Chapter 2678: Find yourself

Liu Jiaying, who has seen everything, did not choose to say something wrong. She knew that her current self was not that important to Fang Zhiqiang. If she asked too much now, Fang Zhiqiang’s impression of herself would get worse and worse. Obviously It is not the result that Liu Jiaying wants to see. Therefore, in order to leave a good impression in Fang Zhiqiang's heart, Liu Jiaying is very clear that there are some things that she cannot do now.
On the other side of the phone, Wang Yaxin was also full of entanglement. He originally thought Xiaoyu was finally safe and he would soon be able to see her child again. But now when Fang Zhiqiang said this, Wang Yaxin couldn’t help but feel melancholy again. Doubtless, the current Wang Yaxin definitely wants to see Xiaoyu earlier. If it is really like what Fang Zhiqiang said, Wang Yaxin does not know how long Xiaoyu needs to stay inland, let alone have it. It's been a long time since I saw him, so Wang Yaxin's heart naturally couldn't help but feel lost.
Fang Zhiqiang obviously knew that after she told Wang Yaxin the news, she would definitely struggle, so she immediately continued: "Yaxin, can you come back?"
Fang Zhiqiang said this abruptly, even Liu Jiaying, who was prepared on the side, couldn’t help but open her mouth. Although she already knew the meaning of Fang Zhiqiang’s previous words, she did not expect that he could be so at this moment. Speak these words straight to Wang Yaxin.
Not only Liu Jiaying, but Wang Yaxin was also completely stunned. She was still wondering what she should do. She didn't expect Fang Zhiqiang to directly give herself a solution. However, after a while, Wang Yaxin seemed to have also reacted. Fang Zhiqiang just now On the phone, I only said that I could go back, but didn't mention anything about Xiaoyu. Perhaps Fang Zhiqiang's real purpose was to let himself go back? As for the others, just some excuses?
Wang Yaxin thought so in her heart, but she was still very entangled in her heart. Although Fang Zhiqiang's words were so straightforward, Wang Yaxin had a lot of concerns. If she had misunderstood Fang Zhiqiang's meaning, wouldn't it be embarrassing? What's more, the education of Xin Sheng and Xiaoyu here has just been settled, and if they come back and forth, obviously there will be a certain delay to their children's studies, especially now that Xiaoyu is a critical stage in the beginning of Xiaoyu, Wang Yaxin does not want this The mess affected his study.
Feeling Wang Yaxin’s long silence, Fang Zhiqiang did not continue to insist. He felt that he was able to say these words so bluntly that he had exceeded his expectations. If he continued to persist, he would bring it to Wang Yaxin. Although Fang Zhiqiang hoped that Wang Yaxin would come back, and even be by his side at all times, he did not want her to come back under his own pressure.
"Or, if it’s not convenient for you, I’ll think of a way to see if I can let Xiaoyu go back sooner. I just...I just want you to see Xiaoyu sooner." Fang Zhiqiang said at the end, obviously Some hesitating, it was obvious that he told a lie that he couldn't even deceive him. However, this lie made Wang Yaxin more entangled. She was increasingly unable to determine what Fang Zhiqiang's true firm thought was.
In fact, Wang Yaxin already has an urge to go back again. On the one hand, because he has been away for so long, the bits and pieces that he can't let go of, he has experienced so much with Fang Zhiqiang, how could it be possible? Forgot all about it in such a short time?
On the other hand, Liu Jiaying, who appeared suddenly recently, although she paid a lot in this rescue of Xiaoyu, Wang Yaxin did thank her from the bottom of her heart, but because the distance between her and Fang Zhiqiang was getting closer and closer. This made Wang Yaxin subconsciously produce a hint of jealousy. This thing is the least deceptive. Perhaps Wang Yaxin can deceive herself and think that he has completely forgotten Fang Zhiqiang, but when that jealousy comes, he doesn’t need to do anything. Explain that it has already come to light.
Therefore, Wang Yaxin now has a faint sense of crisis in her heart. Although she herself knows, perhaps this is just a momentary illusion of her own. After all, everyone is an adult. What she has said and made decisions requires herself. Be responsible. When I left Pearl City, I was so resolute and desperate. Ever thought that I would still regret this day?
As a person, how can you not be trapped by love?
Whose life is not mixed with all kinds of love and hatred?
"I...I will consider it carefully, and if I can, I will contact you later." This time, Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin were both silent for a long time, and finally Wang Yaxin finally spoke slowly, and said something like this in a hesitant manner. After Fang Zhiqiang listened, he just nodded silently, without saying a word.
It is said that being a firm choice is a very happy experience. But in real life, there are too few such examples. Even two people like Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin who have gone through so many ups and downs together cannot do this, not because they don’t love each other enough. Sometimes, maybe it is because of too much love that I gradually lose myself.
After hanging up the call, the ship was almost close to the port. Fang Zhiqiang looked at Liu Jiaying and Xiaoyu again, and then several people nodded involuntarily. Then, none of the people on the ship could escape, everyone. All have to be investigated, but Fang Zhiqiang obviously has a clear conscience. Although he has injured many people, he is not fatal, and he also helped crack such a large case of the sale of human organs. How to say it is a credit. .
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The mountain was high and the road was far away, and under the blue sky, Li Xiaoxiao stepped onto the cliff of love.
This place is an unfamiliar scenic spot in the Tibetan Plains area. Every year there are very few tourists, so it was gradually abandoned. At this time, when Li Xiaoxiao climbed up alone, there were withered and yellow weeds everywhere. It seemed quite There is a sense of desolation.
However, Li Xiaoxiao at this moment really enjoys this feeling. The reason why this place is called Duanqingya is because of a legend. It is said that a long time ago, there was a couple who were chased and killed. Men were brutally killed, while women, She was left behind by the group of beasts, trying to plot a bad way, the woman rose up to resist, and finally jumped off the cliff without blinking her eyes. At the last moment before she jumped down, her eyes were still staring at lying in a pool of blood. That man.
Hence the name: Broken Love Cliff.
Before Li Xiaoxiao left the Tuye clan, he heard this story from the patriarch. It was precisely because of this story that Li Xiaoxiao planned to come and see this place in person. At this time, looking at the cliff in front of him, Li Xiaoxiao I couldn't help but imagine what was in her mind when that woman jumped down?
Although it is just a legend, Li Xiaoxiao has always been very curious about stories. Even in many cases, she would rather believe that the things in those stories existed, rather than believe some things that happened in the real world. .
My husband was brutally murdered in front of me. In such a state of mind, choosing to jump off the cliff must be distraught, right? Even in the process of falling, the woman's tears shouldn't stop for a moment, right?
But there is one thing that Li Xiaoxiao didn't understand. This story is obviously a sad and beautiful story of dying for love. Why is this place called the ‘breaking love cliff’?
With this question in mind, Li Xiaoxiao approached the edge of the cliff little by little. The closer he got to the edge of the cliff, the more Li Xiaoxiao felt a strong wind blowing from under the cliff, mixed with a strange sound of wind, People stand upside down unconsciously.
However, Li Xiaoxiao did not take a step back because of this. She wanted to clarify the doubts in her heart, and she also wanted to know how many things she didn't know in this world? How many things are there that I can't even think of?
Finally, standing on the edge of the cliff, Li Xiaoxiao felt the gloomy wind blowing from below, and stared directly under the cliff.
However, this cliff has no bottom. In addition to the clouds and mist, there are vines hanging down from the cliff. At this moment, Li Xiaoxiao has even forgotten that he used to be a person who was afraid of heights, and stood here without any protective measures. Next to the cliff, she could not feel the slightest fear.
Li Xiaoxiao slowly closed her eyes, feeling the breeze surrounding her body, and could not help but think of the scene of the story in her mind. The moment the woman finally jumped down, her heart must still be full of thoughts. My husband, however, as my body is getting lower and lower and further away from his husband, the woman's heart gradually cools down completely, as if she had never existed in this world.
After the woman’s figure finally fell to the ground, everything came to an end. Although she and her husband love each other so much, no one in this world knows the relationship between them. Love will never know what they have done for each other, what they have given up, if it were not for this story, perhaps no one would know their names now.
When Li Xiaoxiao opened her eyes again, she was finally able to understand why this place was called the'breaking love cliff'. The whole life of a person is trapped by the word'love'. If the love thread is cut off, it will definitely be a happy and happy life. Because love can make people make a lot of irrational decisions, and even make one forget oneself and think of another person in his heart. That feeling is as uncomfortable as a pest scratching his heart. At that time, it was so happy.
People are always so greedy. They long for all the good things they have, and want to taste the sweetness and happiness that love brings to them, but they don’t want to pay the corresponding pain and price, just as they want a higher quality of life. But they are not willing to give more labor. The so-called greed for pleasure is nothing more than this.
Thinking of this, Li Xiaoxiao once again thought of the self before, how could that be the case at that time? Those bits and pieces after marrying Fang Zhiqiang clearly appeared in Li Xiaoxiao's mind once again. Recalling everything, those details were like what happened yesterday. Li Xiaoxiao stood on the sidelines at this moment. Looking at herself at the time from the perspective of the author, she naturally discovered more problems. During this journey, she once again found what she really wanted to pursue.
I came into this world naked. In fact, nothing belongs to me. Everything is bestowed on me, whether it’s the love my parents have for me or anyone I meet in my life. Appearances are actually arranged by God, or to feel sorry for themselves and help themselves. After all, animals like humans have always been afraid of loneliness. They need to hug each other to keep warm. Only in this way can they live better.
Or, to teach yourself something, to let yourself know that the world is very big, and you are very small, your cognitive boundaries will limit your vision, and everything you usually see is actually It's just a small part of this world. As for more, you still need to spend a lifetime exploring and discovering.
Now Li Xiaoxiao recalled that Fang Zhiqiang’s appearance at the time brought infinite tenderness and care to her life. However, everything she had done before, and everything she took out, was a matter of bruising him. , This may be why, when we are young, we must hurt our loved ones. None of us can control our emotions, let alone our inner world. It controls your brain and even yours. The body allows you to do things that you think are right, but in fact, they hurt your beloved person beyond recognition. In addition, for a long time in the future, there will be nothing to do. Ways to make up and heal.
Li Xiaoxiao seemed to finally understand that she was originally a very happy girl. Until the moment she became a mother, when she hugged Xiaoai Li, she also thought that she was the happiest woman in the world, and there was a I love my husband and have such a lovely child. As a woman, after having all this, what else can I ask for?
However, God always likes to make things and make people. When you think that everything is already perfect, it will always make you some moths. In addition, the human heart can never be satisfied, that endless desire. Just like the devil, it dominates your heart, causing you to have negative emotions such as jealousy, comparison, and even disgust. It is precisely because of those things that your life that could have been happy forever becomes devastated.