Chapter 366: Wedding (6)

Chapter 366 Wedding (6)
"Actually, this is not necessarily a bad thing. Zhiqiang, remember what I said to you the first time you told me to marry me before? I told you, I will give you three Years, three years later, if you still want to marry me, I will marry you. I say this, in fact, I want to give you enough time to think clearly, do you just love me in your heart? I didn’t really want to marry me. But then, I still didn’t stand firm, because I wanted to get married, I wanted to marry you, I wanted to have a family, and I wanted to have a broad shoulder to lean on. But it turns out that I am Wrong, I shouldn’t be like this, I’m too irrational, I shouldn’t promise to marry you so impulsively. If you say something wrong, I’m also wrong. It’s not your fault, because maybe we are both. It's not suitable for marriage or for being together." Wang Yaxin said indifferently.
"No, Yaxin, I only have you in my heart." Fang Zhiqiang said quickly.
"Maybe you don't believe this in your heart?" Wang Yaxin smiled, and then said: "Zhiqiang, I am already over thirty. The children are so old, and I have had an unforgettable relationship experience. I have also studied psychology in school, so I know a little bit about the relationship between men and women. In fact, I can tell from the beginning that you like Li Xiaoxiao in your heart. You just because you think you are worthy When I went to Li Xiaoxiao, I did not want to hurt Li Xiaoxiao, so I deliberately suppressed my feelings for her. Of course, I know very well that you love me and you are a sincere person. You will not cheat, you treat me to Xiaoyu. Everything I do is from the heart, I am very grateful to you, and I am very moved, really. I think, maybe you don’t know in your heart, who you love in your heart, and you don’t know what you want. What do you want? You are in a mess in your relationship. More often, you choose to escape and don't want to touch your own feelings. You choose to follow the trend. You and I are good, and we have a silly relationship between men and women. , You feel that you only love me and want to be with me, this is because you don’t want to think about who you really love, and you don’t want to make choices. I think if Li Xiaoxiao had a relationship with you that day, Then the person you want to marry now must be Li Xiaoxiao, not me, right?"
After listening to Wang Yaxin's words, Fang Zhiqiang was silent. He felt that he was somewhat powerless to refute Wang Yaxin's words.
"Maybe you never know in your heart what your heart looks like, but since you heard the news of Li Xiaoxiao's suicide last night, what did you think and how you did it, you should I probably understand what I’m in. It also made me smash the fluke that I have always deceived myself. I am also pretending to be confused. I know that you also like Li Xiaoxiao, but I have been cheating. Myself, I have always said to myself that you Fang Zhiqiang only loves me, and I only have me in my heart. No matter what, as long as we get married, you will treat me wholeheartedly and we will be happy. But facts have proved everything, What should come will come, and what’s wrong will always be wrong. You Fang Zhiqiang is destined not to be Wang Yaxin’s. I was able to deceive myself before, but now the facts are in front of me, I can’t deceive myself anymore. , I can’t force myself to marry a man with another woman in his heart. I can’t do it. Even if I love it again, I can’t do it.
Wang Yaxin shook his head.
"I didn't blame you for anything. Really, you didn't do anything wrong. You are just following your own heart. It is not you or me that is wrong. It is the two of us that are wrong, because we are both inappropriate. , Forcibly being together would be such a consequence. I sat there last night thinking all night, and finally in the morning I decided to cancel the wedding. In addition, I also chose to confess to my parents and confess everything. In fact, you are Yes, frankness is far better than cheating, and my parents’ ability to withstand is far stronger than I thought, and they did not fall. Zhiqiang, I am very grateful to you, really, you have given me one during this period of time. The warmth of home has given me a lot of warmth and care for Xiaoyu. It also made Xiaoyu understand a lot of things. It taught Xiaoyu what love is and what love is."
"For this wedding, you spent two hundred thousand. I know that if I return the two hundred thousand to you, you will feel even more sad and more self-blaming. I understand your character very well. Therefore, this money I won’t return it to you. You borrowed some money from me. I don’t know how much it is. Whether it’s what I owe you or what you owe me, we will pay both, including you from me This borrowed money and the money I bought you a car will offset the two, so that you will not have any psychological burden, you can start your life again and live more easily.
Wang Yaxin finally said this, Wei Wei Smiled happily.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin blankly, and muttered: "Is it really impossible for us to do it again?"
When Wang Yaxin heard this, she still smiled, then shook her head, and said, "It's not impossible, but we are inappropriate. Because you don't know what you really want in your heart. Even if we forcibly cheat I am together, and the result will not be happy. What happened this time seems to be an accident, but in fact it is inevitable. Zhiqiang, no matter what happens in the future, I am not saying that it must be impossible between us. People are not gods, who knows what they will be like in the future? No one is sure, but no matter who you are with, you have to think clearly about who you love in your heart and what Who to be with first, the most important thing to figure out is what you want in your heart. You have always told me that you have to follow your heart, and you have always been doing this, what you want to do, You went to do what, but the most wrong thing for you is that your own heart doesn’t know what you want to do or what you want, so look at what you have done over the years and do it here and there. , Feelings are the same. If you continue like this, any woman who follows you will feel insecure, just like me, even if I still insist on marrying you now, but I live in fear and worry every day, I will be afraid , Some night you will be called away by which woman's phone number, and you will go as determined as last night, and you may never come back again. I am not a little girl anymore, my children are like that I’m older, please forgive me, I can’t live this kind of life, this kind of life is not what I want, even if I love you very much. So, Zhiqiang, let it be."
When Wang Yaxin said this, she had been forcing herself to smile calmly, but finally she couldn't help but shed tears.