Chapter 2752: Wang Yaxin's confession (2)

"Xiaoxiao, although I am embarrassed to say it, but I think we have known each other for a long time. There is no need to hide what we have in our hearts. In fact, I feel that I still haven't been able to thoroughly understand it. Let go of Hadron, although it does not necessarily say what happened to Hadron in the end, but at least, when I saw that the company of Hadron encountered these problems, I still couldn’t stand idly by and try my best to help. Yes, this is what I think in my heart now. Of course, I don’t ask for what kind of return I can get in the end. I have already seen through the relationship between the three of us, who will the strong son ultimately choose. It doesn’t depend on who treats him better, because feelings are originally an unpredictable thing, and no one can say what kind of person he will choose in the end."
Wang Yaxin continued, and Li Xiaoxiao's hand holding the phone began to tremble involuntarily. She didn't know why she had to listen to Wang Yaxin's words seriously, and she didn't know what she should do after listening. What kind of reaction, her brain is blank now, looking at the happy little Ai Li in front of her, Li Xiaoxiao's heart is full of emotion, that man left for herself, perhaps only the little Ai Li in front of her , As for the past about the past hidden deep in my heart, maybe only I can clearly remember him, as for him, maybe he has already forgotten all of them, right?
"Sorry, Sister Yaxin, I have something wrong with me. If you have nothing else, I will hang up first." Li Xiaoxiao feels that it is already difficult to control her emotions. If she continues to talk to Wang Yaxin, she I don’t know when I will shed tears. At this time, no one will feel sorry for themselves, and no one will care about themselves, because in the eyes of others, oneself will finally get such a result. Wang Xia's sister thinks so, let alone others?
"Xiaoxiao, I don’t want to make your heart sad when I tell you, I just want to tell you that I will still do what I want to do according to my own inner thoughts, although I don’t want to make your heart sad. Sad, but I still hope you can know that whether it’s me or you, we all have the right to pursue everything we want. I also hope you can adjust your mentality. I don’t worry about the relationship between us. There will be different opinions on emotional matters, and even make some jokes. In fact, you and I know that none of us can influence the decision of the strong son, and no one knows what choice he will make in the end, so, I only do what I think I should do, and as long as the final result is, I leave it to God’s will.
"In addition, there is one more sentence. I have been holding it in my heart for a long time. Now that I have already said this, I will just say it directly. After going around, the few of us have experienced so much. The dust should have settled long ago, but due to various reasons, you and I are still alone. Hadron has been caught between the two of us. Speaking of which, he should be the hardest person. , Many times I am also thinking, is it because of my own reasons that I am in this state, maybe even if there is no hadron, I will not have my own belonging, the same is in the current state, so, This time can be regarded as the last time I tried my best. If I still don’t get my wish, maybe I will give up completely...hehe..."
At the end, Wang Yaxin sneered suddenly. It sounded like she laughed at herself, full of helplessness. Then she continued: "It's really funny. I don't even remember how many times I have given up. , These two words came out of my mouth, it sounds like a joke, but I don’t know what happened, every time I say these two words, I will soon regret it, especially It was when I saw Hadron’s life that it was very difficult, I would have this idea in my heart again. Now I don’t care how others think of me. Let him go. Anyway, I can’t let everyone All satisfied."
Li Xiaoxiao didn’t know how to answer. Actually, she and Wang Yaxin rarely had such a heart-to-heart conversation. Every conversation before was as if there was an invisible barrier between them. For so long, the two of them had never I haven't really talked about it once, but this time, after listening to Wang Yaxin's words seriously, Li Xiaoxiao's heart was indeed as if he had overturned a five-flavored bottle. It was extremely unpleasant, maybe Li Xiaoxiao herself didn't realize that she had begun to gradually walk into Wang Yaxin's heart. Although it was only a brief conversation, she was able to spy on Wang Yaxin's unwillingness to show others.
"I understand what you mean, Sister Yaxin, you don't need to have any psychological burden. Since the strong son is single now, then you naturally have the right to do what you want to do. No one is qualified to stop you, including I don’t know it myself. You’re right. All of us have the right to pursue our own happiness. I used to love myself too much and care about face, but I just forgot what is most important to me. After listening After your remarks today, I feel that I should adjust my mentality well. Thank you very much for being able to say these words to me. As for your law firm, I will not join, but you can rest assured. I think the relationship between us should not get worse!"
After Li Xiaoxiao said this, Wang Yaxin also nodded and said: "Well, it would be great if you can think like this. I hope we can all be better, and I hope we can all live the life we ​​want. You Xiaoxiao, although I am just an outsider to your family, I really hope you can let go of your uncle’s affairs. Birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature, and no one of us can change this, although it did not happen to me. Things, I seem to be a little perfunctory when I say this, but the mood is yours, and only you can feel all of this. Any bad things will pass. I hope you can come out quickly."
"Okay Sister Yaxin, don't worry." Li Xiaoxiao did not continue to say more, she still failed to confide all her inner words, after all, she did not talk to Wang Yaxin many times, even if she said so much today What I didn’t usually say, but after all, I didn’t face each other. For Li Xiaoxiao, it was actually extremely unexpected that she could do this in front of Wang Yaxin. At least she had never thought before, that she could one day Dialogue with Wang Yaxin in this tone, even though she is her own savior.
This may have something to do with Li Xiaoxiao’s going out this time. The change in her mentality has allowed her to understand many things that she did not understand before, including some of her inner thoughts, and even her views on others. Nowadays, great changes have taken place. In the past, after hearing what Wang Yaxin said today, Li Xiaoxiao's heart would definitely be very angry. At least for her, this is not a good thing. Wang Yaxin decided to stay and said that it was for Fang Zhiqiang. , Just this is enough to make Li Xiaoxiao unable to let go, but today after she listened to these words, she didn’t feel that way in her heart, or even cared about it. Anyway, it made Li Xiaoxiao feel herself It seems that I can control my emotions better than before, and I also understand the thoughts of others. The words I just said to Wang Yaxin are all my own thoughts.
Indeed, now Fang Zhiqiang is single and Wang Yaxin is also single. No matter what happens to these two people, it is normal, and I am no longer qualified to manage the affairs between them, just like in the end, Fang Zhiqiang did not If I can choose my own words, I have nothing to say. After all, I let go first, because I failed to keep the promise. The first oaths were so sonorous and powerful when they were said. When I looked back and looked at it again, I realized that everything was already a human being. In many cases, I didn’t deliberately violated those vows. The vows were still something I wanted to hold in my heart, but at that time I couldn’t. Control your own emotions, but can't control your own mood and all strange opinions.
But anyway, it seems that all of this is just an excuse now. After all, I made such a decision. I can no longer change this. The damage caused by Fang Zhiqiang can no longer be withdrawn, which makes Li Xiaoxiao I realize that many times, I do need to be calm, especially after my father passed away, I should have just learned to be mature and calm. In the future, maybe no one will pay for my impulse. The man who has left him now.