Chapter 2784: Note

I originally wanted to take this opportunity to have a good talk with Fang Zhiqiang. For Li Xiaoxiao, it was indeed the courage to call Fang Zhiqiang. However, at this moment, I saw Fang Zhiqiang like this. Attitude, Li Xiaoxiao felt completely desperate in her heart. She knew that she might have disappeared from Fang Zhiqiang’s world forever. The former Fang Zhiqiang who always pretended to be herself in her heart seemed to have completely forgotten herself now. , I was pretending to be another woman.
However, although this result was not what Li Xiaoxiao wanted, she was not heartbroken. After experiencing these few things, Li Xiaoxiao also gradually learned a lot of things. Sometimes, it is a day to be sad and sad. Happiness is also a day, life is so short, why should I waste my precious day? Since it's all a day, why should you make yourself so unhappy? Looking at the juice that Zhiqiang hadn't drunk at the top of the table, a smile appeared on Li Xiaoxiao's face, just like Fang Zhiqiang who had left. Something that didn't belong to him, no matter how much he cherished, it was not his own. .
Li Xiaoxiao stood up, and when he was about to check out, she heard the waiter say that the previous gentleman had already settled. Li Xiaoxiao turned her head again and looked at the road outside the door. She is really confused now, Fang Zhiqiang What did he think in his heart? If he really didn't feel at all about himself, why did he promise his father in the first place? And today, it can be regarded as a promise to himself, just like what he said, he will be able to do things that he promised others, and the thing that he promised his father at the beginning, if he can really do If it arrives, what exactly is it? Just pity for yourself? Or does he still have his own in his heart?
Li Xiaoxiao couldn't think of the answer, and she also reacted at this moment. During the conversation, she did have certain emotions. The words she said were not what she really wanted to say. But now the relationship between myself and Fang Zhiqiang is so delicate. Even if I really want to say a lot of things in my heart, but when I get to my lips, I can’t say how. Instead, they say it with me. What I thought was completely different.
In fact, this is not only true for Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang is also the same, but Fang Zhiqiang does not have time to think about these things at this time. Of course he knows that Li Xiaoxiao is a very sensitive woman. No one knows what Li Xiaoxiao would think about those words, but Fang Zhiqiang does not have so much time and energy to explain everything to Li Xiaoxiao, besides, Fang Zhiqiang does not know how to explain it. What I think in my heart now is indeed to fulfill the promise he made to Li Yonggui, but in fact, Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao are also the same. They have always deceived themselves and others. He feels that he has nothing to do with Li Xiaoxiao. A little bit of emotion, but Li Xiaoxiao’s guess is actually quite right. If there is really no emotion at all, Fang Zhiqiang will not be what he is now, and he will not be so determined to fulfill his original promise. After all, In fact, I still don’t feel at ease about Li Xiaoxiao’s future life. I hope that through my own ability, I can take care of a little bit. Otherwise, if Li Xiaoxiao's life is not good in the future, Fang Zhiqiang’s heart will be troubled, although all that is not true. It wasn't made by yourself, but you can't get rid of it at all.
After driving back to Wang Yaxin’s law firm again, as Wang Yaxin said, he found the wallet in the drawer of the desk. After opening the wallet, he saw Wang Yaxin’s ID card in a transparent mezzanine. After taking it out, Fang Zhi When Qiang was about to close his wallet, he again inadvertently saw a piece of paper that had been broken. What's more, the paper was also sandwiched in a transparent interlayer. Originally, Fang Zhiqiang did not intend to look at these things. After all, these are Wang Yaxin's personal privacy, but the line above is too conspicuous. Fang Zhiqiang just glanced at it and saw clearly: "Mom, will Dad never come back? Will he be with that beautiful aunt forever?"
Just such a simple paragraph, it looks like this note was torn from the workbook, with very clear tear marks on both sides, because of this sentence, Fang Zhiqiang stared at the note for a while, his thoughts I couldn’t help but go back to the past, back to the time with Xiaoyu. Fang Zhiqiang knew that he was not a qualified father. Because of himself, Xiaoyu had accidents repeatedly. Although it was solved perfectly in the end, that At that time, Wang Yaxin did not say much about herself. At that time, she thought that as long as Xiaoyu can have fun, everything else is not important, but now, after having her own little love, Fang Zhiqiang Realize that, in fact, happiness is very important for a child, but more importantly, it is personal safety. Such a small child does not have the ability to distinguish danger by himself. Sometimes, when he is himself When it was deep in danger, perhaps he himself didn't realize it, but at this time, as a parent, the responsibility is naturally to protect the safety of the child, but at that time, he did not do everything a father should do.
It is precisely because of this that Fang Zhiqiang at this time saw this note, and his heart was even more uncomfortable. Even though he was not a competent father, he still regarded himself as him in Xiaoyu's heart. Like his biological father, it’s not difficult to imagine how Xiaoyu thinks of himself, and how important he is to him, the more he thinks like this, the less he feels in Fang Zhiqiang’s heart. Just as Fang Zhiqiang looked at the note in a daze, the phone rang again. It was still Wang Yaxin calling. Fang Zhiqiang recovered and put his wallet in the drawer before answering the phone again. Sure enough, Wang Yaxin said in an anxious tone on the other side: "Qianzi, you are a little quicker. There are too many people on this side of the school. I am worried that I will not be in line by then."
Fang Zhiqiang replied again and again: "Well, good, I'll be there soon."
According to the location information that Wang Yaxin sent to him, Fang Zhiqiang drove away again. I don’t know why. Fang Zhiqiang thought about the time he spent with Xiaoyu before, although it has been so long. But now that Fang Zhiqiang thinks about it, it is like what happened yesterday. Fang Zhiqiang knows that maybe because all of this no longer exists, so he feels more precious, or maybe because of himself. I left too many regrets and owed too much to Xiaoyu, so I now pay more attention to those things at the beginning. Thinking of this, Fang Zhiqiang could not help but start to think of the series of decisions he made at the beginning. When I decided to divorce Wang Yaxin, I felt a lot of unwillingness in my heart. It was just because the person who opposed it was my father. After my own efforts to persuade him, there was still no effect, so Fang Zhiqiang did not have any more options. Can only helplessly accept this fact.
But Fang Zhiqiang knew that if he had chosen to continue to persevere in the first place, perhaps the result would be completely different, because Wang Yaxin was the same as himself. At that time, it was difficult to give up this relationship. If he was firm enough at the beginning, Or to give Wang Yaxin enough sense of security, maybe he and Wang Yaxin can hold hands and continue to hold on, so till now...
But all this has passed. The divorce between Wang Yaxin and Wang Yaxin is irreversible. Even if he reunites with the mirror, it is impossible to return to the previous state. Later, he chose to be with Li Xiaoxiao. Actually Fang Zhiqiang At that time, his mind was very confused. He didn't even know whether he was pure love for Li Xiaoxiao, or he couldn't help feeling distressed and pitying when he looked at her like that.
It’s just that after making a choice, Fang Zhiqiang finally stopped struggling, no matter what he thought in his heart, it didn’t matter anymore. The important thing was who he was with now, then he would naturally be right. Who’s good, so after being with Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang never wavered his inner thoughts, that was to treat Li Xiaoxiao wholeheartedly, but the final result seemed to indicate that everything he thought was wrong, a lot. At that time, it’s not that you can do it well enough to get the result you want.