Chapter 375: Desperately (three)

Chapter 375 Desperate (3)
"Girl Xiaoxiao." Wang Yaxin was a little surprised and Li Xiaoxiao came over, surprised and authentic.
"Miss Wang, I'm sorry to disturb you, do you have time? I have something to say to you." Li Xiaoxiao looked at Wang Yaxin with complicated eyes.
Wang Yaxin also looked at Li Xiaoxiao, her eyes were equally complicated, but then she nodded and smiled and said, "Please come in."
"Have you had dinner? If you don't dislike it, let's have some together." Wang Yaxin walked in and asked Li Xiaoxiao.
"I have eaten it." Li Xiaoxiao shook his head.
"Sit down for a while, drink coffee?" Wang Yaxin took Li Xiaoxiao to the living room and sat down on the sofa.
"Trouble." Li Xiaoxiao nodded and said.
Wang Yaxin made a cup of coffee for Li Xiaoxiao and herself, and handed the coffee to Li Xiaoxiao.
"Thank you." Li Xiaoxiao took the coffee.
"Girl Xiaoxiao is here today for Fang Zhiqiang, right?" Wang Yaxin asked after sitting down.
Li Xiaoxiao looked at Wang Yaxin in surprise, but then nodded again. Yes, there is no other connection between her and Wang Yaxin except Fang Zhiqiang. She came to Wang Yaxin obviously for Fang Zhiqiang. Thing.
"I'm here to apologize to you." Li Xiaoxiao said to Wang Yaxin seriously.
"apologize?"
"Yes, I'm sorry, it was one of my pranks that ruined your wedding. Actually, it was something I didn't expect. These days I am living with guilt and self-blame, so I still want to come over and speak to you I'm sorry." Li Xiaoxiao said to Wang Yaxin sincerely.
After Wang Yaxin heard Li Xiaoxiao say this, her face changed, and then she was silent, took a sip of coffee, and then looked at Li Xiaoxiao lightly and said, "Girl Xiaoxiao, if I say I don’t blame you for not hating you, it’s fake. No matter how generous and kind I am, I can’t do not hate you. On the eve of the wedding, you call and say you want to see him for the last time, and then he ran away regardless of my retention and our wedding. , Is also very determined and unfeeling, so he abandoned me. You know, I was his fiancée at that time. As a woman, can you understand how I felt at that time? Can you understand how I felt that night? Can you understand my mood to notify all guests of the cancellation of the wedding one by one?"
As Wang Yaxin was talking, tears couldn't help streaming out again. For a woman, that feeling is not pain, but cruel.
"Sorry, I..." Li Xiaoxiao looked at Wang Yaxin's tears and blamed himself even more.
"But you don't need to say sorry to me, because you are not the one who is sorry for me." Wang Yaxin then shook his head and said.
"It’s Fang Zhiqiang who is sorry for me, and it’s me who is sorry for me. Your phone call is just an external cause. The most important reason for my failure to marry him is that he is not the only one in his heart. He loves me. At you." Wang Yaxin shook her head.
"It doesn't matter if the wedding is canceled. You can do it again at any time, or even without having to do the wedding. You can register with the Civil Affairs Bureau with your ID card and pay a few dollars to get a marriage certificate. These things are very simple and very simple. Easy, but difficult is how to calm his heart, how to make him not have you in his heart. I know what you came here for today, you are a simple girl, a kind girl, you think you have done something sorry for me , Are you here today to persuade me to remarry with him? Then I ask you, Miss Xiaoxiao, what do you do if I am really married to him? Can you accept it? Can you be happy?" Wang Yaxin looked at Li Xiaoxiao asked.
Li Xiaoxiao was asked by Wang Yaxin, and then shook her head and said: "I will be very sad, very sad, just like knowing that you are getting married this time. I really want to die. I really thought about death. But this time I hope you are together, because I don’t want to see him so sad. I went to see him yesterday. He was very sad and sick. I have never seen him so decadent and so sad, and he hates me. , I can see that he hates me in his heart. Seeing him sad, I feel sad more than myself. Instead of this, I hope you get married so that he will not feel sad anymore, and I may not feel as uncomfortable now. Miss Wang, it's true. I can see that he loves you very much."
"I know, I know he loves me very much, if I don't even know this, how can I marry him? Even if I love him again, he doesn't love me and I cannot agree to marry. The problem is not his love He doesn't love me, but he loves not only me." Wang Yaxin sighed and said.
"I have studied psychology. The so-called specificity does not exist in the strict sense. It is normal for one person to fall in love with two people, or even more people, but love does not mean non-specificity. You can I like a few people, but you have to know who you love, who you want, and who you want to be specific. But he doesn’t know, he doesn’t know what he wants, his heart is chaotic and confused From him, I can’t get a sense of security. I have a sense of crisis that he might go away at any time. Look at me and you know that I’m over 30 and my son is so old. I’m unlikely Like you little girls, desperate for love, I can’t do it. The most important thing I want is to have a home, a stable and happy home, and then love. And he can’t give me one. A stable home, because his heart is floating." Wang Yaxin continued.
"No, he loves you, just go and see how painful he is now..." Li Xiaoxiao insisted.
"I know, I know he loves me, he loves me very much, he is a good man, the best man I have ever met in my life, and maybe the last man I have ever loved in my life. But, Love does not mean that you are fit to be together. You are still young. You don’t know what life is and what is love. Life and love are not the same thing. I want to give him time to mature and wait for him to know what he is. What do I want, but I don’t have time to wait. Xiaoxiao, I love him, I know you love him too, maybe you love him more than I love, at least, I can’t persuade him Stay with another woman. But now I can only say, stay with him and take care of him. Believe what I said, you and him are the last couple that will walk together." Wang Yaxin Finally, she said while watching Li Xiaoxiao smiling.