Chapter 3008: Xue Kai's Confession

"Thank you, Dr. Xue, if it weren't for you to tell me all this, I still can't be sure how my mother's condition is." Li Xiaoxiao sorted out his emotions, wiped away the tears, and looked at Xue seriously again. Kay said.
"It is our job to be a doctor to tell the patient's situation to the family in a realistic manner. You don't need to thank me." Xue Kai said with a smile.
The moon tonight is very round, but there is a breeze, especially on the night of more than 10 o'clock, the breeze also seems so biting.
"Stop crying, I'm the one who doesn't see a woman shed tears the most. You make me feel a little at a loss." Xue Kai looked at Li Xiaoxiao and said softly.
Li Xiaoxiao also nodded. Since he and Xue Kai have known each other for this period of time, he has always acted like a warm man in front of him. This also made Li Xiaoxiao's heart more entangled, and he couldn't give up. Unable to continue to develop, Li Xiaoxiao wanted to find someone to tell herself what to do, but her mother was seriously ill and couldn't bear to disturb her. There were no other suitable candidates.
"By the way, Dr. Xue, I went to Dr. Xu the day before yesterday and asked about the recent treatment costs, but Dr. Xu still said that there is no need to worry about this issue. It has been nearly a month since my mother was admitted to the hospital. The fee of 30,000 yuan should be used up long ago. Why does Dr. Xu never mention the fee to me?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.
This question has actually been hidden in Li Xiaoxiao's heart for a long time, but he still couldn't find the answer. Since the last time I talked with Fang Zhiqiang, at least Li Xiaoxiao thought that Wang Yaxin definitely did not continue to help herself. However, during the recent period, Xu Chao still did not raise the question of expenses, which made Li Xiaoxiao's heart even more confused. Two days ago, he didn't even hold back and rushed to ask Xu Chao, but Xu Chao gave himself a reply. Still the same as before.
Hearing Li Xiaoxiao’s words, Xue Kai immediately said seriously: "I know you are a self-improving woman, but no matter who encounters such a thing, he will be flustered. In fact, since my aunt’s hospitalization, I haven’t done it yet. After a relatively large operation, the area that really needs a lot of money is in the later stage of rehabilitation, and I also mentioned this to Dr. Xu. You are a woman, taking care of your aunt, and you have a child at home. It really doesn’t work. It's easy. At this time, you can't let you mess around because of financial problems. So Dr. Xu said you don't need to worry, you don't want to think about it anymore."
"Listening to what you mean, it seems that you have taken special care of me?" Li Xiaoxiao didn't ask clearly about this matter. She wouldn't let it go. When Xue Kai said this, she asked like this almost without hesitation.
"No, everything is done according to the normal procedure, you don't think about it anymore," Xue Kai replied.
"By the way, Xiaoxiao, I haven't understood what happened to you earlier. I only meet with you now. I feel like seeing you late. If I saw you earlier, what would it be like?" Xue Kai turned away from the subject and asked with excitement.
Li Xiaoxiao looked up at the moon again, and sighed: "For these years, I myself don't know how to come over, what I got, what I lost, to me now, it seems that it doesn't matter anymore. After all, People always look forward, so I don’t want to mention so many things about the past, except that regret is sad. Isn’t it good to keep them in the corner of memory?"
"Actually, I still have an experience. I haven't had time to tell you. When I mention that period, I am embarrassed to say it myself. Until now, in my heart, that matter is a huge regret." Xue Kai also Looking up at the night sky, he said with a melancholy expression.
Li Xiaoxiao turned her head to look at him, a look of curiosity also appeared on her face, and asked: "What kind of experience can you remember for so long?"
"When I was 24, I was still in Pearl City. I had just graduated at that time and I didn’t have a job. I was wandering around and met a girl. She was also my first love affair. I was really Take it very seriously, the girl is also very nice, and she is very supportive of my work. After we got along for a year, I also had a stable job and position, and even both of us had plans to get married." Xue Kai stopped here.
Li Xiaoxiao still stared at him intently, waiting for his next words.
"But later, the company was temporarily transferred, and the only place left for further study was left to me. I struggled with that matter for a long, long time, but I just didn't know how to talk to her, especially when she was pregnant at that time. I came from a poor background. I found the only way out through school. I finally got my foothold in the big city of Pearl, and I also found such a reasonable object. I am very satisfied with me. Everything I had at that time, I thought it would continue like this, everything was fine. But until the news came, I realized that my life could be more colorful. I later discussed with her, that child No, but she didn’t agree. Seeing the departure date is getting closer and closer, every time I go home and see her happy face, I can’t tell. I almost said it several times, but after all, I couldn’t say it. Come out. Just at the last time, the company was either team building or celebration banquet for several days. I couldn’t get out of it at all. I was almost drunk every night, and I didn’t even go home for several days, because that would make me forget. , The entanglement and dilemma faced by reality." Xue Kai lowered his head and took a long breath. Now it seems that he is still full of regret.
Li Xiaoxiao never spoke. On this matter, Li Xiaoxiao did not stand in Xue Kai's position. Seeing him regretting it was beyond his reach, Li Xiaoxiao was thinking, if he really left like that. , How sad was that girl back then?
At this moment, Xue Kai continued to speak:
One day, she called me and asked me why I didn’t go home for several days. I happened to be attending a banquet, which was organized by the company. I drank a lot of wine at the time. I told her on the phone that I was busy, but she didn’t believe it because it was already past 11 at that time. Then the two of us quarreled, and I was still there that night. Did not go back, the next morning at 5 o'clock in the morning, I just opened my eyes in the hotel, the assistant was ready, everything called me to get up and board the plane. Finally, I did not even say goodbye to her. "
When Li Xiaoxiao heard this, she couldn't help frowning, and finally asked: "You never thought about it, take her with you?"
Xue Kai shook his head and said: "She was four or five months old at that time, and she couldn't leave the situation at all. It was because of this that I didn't tell her about it for a long time. Looking back now, I really regret it. For the sake of my invisible and intangible future, I gave up her who has been following me. Maybe she has given birth to that child and raised it now."
"I think you didn't do it right back then. This is a matter of principle. How could you make such a mistake? How heartache should be for that girl?" Li Xiaoxiao said without concealment.
"I also know that I did something wrong, but so many years have passed, and I want to make up for it now, but there is nothing I can do, so this matter has always been the biggest regret and trauma in my heart." Xue Kai finished speaking. , Raised his head again and rubbed his eyes. Although he did not shed tears, at this moment, he looked at Li Xiaoxiao very seriously and seemed to have noticed Li Xiaoxiao’s dissatisfaction, so he continued: "Xiaoxiao, I The reason for telling you this is to be honest with you and not deceive you. I think this is a good start."
Li Xiaoxiao remained silent. This incident made her feel that the man in front of her was not so perfect. At least he had made such a big mistake before, and he was even unforgivable.