Chapter 3032: The great woman (3)

"Xiaoxiao, if you can say that, mom is so happy in my heart. Since this is the case, I have been idle in the hospital for a few days, so I will tell my relatives and friends the good news first. Last time you had a wedding. They were all here, but in the end it became like that. I am embarrassed to say that this time you and Xiaokai’s wedding must be a little grander, and make up for them. It’s also for the last time. , Give them a unified apology." Li Xiaoxiao’s mother said very seriously, this matter seems to be very important in her heart, after all, the most concerned about the elderly should be their reputation. As her daughter, Li Xiaoxiao also represents her face.
And after hearing this, Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but sighed. Although she felt a little unable to speak, after feeling indulged for a while, she still spoke: "Mom, I think this time, we can't be so solemn. According to what I mean, don’t say anything, just get this married yourself.

"Why? Why do you want to do such an important thing quietly? Do you have any worries in your heart?" Xiaoma frowned when she heard Li Xiaoxiao's words, and asked with a puzzled face. .
Li Xiaoxiao continued to explain: "I also apologized to everyone collectively for what happened last time. Although I was lack of sincerity, it can be regarded as an explanation for everyone. It is also because of the embarrassing experience last time, so this time, I think Don't mobilize the teachers anymore, after all..." Li Xiaoxiao said here, suddenly paused, and lowered his head slightly. However, considering her mother’s emotions, Li Xiaoxiao quickly went on to say:
After all, I am not married for the first time. I just alarmed everyone. I don’t think it is appropriate to alarm them again so soon.

When Li Xiaoxiao's words fell, Xiao's mother's expression also became ugly. Speaking of this, Xiao's mother's heart has always been distressed. She still can't help but think of what happened before, when her daughter and Fang Zhiqiang got married. Although I strongly opposed it, but later I thought about it, after all, marriage is only once in a lifetime. I should also believe in my daughter's own choice. She is already an adult. When faced with this choice, perhaps she is the only one. Only in my heart knows what kind of life I want.
Later facts also proved that Li Xiaoxiao’s choice was indeed correct. At least Fang Zhiqiang was a very good young man in Xiaoma’s eyes. Whether it was in career or in affection, his performance was so good. Xiaoma was very satisfied, but in the end there was such an accident, which was indeed unexpected by no one. For Xiaoma, it was also an unexpected thing, which caused such a result, even though everyone was unwilling. I saw it, but Xiaoma knew that it wasn't because Li Xiaoxiao's choice was wrong.
Not only Xiaoma, after Li Xiaoxiao herself just finished speaking, she couldn't help but think of the scene when she married Fang Zhiqiang before, and her inner feelings. For herself at that time, she was really simple. I thought that this would be the only marriage in my life. Once I chose and decided to get married, I never considered divorce. What a blessing to live with my favorite man? It’s too late to enjoy yourself, so why choose divorce?
But how could Li Xiaoxiao think about it? In the end, not only was she divorced, but the idea of ​​divorce was still proposed by herself. If it were placed at the time, for Li Xiaoxiao, this would be something she would not even dare to think about. In the end, it happened without warning, and it was still under his own leadership. Later, Li Xiaoxiao also thought about it for a long time. Why did she decide to divorce at that time? Is life really past the point where a divorce is necessary? After thinking for a long time, Li Xiaoxiao did not have a definite answer in her heart. For her at that time, her heart was also extremely confused. She walked step by step to the present state, but her heart couldn’t be happy anyway, but it was like Wang Xia, the older sister, said to herself the same way she chose, no matter what, she had to go on her own, and no one would help herself to bear the consequences of that decision.
Seeing both Li Xiaoxiao and her daughter fell into silence for a while, Xue Kai also realized that it might be time for him to perform well. He immediately said, "Xiaoxiao, don't worry, let's do this this time. It will be the last time in your life and the happiest marriage. I assure you, if you don’t leave, I will not give up!"
After listening to Xue Kai’s words, Li Xiaoxiao didn’t feel the slightest joy, but wanted to laugh. In this case, she had already heard it, but from the current results, it’s obvious that there was nothing in those words at the beginning. Significantly, where one's life will go, what fate and result will be, it does not depend on the vows of each other, and those words are only suitable for people in the teenage years. Romantic love is mostly Based on sweet words, at my own age, I have already passed the age of hearing love. Today I am a very pragmatic person. Even if I choose to get married, it is for the sake of something, not for love. .
Thinking about this carefully, Li Xiaoxiao also felt that her life was originally a comedy, but now, it has slowly turned into a tragedy, and she cannot reverse it anyway. With the death of her father, Li Xiaoxiao gradually realized that she was no longer the carefree girl before, she had to become strong, mature, and a woman who was able to carry things.
Some people say that from a girl to a woman, it only takes one step and that is to get married, but for Li Xiaoxiao, she has a very deep feeling in her heart, not just that simple, at least from the first half of her life, getting married He didn't make himself a real woman, perhaps because of Fang Zhiqiang's love for him at the time, perhaps because he was not a mature person. Looking back now, Li Xiaoxiao can also realize that he was at that time. , In fact, is still a very naive girl.
Until the divorce from Fang Zhiqiang, my mental state began to change little by little. Up to now, it has undergone earth-shaking changes, until the death of his father, when I realized that I needed to resist everything. , I really changed from a girl to a woman. Perhaps for myself at that time, everything that I experienced at that time was still just a little play. Until this moment, facing my mother’s illness, when I was helpless, but unable to resist, I could only accept the arrangement of fate. , Li Xiaoxiao just learned that there is a lot of helplessness in the world, there is no other way except to endure it silently. When one has to make a choice, no one sympathizes with oneself, and no one understands oneself. All of them can only be taken by themselves.
Compared with the helpless smile on Li Xiaoxiao’s face, Xiaoma on the other side felt that Xue Kai said this very well, and immediately couldn’t help but smile and said: "Hehe, I hope you can always remember what you said. In these words, I leave my daughter to you, hoping to see her live happily, not to ask you to achieve much, let alone to be rich, as long as you can be happy and be happy every day, It is my greatest wish!"
Li Xiaoxiao’s mother lived this whole life. In the first half of her life, she worked hard with her man in her career. Although she also made some achievements, in the second half of her life, Li Xiaoxiao’s mother gradually understood that money is indeed something outside of her body. Sometimes she heard others. When I said this, I just thought it was just a sentence of poisonous chicken soup, but now Li Xiaoxiao’s mother looked back and saw that it was not only money, but a person beside her that really made her feel happy. Staying true to the person who accompanies you, whether that person is a parent or a partner, can make you feel happy. Of course, the prerequisite for all this is to establish that one can truly understand the importance of these things. If not, it would be nothing but empty words.