zhiqiang's emotions stabilized, his expression returned to seriousness, and he looked at Bi Luochun again and said, "But Lao Bi, I have said these things to you tonight, and it really made me feel better. In fact, sometimes I can’t talk. The goal must be to solve the problem. Talking is a way to solve the problem."
"Well, if you have this understanding, it is not a waste of my painstaking efforts tonight, let's go, and go back quickly, otherwise, I will really have to go tonight!"
Bi Luochun was joking, turning around and taking the lead.
Seeing Bi Luochun's swagger, Fang Zhiqiang also shook his head helplessly.
He is always like this, sometimes serious, and sometimes jumped off. In the past few years, perhaps only Bi Luochun has maintained the most original appearance and has not completely changed, right?
Following Bi Luochun, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but once again appreciate the beauty of this place.
"Is this a good place?" Bi Luochun said casually as he got on the bus.
"Well, that's not bad." Fang Zhiqiang nodded and answered sincerely.
"Remember, this place is called Wangyouya." Bi Luochun got on the car halfway and stopped, stepping on the car with one foot and the other on the ground, sternly facing Fang Zhiqiang. Words.
"Wangyouya? What an ancient name!" Fang Zhiqiang nodded.
"Don't get me wrong, I made this name myself. Actually, I don't know what this place is called. I just felt it at the time and thought of this name." Bi Luochun got into the car carelessly and continued.
Fang Zhiqiang smiled helplessly again. After getting in the car, he said: "A good name, I will call it'Forget Worry Cliff' in the future."
When I went back, Zhiqiang and Bi Luochun were in high spirits along the way. Although it was close to two o'clock in the morning, no one was sleepy. They joked with each other, as if returning to the carefree time. The same.
However, such carefreeness did not last long. When he arrived downstairs in the community, Bi Luochun sighed helplessly: "Hey...however you want to be a free and easy person, you still have to Go back to real life!"
"Why do you feel full of helplessness when listening to you?" Fang Zhiqiang said as he got out of the car.
"That's not it! Isn't reality just a process of constant compromise? This is not helplessness, what is it?" Bi Luochun affirmed.
Fang Zhiqiang smiled and said, "Haha, Lao Bi, I think you have the hope of becoming a philosopher!"
"No, no, at this point, I still can't compare with Mr. Fang. You can say ‘scum’ so plausibly. The term philosopher, I think you are more suitable."
Bi Luochun waved his hands again and again, and said very humbly.
"You kid!" Fang Zhiqiang chased Bi Luochun, trying to pat him on the head, but this kid still slipped faster.
"Hurry up, I won't keep a door for you later!" Bi Luochun ran out of sight, and Fang Zhiqiang reluctantly followed behind.
When they got home, as soon as they walked in, Bi Luochun and Fang Zhiqiang heard Liu Yan's roaring voice: "Do you still know that you are back?! Why don't you wait until dawn?!"
"Oh my second uncle, can you stop for a while, not afraid to wake up the child?" Bi Luochun hurried up, humbly said.
"Do you still know the child?!" Liu Yan continued to ignore it, shouting angrily.
And Bi Luochun only heard that at this time, the child was crying in the house.
"What's the matter?" Hearing the child's cry, Bi Luochun slipped into the bedroom. Fang Zhiqiang originally wanted to follow it, but after thinking about it, it seemed a little inconvenient to go in by himself, so he just walked to the living room. Sit down slowly.
Fang Zhiqiang on the sofa could not help but turn his head and glance at Liu Yan's noisy noise and Xiaochunzi's increasingly loud voice. Xiaochunzi is now at Naoteng's age, and so are the children at this time. Began to become more and more naughty and difficult to discipline.
Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but think of his little love Li. At this time, did he fall asleep peacefully, or was he crying like Xiaochunzi?
After arguing for a long time, Liu Yan still didn't stop, and Bi Luochun was also noisy and ran out of the bedroom holding the child in her arms. Fortunately, the child was basically noisy at this time.
And Liu Yan watched Bi Luochun run out, and then ran out with him, and continued to shout to Bi Luochun: "Do you think you have a face? You are a person with children now, you think you are still a young guy. Huh? Do not go home in the middle of the night and run around? Can you hear me?!"
Bi Luochun had already been dizzy, and at this moment he was only taking care of coaxing Xiaochunzi in his arms. As for what Liu Yan said, he completely regarded it as if he hadn't heard it.
"Qiangzi, you go to bed first." Bi Luochun walked into the living room and suddenly said to Fang Zhiqiang on the sofa.
Fang Zhiqiang also nodded when he heard the words. Looking at the current situation, it seems that his own existence can't solve any problems. It's better to sleep peacefully.
"That's fine, take care of yourself." Fang Zhiqiang got up, gave Bi Luochun a meaningful look, and walked over to the guest bedroom.
Bi Luochun looked sad, looking at Fang Zhiqiang's back into the bedroom, and couldn't help but look envy. How much does he want to go to sleep like Fang Zhiqiang? Unfortunately……
"What to look at?! Don't want to sleep if you don't tell me things tonight!" Liu Yan noticed Bi Luochun's envious expression when she looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and then said fiercely again.
Bi Luochun looked helpless, didn't he even have the capital he admired now?
"Old Bi, I tell you, this kind of thing is only the first time and countless times. Don't think I don't know. You dare to sneak out tonight and come back now. Next time you dare to come back until dawn, so This time I must tell you clearly about this, otherwise you will become more and more arrogant in the future!" Liu Yan continued to talk to Bi Luochun without stopping, and Bi Luochun could only watch helplessly. Xiaochunzi in his arms, only when he saw his lovely brows, could Bi Luochun feel a trace of comfort.