Chapter 2962: Drinking (3)

"I tell you Lao Bi, if there is no Xiaoxiao, if it is not because of Xiaoxiao, I will boldly pursue the strong son, do you know how deep a strong son is buried in my heart? Do you know how much he has Have you ever appeared in my dreams again? But what's the use? My sister and I like the same person. If I let Xiaoxiao know, if Xiaoxiao’s parents know, who am I? So this I can’t say anything to anyone, I can’t let anyone know, I can’t let Xiaoxiao know, let alone my uncle and aunt, I can only bury it in my heart, but you know, feelings, once they happen After a seed is planted, it’s hard to change your mind. I don’t know if you have ever felt like this. Anyway, for me, because of Hadron, I really endured too much torture, which you can’t even imagine. Torture." Wang Xia said so much in one breath, and after she finished she poured some wine and drank it herself.
At this time, Bi Luochun was also completely dumbfounded. Seeing Wang Xia in front of him, there was no similarity to Wang Xia in the past, just like what he said before, in his own eyes, Wang Xia has always been that domineering female president. However, today, I have seen the unknown side of Wang Xia, just like what she said just now. In her heart, she dare not tell anyone, today If it wasn't for drinking some wine with herself, she would never say those words.
"Wang Xia, I really didn't expect..."
"Unexpectedly, I also like strong sons? Haha, it's strange to say, you say that I and my sister are fine, we are all people who have never seen the world, although Xiaoxiao's family used to be rich, but she She is also a girl who doesn’t know much about the world. It’s not surprising that the two of us like him who have a detached personality, but even sister Yaxin likes him. You know Wang Yaxin? That’s a real strong woman. ! Founded the Yayu Law Firm alone, and it was so well-known in the whole world, that is not something ordinary people can do. Even such a woman is attracted to Qiangzi at first sight. Why do you think this is strong? What is so special about this person?" The words Wang Xia said were actually asking herself. In countless nights, she had questioned herself like this, but the answer was the same every time. She didn't know what was so charming about him, but she couldn't help herself.
That's why Wang Xia just said that feelings are the most helpless thing. When you like someone, you will feel that everything he does is right.
Bi Luochun has been silent since he was interrupted, and Bi Luochun was indeed surprised at this moment. He has not yet reacted at all. Bi Luochun even feels that he has never seen this before. Wang Xia actually likes Fang Zhiqiang. If this were put before, no matter who said it, he would not believe it. After all, I have always been by Fang Zhiqiang's side. Although I don’t care much about Fang Zhiqiang’s emotional affairs, I still know a thing or two. Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin and Bi Luochun know well, and even persuaded Fang Zhiqiang with Liu Yan. Who should be chosen. However, Wang Xia and Bi Luochun have never found out. Even though they have heard some rumors about them, Bi Luochun didn’t take it seriously, thinking that Wang Xia sometimes took special care of Fang Zhiqiang. , Just because she is Li Xiaoxiao's sister.
But now it seems that Bi Luochun knows that there are still many things that he didn't know, and when he looked at Wang Xia again, Bi Luochun's heart could not help but be extremely astonished. This woman who looked so tough on the outside was actually inside. There is so much weakness and sadness hidden.
"I really think I am great. When I decided to give up the strong son, I didn't think so much. I just wanted to perfect my sister and make my sister happy. As a sister, I should do Made such a concession. But what I didn’t expect was that this concession took so many years, and the result I wanted to see did not appear. Although Qiangzi did marry Xiaoxiao before, you also saw the result. Until now, they have not been as happy as I thought, so I often feel that my decision back then was a bit hasty? If I persisted, if I had a showdown with Xiaoxiao back then..."
When Wang Xia said this, she stopped suddenly, and then waved her hand to herself, and said as if she was talking to herself: "Forget it, it's been a long time, and now Qiangzi is married to Sister Yaxin. It’s impractical for me to think about such a thing anymore and it’s a waste of energy."
But Bi Luochun was still extremely astonished at this moment. Looking at Wang Xia's disapproving expression, Bi Luochun said, "So, until now, you have no reason to have a family. Is it really because of a strong son?"
Wang Xia looked out the window, and after pondering for a while, she laughed at herself: "I actually don't know what I am waiting for. I know I can't wait for anything, but I just don't want to accept this result. It stands to reason that I At this age, I should have a family of my own, but I know that even if I find someone to get married, I won’t be happy. It’s better to have a happy life than the unhappy marriage. comfortable."
"I don't think this idea is very good. No matter what, people still have to look forward. Since you have said it yourself, everything is unrealistic, why not take this step? Maybe tomorrow, it will be broader What about heaven and earth? If you don't take this step, you will never see more possibilities in life." Bi Luochun persuaded.
"Old Bi, you don’t need to tell me such a truth. I know everything in my heart and understand everything, but you are not me. You don’t know how tangled I am or how painful I am. Why don’t I know Which step should I take? But that step is really difficult and difficult. I have given myself a lot of courage and determination, but I still didn’t succeed.
Wang Xia sighed and continued: "Actually, today I understand Xiaoxiao quite well. At the beginning, I gave up on Qiangzi because I wanted to see Xiaoxiao's happiness, but now, she gave up on Qiangzi in order to see Xiaoxiao. Being able to be happy, isn't she already very clear today?"
"However, I am still a little unwilling to understand. My ideals have not been realized, and Xiaoxiao’s failure to be happy means that I gave up at the beginning and it is meaningless. Whenever I think of this, I feel unbalanced in my heart. Why Xiaoxiao clearly has everything, but she doesn't know how happy she is?" After Wang Xia finished speaking, she frowned and raised her wine glass, staring intently at the red wine inside. In her blurred eyes, she couldn't help but frown. Wet up.
Seeing Wang Xia's mood is getting lower and lower. At this time, Bi Luochun doesn't know how to comfort her. After all, Bi Luochun has always been the worst at comforting people, and she was dazed. After a while, Bi Luochun raised the glass again and said to Wang Xia: "Come on, have a drink!"
One person listened to one person, and one person spoke. Time flies quickly. Unknowingly, it is already 6:30 in the evening. By this time, the sky has dimmed, but neither Bi Luochun nor Wang Xia in the room noticed it. One point, and because during the chat, the two of them had already unknowingly put down half a bottle of wine, mixed with the previous liquor, which made Bi Luochun really feel that the sky is spinning around at this moment, and Wang Xia is too. Lie on the table, sobbing uncontrollably.
These pains that have been hidden in my heart for so long, I finally said it today. Although it was for Bi Luochun, who has nothing to do with her life, for Wang Xia, she finally found a catharsis. The exit.
Seeing Wang Xia's distressed look, Bi Luochun also stood upside-down, walked slowly to Wang Xia's side step by step, stretched out his hand and patted her on the back, and comforted: "Okay. Wang Xia, things are over, just listen to me, the sun will still rise tomorrow, everything will be fine..."
Wang Xia sat up slowly, then leaned her head on Bi Luochun's stomach, wiped her tears, and after a while, she just fell asleep.
Hearing that Wang Xia stopped crying, Bi Luochun immediately looked down at her, but saw that she had closed her eyes. Bi Luochun couldn't help but was taken aback. However, he couldn't stand still, so he might help her. Going to bed is an extremely difficult task. In addition to the fact that alcohol is constantly eroding the brain, Bi Luochun couldn't help but feel a drowsiness coming. In this way, the two of them were at the dining table, fainting away...