Chapter 2745: Wang Xia's Complaint (2)

The silence lasted for a long time, and Wang Xia on the other side seemed to have noticed something wrong with Wang Yaxin, and immediately said: "If you feel embarrassed, you don't need to answer me, I just asked casually."
"No, Xiaoxia, I just... don't know how to answer your question." After all, Wang Yaxin hesitated to say it. In front of Wang Xia, Wang Yaxin didn't want to hide herself, let alone deceive Wang Xia, even to herself. Wang Yaxin will think twice about every sentence that comes out. If you really don’t want to answer Wang Xia’s question, Wang Yaxin can also find a reason or excuse at will. For Wang Xia, she just listened to it casually. That's it, but Wang Yaxin didn't want to be like this. After returning this time, Wang Yaxin originally felt that she was a little bit sorry for Wang Xia, and now she received this call from Wang Xia. If she continues to use lies to deceive her, Wang Yaxin will feel sorry for herself. What’s more, in Wang Yaxin’s heart, Wang Xia also occupies a very important position. Although the intersection of the two people does not seem to be much, it is during that coincidence that the two people have almost the same thinking and Thought, this incident quickly narrowed the distance between the two people. Perhaps for Wang Yaxin, she had never thought that she would become such a good friend with Li Xiaoxiao’s sister. But there are things in the world. How much is set in advance?
"Since I don't know how to answer, I don't need to answer it. I don't have to hear your answer before I will give up." At this time, Wang Xia still couldn't calm her mood. Of course she knew that it was just I just want to get to the bottom of the question. In the final analysis, in fact, Wang Yaxin wants to tell myself, that is also Wang Yaxin's business, and he can't influence other people's thoughts, but after hearing Wang Yaxin's just answer, Wang Xia can't bear it again. She felt a little angry. She felt that the current Wang Yaxin could not even say a word of truth in front of her. Although it seemed that there was nothing on the surface, in fact, Wang Xia could clearly feel that in her heart, both It seems that individuals are not as close as they were before.
"Xiaoxia, I know that I didn’t tell you that it was my fault this time. I confessed my mistake to you. As for what you just asked about my comeback, I don’t know what I am. For what, I thought about it before. Maybe I did it just to allow my two children to have better living conditions, but then I thought about it again. Maybe the idea in my heart is not that simple. I I also want to help Qiangzi tide over this crisis, but I have never thought about how I can make myself live in this way. Xiaoxia, I find that I have changed a lot now, the former me I am a very selfish person. I only care about my own life and make myself better and better. Even when I have tried to make money and try to make my children live a better life, I actually have part of my thoughts for Myself, I want to make myself a very successful woman in the eyes of others, a very good woman and so on."
When Wang Yaxin said this, her voice suddenly stopped, and Wang Xia on the other side remained silent and did not speak. She knew that Wang Yaxin had not finished speaking, and at this moment she did not want to interrupt Wang Yaxin’s thoughts, she realized I seemed to have a slight misunderstanding of Wang Yaxin before. After listening to what Wang Yaxin said at this time, Wang Xia once again felt the sincere Sister Yaxin, the Sister Yaxin who said nothing to herself. .
After pondering for a while, Wang Yaxin finally spoke again: "I don't know why I became the way I am now. Maybe I used to be the best, maybe I am the better now, but in my heart I don’t have any ideas anymore. I seem to have forgotten how I should live, and even who I am. It seems that my biggest task in my life is to raise my two children, Xiaoyu and Xinsheng, safely. No matter what way, no matter what I become, as long as they can grow up happily, healthy and healthy, for me, even if it meets my long-cherished wish."
"I have always had the idea of ​​becoming myself, which is great. At least, I should be considered a qualified mother, right?"
Hearing Wang Yaxin's question, Wang Xia still made no sound, but she couldn't help herself and nodded, although she knew that Wang Yaxin couldn't see what she was like now.
"But then I discovered that all of this was actually my own wishful thinking. I thought I did everything for my two children, but in fact it was for myself and to make myself decent. In order to make myself a qualified mother, it is my innate motherhood that drives me to do all this. There is no doubt about this."
Wang Yaxin’s words seemed to be finished, she didn’t make a sound again for a long time, and at this moment, Wang Xia finally couldn’t help taking a long breath. She realized her recklessness and her impulse. The former Wang Yaxin was in front of her. What kind of woman I still remember clearly in my mind, such a gentle and rational woman, why didn't I have so little patience, listen to the feelings in her heart?
It’s just that Wang Xia also knows that all of this is meaningless now. Wang Xia was originally a person who was not good at apologizing. She always subconsciously looked for various reasons and excuses for not apologizing, such as being born. It's such a carefree personality, and for example, the relationship between oneself and friends, if you say something to apologize, it seems more virtuous and polite.
But with Wang Yaxin, Wang Xia has no thoughts in this regard. She knows the relationship between herself and Wang Yaxin. She also knows what kind of woman Wang Yaxin was before. She also knows how Wang Yaxin treats herself. Now she is in such a situation. In a special period, when she decides to come back, she may be struggling and entangled in her own heart, but she has never listened to her heart, and even now complains about all of her, thinking about it carefully, she is indeed herself A bit too much.
"Sister Yaxin, I don't know... So you still have so many thoughts in your heart..."
Wang Xia didn't know what tone and expression she had when she said this, but after Wang Yaxin on the other side heard it, a smile suddenly appeared on her face.
No change.
Nothing has changed.
Wang Xia's character has not changed.
The relationship between herself and her has not changed.
Everything is still the same, so good!