Chapter 548: Choice (6)

Chapter 548 Choice (6)
Wang Yaxin stared blankly at Fang Zhiqiang and at the serious Fang Zhiqiang. After a long time, he said: "Zhiqiang, I really really want to promise you, because I am really impulsive now. But I don't think I can So sloppy, I can’t let the last thing happen again. Let me think about it, okay? Marriage is not a child’s play, we should all think carefully, not impulsively. If... if we really get married, then It's a lifelong matter. Don't care about this time and a half. Let me think again, okay? Give me another week, and I will definitely give you an answer. This week, you will think about it again, OK?"
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin, disappointed, but he nodded and stood up and said, "Okay, I hope so too."
"Yaxin, do you know, I have never wanted to get married so much, never before." Fang Zhiqiang stood up and continued.
"I guess, I will promise you, because I can't help myself to say no to you." Wang Yaxin smiled and said, a little helpless.
After listening to Wang Yaxin's words, Fang Zhiqiang smirked there.
"No matter how you choose, I will support you. I did not want to understand many things before, but now I suddenly want to understand. Once people want to understand, I feel a lot easier. Yaxin, I don't force You, take your time to consider, when do you want to get married, tell me, I will always wait for you." Fang Zhiqiang also smiled, then stretched out his hand and said to Wang Yaxin: "Would you like to walk with me? take a walk?"
"Yes." Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang, then smiled, and put his hand on Fang Zhiqiang's.
Fang Zhiqiang took Wang Yaxin's hand and led Wang Yaxin to walk slowly along the pond again.
"It would be great if you could go forever like this." Fang Zhiqiang sighed.
"In life, many things are actually beautiful because they appear precious. If they are too common, they will feel accustomed to it. It is like for a person walking in the desert, if you give him a bottle of water, he will feel this bottle. Water is the whole world. For a person who has been hungry for three days, a bowl of white rice is the whole world for him. On the contrary, for a person who sits at home and eats big fish and meat all day, water and It’s just a normal thing, you might get bored after eating too much. Just like us, now we are not together, occasionally meeting, dating, holding hands and walking around here, you will feel me Very good, I think this feeling is very beautiful. When we are really together and stay together every day, will you still feel so beautiful? This is the essential difference between love and marriage, love you can live all day In the vows of each other, moving and romantic, and once married, you will face family trivial matters, and you will be faced with plainness. At that time, you will only find me very annoying." Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang held hands and walked slowly. Talking.
"You are wrong. We drink water every day. Would you find it difficult to drink water and choose not to drink water? You still want to drink water because you will be thirsty if you don’t drink water. We eat rice every day, but you will Do you think rice is difficult to eat? You still have to eat rice every day, because you will be hungry if you don’t eat rice. Although you can drink drinks without water, you can eat bread without rice, but that’s only occasionally In real life, most of them still drink water every day and eat rice every day, because of what? Because this is a habit, this is a kind of love, the love for him by living together for a long time. Living together for a long time may feel Tired, but it's only temporary at best. As long as there is love, it is a habit, a habit that is needed from the bone." Fang Zhiqiang said.
"Once, Li Xiaoxiao asked me a question. She asked me if I believe in love? I shook my head. I told her that love is just a term created by poets and moralists to fool the world. This thing is like Like monsters and ghosts, no one has encountered it before, only seen from the mouth of the elders or in novels. Some people believe it, but no one has seen it. He is more like a belief, like a Bodhisattva in a temple. If you say that he really exists, then it exists. If you say that he does not exist, then it does not exist. Li Xiaoxiao quarreled with me at the time because of this. Actually, I didn’t tell the truth to her. I seem to be quite realistic, but I I have always been an idealist. I believe in love. Even though I thought love was a scam because of Nie Qian’s affairs, I still firmly believe that there is love in this world. And after meeting you, I am even more I am convinced of this." Fang Zhiqiang said lightly.
"Unexpectedly, you still have Gothic feelings."
"Yes, before I graduated from university, I had always been a literary and artistic youth living in idealism, with my own feelings. However, after graduation, I was relentlessly hit by the reality, and now the remaining feelings are already Not much. But love is the feeling I have always insisted on." Fang Zhiqiang nodded.
"Li Xiaoxiao is just like you, a girl who believes in love, right?" Wang Yaxin asked.
"She... You can tell from her character that she has a stronger belief in love than mine." Fang Zhiqiang hesitated.
"Zhiqiang, I didn't understand what you said to me before, can you say it again? You said you are going to have a showdown with Li Xiaoxiao?" Wang Yaxin asked.
"Yes, I thought about it all night last night, and I have already thought very clearly. I don't want to pass it so ignorantly. I know very well that I love you and the person I want to be together is also you. I want to be with you again, I shouldn’t give Li Xiaoxiao any hope, I should make a clear list of relationships with her. This way, you won’t feel insecure or delay. She. I have always been afraid of hurting her before, so I have always just avoided her love for me, but Liu Yan's words made me realize that I was wrong. Even if I hurt her now, it is good to her and right. She is responsible. I evade this way. This kind of hope that gives her no results is the biggest harm, the cruelest harm to her. I have already decided that I will move out of her house in two days and find another one by myself. If I live in a place, I will stop the company from expanding temporarily, save a sum of money as soon as possible, pay back all the money owed to her, and completely draw a line with her. This is responsible to her, to you, and to me. Be responsible for yourself." Fang Zhiqiang said again.